Author's Note- Hi there! Turtle-chi is back again. I decided to create another M-rated for my AkaKuro Babies. They just won't stop bugging me in my dreams. So here I tried another one and hope it will be better than my first fic. Well my pervert mode had been turn on again so I might create more of this. ('_')O and here have a cookie, I just bake one while writing this. (ˆ⌣ˆԅ) Enjoy~! Ja Ne~!

Warnings- Contains BoyxBoy. Wrong grammar. Typos. Un-beta.

Disclaimer- I do not own KnB, it belongs to Tadatoshi Fujimaki. Still envy him for that.

'thought'

"talking"

Summary

Kuroko is insecure about his sex face. Akashi is on edge already. Takao helps Kuroko get over it.

Will Kuroko overcome this before Akashi change his mind about their relationship?

It has been two years since Akashi and Kuroko started dating. Kissing, hugging, holding hands was their daily routine. But to an Akashi Seijurou, it wasn't enough.

In order to deepen their relationship, A.K.A. have Akashi push Kuroko down on the bed. He needs to make the bluennette trust him more. But everything he plan always go flying out through the window. The reason simply, Kuroko himself. The red head always left hanging and mouth gaping when he ask to do it, more like demanding sex. Still, the bluennette always says that he wasn't ready yet. The worst part of Akashi's rejection is the infamous monotone 'no'

Akashi was on edge already. He wanted to touch more, to do more but he have to patiently wait. He love the bluennette so much to force on something to him was never on his list to do. So he resolute himself and devised a plan to bed a Kuroko Tetsuya.

He continuously invited Kuroko for a group study. Well that's what Akashi call, but preferably term; private making out session. Kuroko somewhat always agree on him, reasons, he needs to study for the up coming exams. Though, he wasn't the oblivious type. He know why Akashi always invited him for some group study.

Back in Akashi's apartment. It seems that their private lesson commence already. With some sweet moans and husky groan heard there. It gave away that they already started their intimate action.

Kissing passionately, and groping everyplace they could touch. Akashi take the opportunity to pin Kuroko on the wall, while Kuroko who was still in daze, helplessly cling onto him for his dear life. They kiss heatedly. Swirling they tongues around each mouth. Both never let go of their hold and also both panting desperately for air. It was good mood to start something. Namely sex.

Kuroko knows if he wont stop Akashi now, they would go all the way. But damn, his tongue was so skillful. It weaken Kuroko to even push the red head away. Finally they parted, both panting really hard. Kuroko, recollect all his senses back and tried to push Akashi again but the red head wet gland was fast. It immediately attack the back of Kuroko's ear. Earning hims some soft mewls. Akashi smirk victoriously and trace a path down to Kuroko's neck. Biting and sucking. Leaving angry red marks on those unblemished skin. The bluennette couldn't stop moaning from vigor tongue that caressing him. His uniform is now unbutton from the top to the middle, exposing those creamy white shoulder and the ever tantalizing collarbone.

Kuroko saw the mirror beside him. It reflects his erotic position and it made him blush. The mirror mockingly show his red flush face. Kuroko's mind run wildly. 'What if Akashi saw this disgusting look on my face, he will definitely won't like it and probably will think its ugly.' He kept thinking of worst possibilities. He trembled at scene that unfold in his mind. He felt Akashi was done amusing himself marking his collarbone and going up to look at his face. Kuroko was embarrass, he doesn't want to show this expression to Akashi. He stop clinging to Akashi and cover his face with his hands. His trembling worsen. He doesn't want to be look at right now. He felt he was disgustingly shameful.

"Akashi-kun.. Enough, please..." Kuroko pleaded, he can't stop himself from trembling.

Akashi quickly heard his soft voice. The red head saw Kuroko's body tensed. Shivering. It horrify Akashi when he saw tears falling from Kuroko's cheeks. He let go of Kuroko. One thing that he hate the most is seeing Kuroko cry. He bowed himself that he will gouge the person's eye for him to pay but right know, Akashi is the one that he made his precious lover cry.

"I'm sorry, I'll be leaving earlier today." Kuroko gather his things, fix his attire and ran out of the door. Leaving Akashi fend for himself. When Kuroko was out of sigh, Akashi heave a sigh. The red head sit lazily, dumping his body weight on the floor. This time he knew he had gone too far. The idea of forcing your lover into something he didn't want. Akashi scratch the back of his head, reminiscing what he just done.

"What have I done? I despise myself." Akashi buried his face on his hand. Making his hand support his head for the time being.

Kuroko ran as fast as he could back to his own home. At the door, he was greeted by his loyal Siberian husky dog. Kuroko bent down and patted his dog. His hand stroke the mutts forehead making the dog feel delightful. They stay like that for minutes until a sob broke the silence in the room. Kuroko's cry startle the dog. Nigou move closer to his owner and comfort him. The dog whimper with Kuroko.

"I'm sorry Nigou... its my fault." Kuroko's voice was breaking. He can't help it, because he remember Akashi's face. Full of disappointment.

"I'm the worst..." Kuroko said bitterly.

Days past, their action affected their relationship. Akashi became a little cold towards Kuroko. The red head become so cautious with Kuroko, and Kuroko is not comfortable with it.

The bluennette felt guilty, he blame himself for that. So he came up a decision. He goes to the very reliable person he could talk to, Takao Kazunari. Well Takao and Midorima had dated more longer than them so Kuroko thought they already experience their first.

Takao agree and meet up with Kuroko outside the Maji's. When the bluennette was there, he immediately gesture his position. Now, they both enter the restaurant and sit. Kuroko started fidgeting on how to talk this about Takao, while Takao was so amuse with the bluennette uneasiness. This is the first time he saw the stoic boy show more emotion at the same time. There was few minutes of silence. Kuroko finally decided to break it and talk.

"Uhmm... Takao-kun.. I just want to talk about uhh..." Kuroko said while finding the right words to say.

"What is it, Tet-chan." Takao can't hold much longer his laugh. He tried to cover it up by drinking the milkshake.

Kuroko man up and stared at Takao. The ravennette flinch at the intensity of Kuroko's gaze.

"I have insecurities with my sex face." Kuroko had spilled the beans and left a Takao Kazunari, speechless and a fish gaping idiot. Kuroko waited for comments and advice but Takao was still dumbfounded. Five minutes past and it seems that Kuroko's word had finally find it ways to Takao's brain.

"You have insecurities with your sex face?" Takao repeated. Kuroko nodded and the ravennette burst into laughing. Takao was hitting the table constantly to hold his stupor. He laugh his heart out. Kuroko was not happy, he should have not talk about this. Takao noticed the change of the aura around Kuroko and immediately said sorry.

"I'm sorry, it's just. pffft! Too hilarious!"

"I'll leave now Takao-kun." Kuroko said darkly.

"No! I'm just kidding. Now let's talk about your insecurities." Takao tried really hard to not laugh. His shoulder was shaking a little but he need not to be insensitive.

"I'm embarrass... I don't want to show my sex face to Akashi-kun." a blush crept on Kuroko's face. Takao find it so adorable and nod to Kuroko for him to explain further.

"I feel like, if he saw my face he will be disgusted. I don't want Akas-" Before Kuroko finish his complain, Takao already stop him.

"Let me stop you right there. Before you assumpt so many conclusion, have you ever ask Akashi about this?" He pointed out to Kuroko. The latter shook his head in response.

"I recently seen Akashi being cold to you, Why is that?" Another question.

"It's because... I push him away when he ask to do it..." Kuroko said dejectedly.

"So basically, you push Akashi and because you don't want him to see your expression." Kuroko nodded in Takao's words.

The ravennette sighed. He felt tinge of sympathy towards Akashi.

"Have you every consider his feelings?" Now its Kuroko's turn to be dumbfounded. The bluennette lower his head. Takao's words replay in his brain. Takao was right. All this time, he was just thinking for himself. He never ask for Akashi's feelings. The worst part of it was he knew how the red head had been surpassing his own limit just so he could be happy.

The gloom around Kuroko was so dark that it made Takao tensed. But he need to say this. He need to tell that Kuroko is not the only one who has feelings in their relationship.

"You already concluded that Akashi would hate you because of your expression? Now let me ask you again, and this time let me have my assumptions." The ravennette look at th bluennette lowered head.

"What if Akashi, do it with another. Would you like that?"

"No!" Kuroko rise his head. His mind went numb.

"Exactly. See, is that hard? Now go, and fix your relationship with Akashi." Takao smile fondly to Kuroko. He patted his head and brought Kuroko's ear near his lips.

"If things didn't go well, use this." Takao hand Kuroko something. Kuroko gulp, 'what is this things'. The ravennette wink at him. "It works with Shin-chan!" Kuroko nodded. He stand up and wave goodbye with Takao. For now he need to patch up with Akashi.

He ran all they way to Akashi's apartment. Going to the elevator, wishing for it to go faster. He ran to Akashi's room and knock loud.

The door open, showing a shock Akashi.

"Tetsuya... I didn't say that we would have a group study." Akashi said.

"I want to talk to you." the bluennette eagerly said.

Akashi first let Kuroko in. They both sit on the couch. Kuroko searcging for the right words and tell him that it would be okay if they do it now.

"I also want to talk to you, Tetsuya." Kuroko look at him.

"It seems that I had been pushing you into something that you hate." Akashi's face was painted with sad expression.

'No, Akashi-kun'

"On top of that, I made you cry. I'm really sorry" Akashi force one smile on his face and look at Kuroko.

'Don't say those things Akashi-kun, its my fault'

"Its better if we break up."

'No..'

Author's Note - Did you like it? If so, drop some reviews! It help me get inspired.

I plan this to be just a one shot and it seems this is the longest I had ever made. So it will be 2 shot. Expect another chapter later.