Analipsis

It's me, again but couldn't shake this and I LOVE doing One-Shots!

It was after the famous explosion in which I was injured in, I had to speak to the psych nurse, she began talking slowly and steadily but for ages…

At first, I was amused, indulgent, but as I sat on, listening, in the light that bared down on me, I began to feel set apart from her, to everyone, an outsider to societies circle, all because of a stupid mistake. I was trying to suppress my mounting unease, to hold back the rising flood of memory. I fought a bitter battle within myself, my head turned away from the burning heat of the lamp so that she could see none of my expression which I knew began to show signs of my discomfiture. And then silence in the room. I shuddered. I wanted to banish the chill that had settled upon me and the sensation of fear in my chest. Yet I could not move, it had, for the moment, paralyzed me, just as it had always done, since the accident, it was a long-forgotten, once too-familiar sensation. I stormed out of the room just before the walls closed in on me, my heart pounding, and my breathing short. I walked away in a frenzy of agitation, why did I agree to it, why? I now realized that I must make an effect to calm myself, I sat down on a bench in the locker room, and began to take deliberate, steady breaths in on a count of ten and out again, until I felt the tension within myself begin to slacken and my pulse became a little steadier, my head clearer. After a short while longer, I was able to realize my surroundings. But it didn't matter; I knew that I must have left the psych nurse in a hurry and in a state of consternation and bewilderment, not to mention my colleagues who I see as my family. They knew me normally as an even-tempered man, not a man of unpredictable emotions. I just can't tell them…

How I feel, I just CAN'T…

Anything, at all!

What is wrong with me...

Please help me...

Help me...!

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