That Should Be Me

Benson

It's 4 A.M. and I still haven't fallen asleep. Only a few hours earlier I had just told Amanda my feelings towards her, and she just left.

I was devastated. There was nothing I could do to stop her from leaving, I wish I could have.

*5 hours earlier*

"Amanda can we talk, there is something I need to tell you," -B

"Liv are you okay, what happened?" –R

"Yes I'm fine, but I….I don't know how to say this….umm…listen Manda I….I like you, like A LOT." –B

*Rollins gets up, grabs her coat, and walks out the door*

-End Flashback-

-Next Morning- p.o.

It's 8 A.M. and I know Fin and Munch won't be to the precinct yet, but I'm hoping Liv won't be there either. I feel bad for leaving her so suddenly last night, but I wasn't ready for that yet. Was I wishing for it to happen? Yes. Did I have the same feelings? Yes , but I thought that it would never happen, I thought that it was a joke or something. Needless to say I was not prepared for it to happen.

I can feel her staring at me as I walk past her desk to my own. There was something inside of me that needed to have her know, but I was scared. Next thing I knew I was grabbing her arm and pulling her toward the bunk room.

"Liv, I'm sorry, really sorry, really really really sorry." "I panicked Liv I feel the same way, I really do, I just wasn't expecting it." -R

Benson

She looks so cute when she's flustered, and now I know she has the same feelings! I'm SO happy. But is she ready? Should I try to push her?

I knew she would keep talking, so I had to make her be quiet. There was only one way, considering what she had just said.

So I did. I just leaned in and kissed her, I could feel the tension flow out of her body until she was totally relaxed in my arms. When we both were gasping for air, I pulled back, and just smiled at her. I went to get up but she stopped me and kissed me again but this time harder.

Well, in the midst of our "talk" we had forgotten that Captain Cragen saw us walk to the bunks. A few moments later, we suddenly heard someone clear their throat and chuckle.

Hey, guys this is my first fanfic so let me hear your comments, and be honest. Who saw Liv and Amanda? Let me know if I should continue! Review please it only takes a second….

-Much love,

Reg