JJ bites at her lip as she sat at the bar with her friends. She was not ready to go down that road just yet. What would the team think if they heard about what almost happened to me? she asked herself as she hears her friends laugh about something that had to have been funny for them to laugh.

"I'll be right back." JJ whispers into Will's ear. She saw worry flash before his eyes but she touches his cheek. "I will be fine Will." she assures him with a soft smile. "Just going to the lady's room." She quickly walked to the lady's room and goes inside. The bar's mirror was the first thing she saw. "I am sorry baby." she whispers to her stomach trying hard not to cry for the loss of her baby. "I could not protect you...your daddy would have protected you if mommy had told him."

The door opened to the bars bathroom and a man entered just in time to hear those words. "You were pregnant?"

Oh crap. Spencer. JJ thought as she looks up at him with sorrowful eyes that had tears threatening to fall. Opening her mouth to tell him that she had been pregnant but nothing comes out. She figures maybe she just better now the answer to him.

Spencer watched as the women he loved nod her head. "When did you miscarry?" he opens his arms offering to let JJ step into them which she did not a minute after he did this.

"When I went overseas." JJ's voice cracked. Hoping he knew that she never meant to keep the fact that she was pregnant from her lover and best friend.

"Ours? Yours and Will's?" Spencer asks softly as he slowly rubs her back gently. Oh that hurts...but it feels good too. JJ thought as she lets him rub her sore back.

"Ours." JJ's right hand was gripping onto her lover's shirt. She knew that Will would have to be told the whole truth but she was not ready for that talk at the moment. She cheated on her husband with the man she should have married in the first place.

"We will get through this Jenny." Spencer assures her in his soft and loving tone. Jenny, the love of my life that I hope to have children with and marry one day. Spencer thought. He hated that she had gone through the loss by herself without him there to hold her.

"I know." JJ whispers as she takes in the scent of his skin. "I want to have a baby with you."

"We can have children sometime but right now you need to focus on healing and your son." Spencer reminds her.

"I am focusing on healing and Henry but I am not happy with Will." she knew he knew that she was not happy with her life with him. "He does not look at me like he used to before Henry was born. He goes out at night and comes home smelling of another women Spence."

Spencer knew that Will was cheating on his wife just as she was doing to him. "He does not know what he is missing with you." Spencer places a small gentle kiss to her forehead.

"He never seemed as interested in my body or even really wanting to talk as he did before Henry was born." JJ felt like she was unattractive to men because her husband showed no interest in her since their son had been born.

"You are beautiful and I promise to show that everyday of my life." Spencer promises and JJ knew that he would do exactly as he promised because he was a man of his word.

This is my take on what could have happened during the time the team was at the bar after rescuing JJ and Cruz from Hastings. Let me know what you guys think if you want by reviewing. Also you can let me know some ideas for stories. Hope you guys have a wonderful day!

Love,

Jennifer