I've slowly begun to comprehend the dizzying circles that everything takes.

All of life is an orb that contains me, a ring and loop that binds me;

In life forever.

In death eternally.

An inevitability that pulls me through time.

An impossibility to oppose, but I still fight.

I hope to escape this loop, and my hope is my suffering.

My life is love, my love is life, and these too are suffering.

I'm haunted by a holy dread of what will happen when my suffering ends,

But pain is forever in this tale that began long before me and will never end with me.

How does it end? I don't know

But I do.

I will.

It's simple.

I'm going to die.