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(A/N): Neo- Hey my lovely readers, this is my first character X reader fanfiction ever. So please be nice. Feed back would be awesome, also Ideas as well. Thank for taking your time out to read :D

Unequal

"Crap" I mumbled to myself while I ran back and forth in search of my house keys and cell phone.

"Mommy are we going to walk today?" My daughter asked standing by the front door.

"No sweetie, we're catching a taxi today." I answered from the other room, still in search of my missing items.

"Aww, I liked walking to school... Can we walk tomorrow mommy!?" I heard her ask with excitement in her voice.

"Sure muffin." I said as I lifted her up, walked out the door and locked my apartment with my now found keys. I was walking down the stairs swiftly, but carefully when I felt my phone vibrate. "Well who the hell could this be?" I grumbled to myself.

"Hello?" I answered,

"Hey (y/n)~ What's up, it's Kyoshi. I just called to find out if you remembered to bring the boss man's papers that you were suppose to bring for today."

"Uh, yeah," I stated to my co-worker/friend while shouting out "Taxi!" when one finally stopped for me. "Thanks for calling incase I did forget though."

"Don't mention it, I know your hands are full with Jewell (Your daughter) as much as it is. So as your Friend and shopping buddy, think of it as my duty." Kyoshi said in a european like accent. I snickered at her silliness, but it was really nice of her.

"Stop right here for a sec' please. I'll be right back." I told the taxi driver who stopped in front of my daughter's day care. "Kyo, we'll talk when I see you at work." I said to Kyoshi on the other line.

"'Kay, see you then. Kiss Jewell for me." Kyoshi said before she hung up. I lifted my daughter onto my waist then carried her inside, where I greeted her daycare teacher. I kissed her on her forehead and mentioned that it was from her Aunt Kyo, then I kissed her on her cheek reminding her that that was from me, in which she gave me one in return.

"I love you, Jewell." I said while I headed front door of the daycare.

"I love you too, mommy!" My daughter stated as she waved bye to me. I hopped in the taxi and headed straight to my job knowing full well if I wasn't on time my boss would indeed have my ass.

After a very long tiresome day from work, I collected Jewell from her daycare and we walked the rest of the way home. Our apartment is quite small. It's a two bedroom apartment, with a living room, a small dining room area, two bathrooms and a somewhat small kitchen. I managed to get it at a nice price however, and It was comfortable for just my daughter and I, so small was perfect at this time.

While Jewell was playing with her toys, not paying the slightest bit attention to the television show i placed on for her, I opened my laptop and saw that I had a few messages from a person I was private chatting with. His name was Nakura. We've been chatting for a month now. I would tell him about my life, and he does the same. I told him about my life in Japan. I lived over here In Ikebukuro, though I am practically considered a 'foreigner' although I was born in Japan. My biological parents are not Japanese. I was always teased, shunned, judged and beat up for my non- asian appearance. I really could of cared less about what strangers thought...but the fact that I was hated or treated terrible by my own adopted family really broke my childhood.

I was treated as a slave. I had to do horrible, horrible things from a young age in order to live. I hated living in such a world. I ran away as soon as I was eighteen and had legal rights to. I tried to run away multiple times before but...they always found me..no matter where I was. I broke off my contacts with my 'family' and lived on my own. When I was eightteen, I met a person who I fell in love with. He was the only person at that time to actually make me feel human. When I thought I finally had someone, he left. Later that year I found out I was pregnant and had my first kid at 19 for him. So now I was a teen , with no job, living on the streets with a baby.

I had no idea what in the hell I was going to do. I got so desperate, I resorted to stealing things I needed for my baby and as for a place to stay, that was made through personal arrangements. When Jewel was one years, and I became twenty is when I met Kyoshi. She was a law student at a college university. She saw my situation, but despite our different backgrounds she became my friend and helped me. *sigh* She helped me get a job as an accountant at a lawyer's office, and in time, I was able to afford an apartment.

But when my life seemed to actually be smooth sailing, my doctor told me that Jewell had a serious condition that caused her health to become really fragile. He mentioned how it could be life threatening as well. That was two months ago, after she almost died due to a breathing problem. Although I was more than ecstatic that she lived, when she started to come home crying because of the harsh words some children said to her at daycare recently. It really was a blow to me because it was because of me. She looked exactly like me. The same (h/c) curly hair, the same (e/c) eyes, and the same complexion and features. I can safely say that the both of us were quite beautiful, however we were different, and in this area, different was not wanted.

Nakura: I can imagine how you feel...
(y/screenname): *sigh* I'm sorry that u can.
Nakura: I wish I could just leave this world sometimes.
(Y/screenname): Thats exactly how I feel.
NaKura:Maybe...we should do it together

I was taken a back...like, I knew people make suicide pacts but,

(Y/screenname): I'm not sure
Nakura:All that pain...I just can't bear it any longer

'What is he up to?' I thought to myself. It felt like...he was convincing me to commit it. I wasn't sure at first until he kept bringing it up, day after day so I finally agreed.

I was supposed to meet him at a place where he would commit suicide together. I asked Kyoshi to babysit Jewell while I was gone, which she agreed to.

It was a on top of a high 30 story hotel where I was suppose to meet him at 9:30. I waited there for about two minutes when he finally showed his face. He was a very good looking man, around the age of 23 (Which I was). He smirked at me while he approached me. Right when he opened his mouth to speak however,

"I know what you want. " I stated as he stopped walking towards me. He looked at me with one of his eyebrows raised.

"What are you talking about?" He asked pouting his mouth slightly in a curious way.

"You wanted me to say yes." I barked, while he stood there, "You always brought up suicide, suicide, suicide, even after I stated that I might not wanted to. I could tell, by the messages. It was like you were more interested in me dying than you actually committing suicide yourself. So I ruled out the possibility that you actually wanted to commit suicide. You wanted to see if I would do it. Am I right?" He chuckled at me, then starred with an amused look on his face. That clearly answered my question.

"You're quite different than the other sorry low life people I've met before." He stated smiling,

I bursted into laughter. "And you're just a sadistic human, who thinks he can play god. Well I'll let you know now: I don't care what happens in life. I'm not going to kill myself over anything and anyone, unless its a self sacrifice. I'm way too important for that. So much that I'm to much for life itself. You're observant. I kind of figured that out . You study people. Like you think you studied me. You try to get into their minds, into my mind. Well guess what, I've been doing the same from sense I was born.I never intended on killing myself"

With that said I folded my arms. Then he had a huge smirk on his face. I just returned it, looking him eye to eye. He then started laughing hysterically. I didn't budge however. Then he looked down at me and said:

"Work for me."

Neo: I hoped you liked the first chapter. Please review. The beginning was more character development, but wayyyyy more parts with Izaya will be in the story starting next chapter. Anyway thanks for reading Review please. Favorites and followers would be delicious too :3 :D 3 Byeeee