I just wanted to answer some reviews because people won't come out and say what they think on their own accounts which would be easier since I could just direct a message to them to explain myself.

I was asked about was just give out the hints you were supposed to find; yeah, I should have let you all figure it out on your own. I'm just much too nice to you guys.

I was also told off by many about the taking Sebby back even after everything.

This fic isn't truly about Sebastian and Ciel; it's about me and my need to express my own pain the only way I could without resorting back to cutting. I needed an outlet for everything that's going on in my life, my friends have hurt me and my step father has destroyed my family. I just needed some way of letting all that hurt out and so I decided to write this.

It's not supposed to be realistic or practical. It's not even supposed to be good. It's about me and the abuse I suffer at the hands of those I love because they don't understand me and the betrayal I suffered and how, despite it all, I have always found it in myself to forgive them.

However, not this time. I can't forgive them anymore.

This didn't show in the fanfic because I just want my own happily ever after. I want my friends back, I want to be with them again, I want to be happy. While I can never forgive them for everything they've done and for hurting me like they did, I needed to end this with a happy ending because I have to believe everything turns out ok in the end.