Hello! Moyashi-Kun06 here! I'm back with a new fic! It's about 11:06pm now that I'm writing this! ^^' But! I will do anything for you guys! ;D

But this time-It's a Laven fic! ~ I know...Many people don't like yaoi, if you don't like it, don't read it! For the ones that do, be free to read! ~

This is set in say our year 2014 and high school hasn't changed ( As in...: It's still crappy and so-forth), since I live in Australia; I'm just going to copy off my schelduel from my high school. ;p (lol)

This is our little Allen-Kun struggling his way through life, high-school (still crap...-_-) Work, ect.

Please read to find out more interesting stuff yet to come! :)

P.S: Flames are welcome here! :) It heats up my core to do better! Feedback and advice would be appriciated! If any mistakes, please let me know to correct them. If there is anything wrong or a sentence that doesn't make sense, please don't hesitate to let me know. ;)

I hope you enjoy this Laven fanfic to all of the Yaoi Fangirls out there! Don't be afraid to come out of your shell or let anyone judge you! Cause thats how your awesome! 3

This is the first Laven fic I have started...(Not a one-shot fic! Yeah! :D) So please, just do what ever you want! :) ^_^

20th of February 2014 Tuesday

My name is Allen Walker.

I'm 15 years old.

My father is Mana Walker.

My uncle is Neah Walker.

I go to Black Order High School.

I have no other relatives.

I don't love what I have.

But.

It's better than nothing I guess.

The only thing I don't have.

Is love.

My dreams are nothing but nightmares...
I can feel the coldness inside them as they creep behind me as my own shadow reflects behind me as a forever following darkness. I look around myself and found nothing but pitch black covered my vision, suddenly I see a mirror in front of me. I walk towards it, steady and curiously; I walk. I dare not to take my eyes off the mirror as it was the only thing that first apperard in my nightmares. The silence makes me insane and the darkness makes me tremble in fear. I stare at it, looking into myself, in my soul...as a light suddenly burst through my everlasting darkness. I cover my eyes awaiting for something to happen. Nothing.

I blink a few times and to only see that the mirror is broken into pieces. I walk ever-so carefuly not to trip and fall, I then stumble a bit; but not enough to fall. I then regain myself and breathed a deep breath of air that I didn't know excisted. I look at the pieces of mirror, and then I saw red liquid gathering around them. What is happening? Why is this happening? This never happens in my dreams or nightmares! Is this blood...? Wha-whoes is it?!

Please stop! I said stop! I can't take this anymore! Stooooooooppppppppp!

I opened my eyes as quikly as I can, and saw my father hunched over me with a wine bottle in his right hand. I then took notice in my surroundings and I can see I am currently in the lounge-room. I then gain my consciousness a bit more and then a shocking wave of pain overtook me as I hunch over myself tighting my hands on each shoulder with my fingers making a tight grip on my clothing. I close my eyes so hard and gritted my teeth, I squeesed my legs to my chest and tensed my whole body to forget the pain on my back. I then open my eyes to see that on the ground were indeed broken shattered pieces on the ground around me and some in my hair as I can feel them resting on me, and some fell off my shoulders when I hunched foward.

I hear laughter, and I look up to see my father laughing deeply and throws the wine bottle at me only to miss. This ends in total terror for me, if you know what I mean, if you were in my position. You will see. He will be dissappointed that he missed and then he beats me up and says to take a shower and get ready for school tomorrow at 6:00am and leave whatever time I please, just not at 8:00am or so.

Since I skipped the first 2 days of school including today as it was a "catch-up day" they call it. It's about 11:00pm now, so I better do as I've been told.

Oh wait? I told you I'm going to get beat-up right? Here It comes...

-5 minutes ater-

Can't he just beat up a teddy-bear or something? No. Teddy-beard are too cute to get beaten up or thrown around. I have to clean all of my cuts and brusies now thanks to him. Some "Father". My uncle is no different either, their actually twins and I guess what ever goes in Mana's mind goes In Neahs. Tch. I wish Life was easier really. I guess it can't be helped.

My real with though is something far more greater...

I then get up as steady as I can and then regained balence and used the stair bars as my 'death-grip' to not fall while walking up the stairs to my room above. It just so happens I'm so close to it, I can just reach the bars. I then took one step at a time. Literally. It went a circlure struction sort of way and continued for 20 seconds or so. It's just I takes me about a minute now that I have a big bruise on my right leg.

I then open my wooden door and when inside I lock it and then took a deep breathe that I didin't knew I was holding.I turn on the light. I then went in front of my mirror to see that I have a big purple-red mark on my left cheek and what didn't help was that there is also blood dripping down my forehead. Hmmp...What a show. I then walk to my cupboard and then I grab my first-aid kit and I open it and I take out a bandage and scissors.

I wrap the bandage around my bruises and my forehead and then I cut the remainings and put them back in the kit for spares. I then came up with an idea to cover my left brusie with my hair. I didn't want anyone to see my scar or so-called "Curse" anyways. I look at myself once more and then felt sleep fall upon me as I turn my back from the mirror and not noticing my reflection staayed put, watching me as I walk towards the wall to switch off the light and then to my bed, when I eye the mirror suspecting a presence watching me, It did the same and then I crouch down on my bed slowly not to cause anyore pain that I have.

I then cover myself up in my sheets and blankets and the snuggled in deeply through warmth. It was cold in my room constanly and so I have 3 sheets and 2 blankets that I bought with my own money. I then felt sleep once more tugging my eyes to close and let the everlasting darkness make me fall in silence and dispair. As it consumed me, I hear a voice yelling out to me, "Don't go!" I try to figure it out, but sleep captures me first as I lose myself once again in tis carless world of pitch-black.

"I need you...!"

Thankyou for reading this if you did! I tried my best to do it in the present time! I really did! I kept on writing "was" and "had" until I got used to it! :)

I tried my hardest! I did my best! I couldn't stop writing though... damn... ^^' (Still alive) It's 12:30am now. Better get some sleep. School Tomorow! DX (Still crap...sorry to the ones who actually like/love school...my opinoin though...don't hate me please...T_T)

I hope it wasn't all too dramatic! ^^"

I was trying to do a different style for me and see if you guys like it, I also put as much detail as I could! ;D

Thankyou all for checjing this out! If I can just even get 1 review! I would be sooooooo happy! ~ I will continue this for however long! ;p

I like to deticate this to "Animeobssesed001"! :) 3 From her amazing fic "So close, Yet so far" Go check it out if you havent! ;)

I love to thank all the people who favourited and followed my previous fics and to "Allen WalkerCrown Clown" for reviewing my one-shot "The silver-eyed angel, and The Lords footprints"! It makes me feel so joyful to know that someone loves or likes your work or even style...

For that... I give you my biggest "Thankyou!"

I thankyou all for even viewing this! 3 Love will always be found, felt, heard, in your heart, even if you don't beleive it! ~ ^^ 3