this is my first fairytail fic and it's Nerza so enjoy it

Disclaimer: fairytail belongs to (drums) hiro mashima (claps)

letter

"talk"

I thought it would be a child's crush but I couldn't forget you or your amazing hair that red that would only look as good and desirable if it was on your lips or the fact that your eye has that bright and hypnotizing color that would be able to transform the best of the geniuses into a simple chimp because it was really beautiful just like you are,but I'm not as good as him or that was what you told me I didn't thought you could hate someone that much or that was what your eye told me, but believe I'm doing my best to keep my distance from you and maybe I may forget you if I try enough, I'm sorry I thought I was more important than him but I know now I'm not, I just hope that he treats you like I used to and I hope you remember that I will always have these feelings for you, I hope that the team won't miss me or search me besides I will return I swear it but right now you were the one thing that kept me in fairytail so now that you hate me I must search my dad's trail to find him, don't tell Lucy or gray that I left, they would tell me that I am selfish, don't tell laxus or Gildarts neither they are going to tell you that I owe them a fight, don't tell Makarov I fled he would be crying like a day or two and finally don't convince yourself this is really happening trust me I'll come back just to keep loving you even if it's in the hurtful silence my love has been forever, don't be sad or don't be mad or be both of them but just don't ignore this card please, I love you Erza don't forget it

Goodbye, Natsu

"are you sure of what you're saying"

"yes that's the letter we found in the corpses body"

"geez Natsu I don't know now how I'll explain this to the guild, and most importantly to her" and with that gray started to cry while staring at his best friend's corpse.

Cliffhanger should I continue it? Review!