Meiko stood, holding flowers and ice cream in her hand. This was kind of a small birthday gift for Kaito, she knew the date like the back of her hand. It was just one of those things you never one thing was she was always a bit "out of hand" with her emotions, so this was a little 'hey sorry for being a jerk sometimes' kind of thing she knew though is that she never showed much appreciation for things, like Kaito for instance. She always felt bad of course, it was never her intention, she just naturally pushed away people who gave her attention.

Though she knew for sure Kaito was one thing she loved most about this world;it bugged her that she was a little bitter at times. The tips of her finger were being bit by the cold case of the ice cream she held, and with an frantic speed she said, "Hey Kaito, it's been a while, and i know the last time i saw you, we left off kinda...bad. It IS your birthday though, so i just wanted to give you something to let you know i really am sorry. I wish i could take all those things i said back and i hope you are not mad. I-I mean you have every right to be, you don't have to say anything."

Meiko held the items out in front of her and smiled as bright as she could.

"..."

With no response she sat down the items. Tears began to swell in her eyes but she kept the happy yet tough demeanor up for a while. "Ha ha well i see you ain't talking still? That's okay, in fact i'm mad at myself too. Kaito you mean so much to me i couldn't deny that, i know in the past i was never too keen on saying it but you really do. Please though, i'm tired of the silent treatment "

"..."

She waited and waited for him to say something, in those moments she hadn't realized she was sobbing so very ugly and she had collapsed to her knees. She reached out and clenched the ground below her, "Answer me answer me answer me, Please. I'm sorry, I don't hate you, That is what i said to you last and i'm sorry i don't. I never meant it i was mad, i hope you knew that." Her yelling got louder and louder and her sobs more frantic, people around her while passing her looked at her and frowned. Even so Kaito said not a word.

"..."

"When i said that you responded 'Maybe i deserve that', but you didn't it was all my fault i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry. You always take the blame and it is never your fault, you sounded so upset and i had the NERVE to tell you that i hated you? Please just answer me, one more time!"

"..."

Her eyes felt swollen, and her heart felt cold. Meiko got up and whispered, "What am i doing, birthdays are supposed to be happy! I caused such a scene..."

She readjusted the gifts and dusted the dirt off the grave, the broken hearted girl looked at the stone one last time. "I never did properly say good bye, Kaito... Happy birthday, I love you."