Hey everyone! This is going to be my fourth fanfic I have written and its my second black butler one. The main character is my sisters OC. Plz R and R do that I know you like my story. If u don't I won't know if u like my story or not. :) ENJOY!

Ps) warning LEMON! Sometime throughout the story.

I'm a freak.

I always have been and always will. Keeping most of my body clothed is crucial to keep people from running away from me. No I don't trust anyone, I look over my shoulder more then most to make sure they aren't following me. They? You ask.

Well they? Are the ones who made me. I remember when I was young, so young one night my house burned to ash and everyone inside perished. All but little me who was snatched up and sold to the underground science freaks who genetically modified me. So there.

I'm a freak.

That's why I joined Noah's Ark Circus.

I have travelled to so many places it doesn't matter anymore where I go... So here we are in London England I believe. Another show will go as planned tonight and as the assistant of Beast the animal tamer I have a lot to do. Waking up and dressing on slinky black tights, a black corset that only covers my chest but is very revealing, a short black flowing lace skirt and black lace up knee up boots is my daily attire. I slipped out of my tent in the first-tier area tying a black cloak that came to my knees to block out the cold. I walked quietly to the side of our makeshift camp to where the tigers were kept. In a moment I found Beast arranging the animals breakfast.

"Can you take this to Betty?" She asked looking up and me. I simply nodded taking the large bowl of raw flesh.

"You seem to be the only one who gets along with her" Beast sighed sounding rather annoyed. I made no show of emotion, I turned and headed to the large cats cage where I opened the door once there. The tiger opened her large brown eyes and looked over to me. I set the dish down and she came over and began to eat. Carefully I raised a hand and scratched her behind the ear before pulling away and shutting the door.

"I never understand how you mange her. I can't get near her without being eaten. And tonight I need to use her to the performance due to Kerjack being sick.( Kerjack is not part of BB I just need another tiger to use) "she sighed.

"If you want Beast when the time come I will get her and walk her over to the show tent" I offered in a small voice.

"Oh thank you, but I though Joker asked you to help open tonight's show?" She asked.

"He did but I can open the show and then come get her. It won't take me long" I said. It was a privilege to be helping Joker open the show. On the rare occasion he'd pick a first-tier member to open the show. The first-tier members are ones who have been with the circus since the beginning. But few like me and another named Snake who haven't been with them for so long but are still special, are allowed to become first-tier members. Snake is the snake tamer, with patches of scales covering his body, pale blond hair and deep green eyes with slits for pupils he could very well be half snake himself.

I left the animal tent and headed to the dining tent for some food. The air was cold and my best guess was snow would be soon. I blew out a breath of air in front of me just as Doll came from no where falling into step with me. She was clothed heavily and her short hair cover the mangled side of her face.

"Morning Doll" I sighed. She was a first-tier member as our tight rope walker but played out as a second string member because she didn't like to sleep alone and first-tier members did.

"Morning" she piped happily. Once in the tent I grabbed a plate filled with eggs, bacon and toast and went to sit down by Doll, Peter and Wendy. Peter and Wendy were skilled with trapeze. I nodded when I sat down and ate quietly. A cold breeze drifted my way and I looked over my shoulder to see that it was Snake coming into the tent. He had a large sandy coloured snake wrapped around his neck and a small one sitting along his ear. I watched him take a small amount of food and make his way to where Joker and Beast who had also just come in were sitting. When he sat down he shifted his gaze to meet mine and I quickly looked away feeling my face heat up. I finished my food, putting my plate away I rushed back to my tent realizing I had forgotten my necklace.

I sat down at my small vanity table while placing the necklace around my head. The chain was short so the silver cross charm hung just below my throat. I looked up into the mirror at my face. Deep green eyes lined thickly in black stared back at me. My blond hair was short coming down the the middle of my neck was neatly brushed and soft. Black streaks of dye in odd places stood out in the morning glow. I was short, at least 5'2. Pretty normal looking if you ask me. But the running away part comes here. Sticking out of my blond hair were too large black cat ears. Where my tail bone ended began a long black cat tail. My finger nails permanently black, long and sharp, my teeth showed none of human and all cat. My eyes shifted just like a cats and I could even meow like one.

"Stupid science" I hissed getting up and leaving. I left nearly running into Doctor. You see many of the members in the Circus had missing limbs that Doctor had replaced for the. Beast was missing her right leg and it was amazing how she made it through the day. Joker was missing and arm, he wished to have is prosthetic in the shape of a skeleton arm. You get the idea.

"Good morning Alari" he smiled up at me from his wheelchair. I nodded and headed off the other direction to the show tent to as usual before a show train and warm up. Since I was opening with Joker he would want to go over a routine.

"Alari!" Someone called out and I turned to see it was Beast hobbling with Joker in tow waving his skeleton arm.

"Yes?" I asked when she caught up to me.

"Your still opening the show with Joker tonight but I want you to take part with my performance to." She asked.

"Is this because your afraid of Betty?" I asked but shed didn't get to reply for Joker butted in.

"So how do you want to open tonight?" He asked a wide grin spreading on his face. I frowned.

"I don't know Joker but I have some ideas." I said.

"Great!" He smiled putting and arm around my neck and yanking me to the show tent. I turned and mouthed a sorry to Beast who still stood where we had left her. Even thought it was still early morning planning a preparing could take hours. By the end of it all everyone was readying themselves for the show. Night had fallen as I waited in the show tent with Joker.

"Remember! When I introduce to show and drop my juggling balls you come rolling in on the giant yarn ball." He said.

"I need to leave right after to get Betty for Beast." I said.

"Oh come on she can get the cat herself." Joker said.

"I'm her assistant, she asked me to get the tiger and that's what I will do" I snapped and he took a step back as my eyes narrowed.

"Ok ok!" he said putting his hand up. Just then Jumbo poked his large head around the corner.

"Tents full Joker get ready!" He said.

"Ok Alari you ready?" He asked me as I placed a hand on the large ball of yarn. I nodded. He picked up his juggling balls and disappeared into the show ring. I roles the ball over and peeked through the curtain. I watched him walk over to the centre of the ring and bow. He had his juggling balls placed one between each finger. He then began to juggle. Within seconds the crowd silenced but laughter sprouted up when he dropped all the balls. I then climbed up on the ball and began rolling it out into the ring. The crowd continued to laugh when I made it one round around the ring but stumbled off the ball at the attempt on the second one. I then leaped on the end of the string which had rolled out about four meters and started to play with it like a cat. I grabbed the end of the string in my mouth and still on all fours leaped over to Joker and ran around him a few times before leaping back onto the ball and up onto the tightrope where I swung once around and then jumped off to a trapeze swing and swung out of the ring.

"Ladies and gentlemen! My favourite feline Panther! So now let's begin the wonderful show planned for you this evening. Filled with wonders you will only see here. I present to you Noah's Ark Circus!" He called out trying to untangle himself as the crowd clapped and whistled. Panther was just my stage name. I preferred being called Alari but I would answer to Panther as well. I climbed down from the platform behind the curtain. Instantly I headed over to the animal tent and retrieved Betty from her cage. She gave an odd purr like meow and I hooked up the leash. Walking her back to the show tent was simple. I handed to leash to Beast once I got there. We waited in silence as our turn to go on came up. She walked Betty out and I followed behind her.

"Beast! The tiger tamer and her trusty sidekick Panther are here for your entertainment next folks!" Joker called out. I stood by Beast gently waving my tail around and and letting cat ear flick. I don't have human ear, those were cut off during my torturous time with the science freaks.

"For this trick!" Beast called out " I need a volunteer!" A man dressed in all black, tall with black hair and red eyes stood up almost instantly.

"Fantastic! You mister come on down!" She called and the man widen his eyes but made his way down anyway. Once in the ring he began walking over to the tiger. In his eyes he seemed distracted with the large cat. He bent done in front of her murmuring about how beautiful she was and both Beast and I gaped at the man in shock when Betty leaped forward at him clamping her jaws around his head.

Yea. So I hope you enjoyed chapter one. Please R AND R! And please feel free to PM me if you have a request for chapter two. I will hopefully in the next week or so. :) until next time!