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Kai's POV

I was uncertain what feeling it was. But as I looked at the picture I had of Aichi since we had won the national tournament, I felt me heart ache. It had been such long months since that event and my pulse still gets so fast when I think back. I don't know why this picture stayed how it was, since Aichi had disappeared from all the others photographs people made and took.

However, now it's different. Aichi was a totally newbie to vanguard back then and I wasn't really sure if he would use Blaster Blade to his full potential, but now look at him, he's stronger than ever. After he enrolled High School he surpassed even me in terms of skill.

Another painful memory came to me, whilst thinking about the High School tournament. I was so surprised and shocked to see how Aichi grew as a fighter. I recall my mixed feelings when I watched his and Ren's match. The strong image showed me that those two were on a whole other level than me and that's why I fell in the clutches of the devil called Link Joker.

I hurt Aichi so much by accepting the given power by the reversed Takuto. He even almost died and only because of my own selfish actions. I was convinced that without being one of the strongest, I would get pushed away. I feared that Aichi would stop seeing a worthy rival and idol in me. I didn't want that, I wanted Aichi's attention, but after he exchanged schools, he drifted more and more away from me. I wanted him back, I wanted him all by myself. I wouldn't be surprised if he would hate me now.

It was only a hunch, but I couldn't shake of the feeling that he slowly forgot about me, when he started the Cardfight Club. He became closer with his classmates, Ishida Naoki, Komoi Shingo, Tatsunagi Kourin and Tokura Misaki. And as I observed and watched him, he might even had developed affections towards Tatsunagi. I wouldn't be surprised if that's why he chose her to stay by his side instead of me. There was no reason he would chose me as one of the Quatre Knights, right?

I didn't deserve anything from Aichi. But it was still funny, how my efforts on making him adore and admire me turned into me hurting him. I have hurt him so many times already, I'm maybe a little surprised that he didn't push me away as a friend yet.

But now the one I love the most was gone. There was no trace of him and I wanted to see him so terribly. I would sell my soul if I could see his bright eyes and warm smile. And here we're again. I would give in temptation and accept horrible things only for my selfish benefits.

I sighed. This was driving me slowly insane. I'm not used to this. Aichi promised he would always be by my side, but now he wasn't. I'm determined to save him and bring him back no matter the cost I may have to pay, because of one and simple reason.

Sendou Aichi is the light of my life.


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A/N I know I should do a oneshot or something, but I don't know, I'm kind of out of ideas. However, I try my hardest though.