Chapter 1

4 weeks ago he became an alpha, the one I was after all along became an alpha and I knew there was no way he would be able to control the power inside of him, I understand the threat that Scott and Derek left me with but as long as I wasn't seen I really fancied seeing how it all played out. Especially with the next full moon coming up I had a feeling it would be different compared to the usual events of the night.

I became an alpha a long time ago but I stole the power meaning that I was ready for it, and I don't think he is even though he is a true alpha the power came to him and from what I have noticed it is overwhelming him. And I was going to use that to my advantage.

Scott's point of view:

This full moon felt different and I knew why but I hadn't told the others as I didn't want to worry them but I was struggling with all of this power and I couldn't even use anger to control my shift and I was shifting more frequently and for no reason at all other than I sort of wanted to.

The full moon was tonight and we agreed to go round to Derek's as Isaac was still having some issue with controlling the shift and honestly the strength of Derek and I was sure to be enough to hold him down. Although I felt like this I was pretty sure that tonight was going to be fine I may just have to shift instead of not wolfing out at all. What am I kidding Isaac is fine I am the one who needs the help.

As the full moon got closer I thought it would be best if we started to make our way round to Derek's and Isaac could definitely sense that something was wrong as I probably reeked of anxiety and nerves.

"What's wrong Scott?"

"Nothing."

"I can smell it on you."

"I am just nervous about tonight."

"Why you have more self-control than anyone."

"No I really don't I have been shifting all the time at home"

"We're not going to Derek's for me are we?"

"No we are going for me as I don't know how tonight will go."

"You had all this control though."

"As a beta when I had less power but now I have the power of an alpha and who are my role models Derek and Peter so I don't have much experience on how to be an alpha."

"It will be fine I bet nothing will happen."

"Isaac something bad always happens here and what if this time it is me."

"Derek and I will stop you."

"No offence but if I do lose control I would beat you two very quickly."

As the conversation came to an abrupt end we got to Derek's loft and low and behold Peter was there with Derek so I had a feeling he knew what was going on as now there were four of us here for supposedly Isaac as I told Derek when we all know that I could control Isaac on my own.

"Why is he here? Isaac said.

"Hello to you to Isaac, and actually I don't know why I am here my nephew didn't tell me."

"So Derek are you going to enlighten him why he is here?"

"Scott anything you want to say."

"Not really."

"Well I know you do but either way, I know you lied to me about Isaac needing help on the full moon and we are here for you."

"Derek forgive me but did you say for Scott as since I bit him he has never lost control on the full moon even when he was first bitten."

"But something is going on isn't it Scott?"

"No."

"Tell them what you told me Scott."

"No it's fine."

"If you don't then I will."

"Look I may just be shifting every now and then for no reason but it's not a big deal."

"I see Scott but you can't handle the power of an alpha."

"Shut up Peter."

"He's right Derek I can't and I don't want to become a sociopath like Peter."

"You won't as we won't allow you to."

As the moon began to rise I could feel the urge to shift but I was trying to do my best to prevent it from happening but I wasn't having much luck.

"Derek I need you to tie me up."

"Why?"

"As I am shifting and I can't stop it."

As he rushed to get the chains Peter and Isaac were pinning me against the wall and struggling at that once I was fully shifted they had no chance, Derek was upstairs getting the chains and I was trying to get out of this loft. On the full moon I liked to be outside as the open space stops me from panicking. Peter wasn't focused at all so I twisted his arm dislocating his shoulder and as he fell to the floor I was able to stand up and kick Isaac to the floor. As I made my way to the door Derek was on his way down the stairs and he instantly dropped the chains and started running after me but he wasn't quick enough.

Derek's point of view:

"Why didn't you stop him?"

"If you hadn't noticed we were a bit preoccupied with being injured."

"You heal, don't you know what he is going to do?"

"Of course I know and it will be good for him."

"No it won't and you know it and what you mean is that it will be good for you as he will struggle if he hurts someone."

"He does know that he will still be an alpha if he kills someone."

"No as I don't think that is something he needs to know."

"His morals made him this so if he does break them then it will have no effect on him."

"Peter if you aren't going to help then leave us and leave Scott alone."

"I will but let me tell you something Derek, when he comes to someone for help it won't be you."

"Why not?"

"As I have a feeling he may come to me."

Scott's point of view:

I made my way out of the building and ran to the woods where I felt free but also like I wanted to bite someone even though I knew it was wrong and I had to restrain myself from doing that. There were only trees around me and the only way I knew how to keep control was something that Derek told me. Pain keeps you human.

I repeatedly punched the tree until my knuckles were bleeding but it didn't hurt although I could feel some of the bones in my hand were broken but nothing was working. I enjoyed being an alpha as that meant we would do my pans to stop innocents from getting hurt but I hated the feeling of this. Of losing control. I knew I wasn't alone but I was expecting Derek or Isaac to come after me but it wasn't it was the last person I would expect to see.

"What are you doing here we told you to leave town."

"I know but I can see that you need my help."

"Why would I accept your help?"

"As you know I am the only one who can help you and if it isn't me it is Peter who frankly you shouldn't trust."

"And I don't trust you either."

"I see but I have been an alpha longer than you have been on this planet Scott and you are having control issues and if you don't want to hurt anyone then you need to sort it out."

"So how do you think you can help me?"

"The same way I helped the twins."

"Turning me into a monster joy."

"No teaching you to let go."

"Like you a demon wolf."

"That isn't my name."

"I don't want your help but I do need it, Deucalion."