I own nothing you recognize.

Why did he leave us? Leave me?

He left us and now were just four. Me, Drax, Groot, and Rocket.

No Starlord.

Now we're alone.

Everything around me is a reminder.

We're in his ship, we listen to his music, Rocket plays with his machine bits.

Sorry I was so stupid... but you can't change this.

Then he died. I shook him. I called for him to answer me.

But he didn't.

That was the first time I've ever cried in my life. Or at least since Thanos "adopted" me.

Sometimes I can hear his voice in my head. Telling me what to do, guiding me.

I always listen to that little voice. I whisper back to it too sometimes. Hoping he'll appear in front of me and tell me everything is fine. Maybe give me one of his signature smirks and put the... what are they called?... headphones over my ears. Play that song. Hooked on a Feeling? Yeah, that was it.

That's how I feel. Hooked on this feeling that won't leave my head.

This is the first time I have ever felt true sadness, and I never knew it was this painful.

"Peter... Why did you give up? If you had just waited... the others... they could have helped you..." I mutter under my breath.

Tears come to my eyes again. Tears. What curious things. How and why do they express sadness?

Maybe I only wonder this because, before now, I wasn't allowed, nor did I allow myself to feel emotions.

Thank you for reading. If you didn't pay attention to the title or the summary and don't understand this. All I can say is...

read "Sorry I was so stupid. But you can't change this." !

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