A/N- This story is the companion story to 'The Life I Live.' I would recommend reading that before starting this one. Chronologically, this is Summer's childhood and past before meeting the Heart Pirates. I may add entries dated after her joining the crew, based on this story's reception.

Note: In the original story, Summer is 23. I am going to assume that One Piece takes place in modern day so, staying with that timeline, Summer was born in 1991. The first entries take place when she was seven, so I attempted to write similar to how a seven year old would. As she grows older, her thoughts will mature. Likewise, the beginning entries will most likely be shorter because of her limited knowledge.

I've been excited to write this and hope it you enjoy it. :)

April 23, 1998:

I want to leave.

Everyone hates me but I don't know why.

They always yell at me when I go near the buildings.

Madeline is gone. She died, and I'm sad. She always smiled.

I'm alone.

My stomach always hurts.

The woods aren't scary anymore, but sometimes I hear the people walking around.

They always sound so angry, and they carry big torches.

Sometimes they bring big forks with pointy ends and they poke the bushes with them.

I don't know why.

There's a boat on the island that no one uses.

Maybe I can be happy somewhere else.

Maybe I'll make friends and have fun like the other kids do.

A/N- This story is a work in progress. Please review and tell me what you think or anything you suggest I change. Suggestions are always welcome. I would very much appreciate your feedback.