A/N: I wanted to post the story because it's my birthday :) I'm fourteen!

i was experimenting for this story so I'm sorry if it's not good. Tell me if I should continue or not!

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Finn was siting on his bed studying when Kurt came bursting in his room. "Whoa, lil' bro what's the rush?"

"You have to come to Rachel Berry's house party tonight!"

"I can't, school just started and I'm trying to make all a's my senior year."

"You make all a's every year!"

"It doesn't hurt to study Kurt, and knowing Rachel there will most likely be drugs there and drunks."

Kurt sighed, "What if something goes wrong with Blaine? I'm gonna need my best-friend/step brother to bring me home. And you wouldn't want me to drive home alone while I'm an emotional wreck would you? Besides aren't you actually going to be the quarterback this year? You're going to be at these parties all the time"

Finn sighed, he knew he was losing,"Just because I'm gonna be quarterback this year doesn't mean I'm going to change. I may be a little more known but, I'm not gonna let that get to me, I'm still going to be in Glee club...besides this is my first year actually doing something that isn't Glee club..." Kurt just stared at him with wide eyes, this was a losing battle and Finn knew it so he have up, "Okay, I'll go."

Kurt squeaked and through himself at his brother,"You are the best brother ever!"

" I'm your ONLY brother." Finn mumbled.

"That's why you're the best." Kurt beamed at him then ran out the room.

Finn shook his head and started looking for something to wear. He picked up the dirt things his hands touched in his drawer, he had a white t-shirt, black jeans, a leather jacket and white tennis shoes. He walked out of the basement and saw Kurt come down the stairs.

"Let's get this over with." Finn said while grabbing the keys to his mustang.

"Wait.." Kurt said while walking up to Finn and messing up his hair, "Now you might actually get laid."

"I'm not going here to get laid, but, thanks." Finn said a little sarcastically.

"I'm just saying...it's been a while since you've been with someone."

"Says the one who's still a virgin." Finn said satisfied when Kurt shut up.

They got to the party a few minutes later and saw that the party was in full swing. Finn sighed, exactly the party was exactly what he expected, smoke in the air, every body high/drunk, people making out in corners, people dry humping on each other, and, and people taking shots of each other and acting stupid.

"Here goes nothing." Finn mumbled to himself.

Rachel was in the back smoking weed when Finn Hudson walked in. Finn was the only one that had never hit on her or tried to have sex with her, but, that's probably because he's the only boy in school or in Lima that isn't attracted to her. She's tried to hit on him but, she always got rejected and it was kind of a turn on to her.

Rachel turned around to her friend Quinn who was smirking at her knowingly, "You still want him."

"And your high."

"I'm not! I know what I'm talking about! You've wanted Finn Hudson for years but, he just he doesn't want you."

"I don't know why because I'm hot! I've been told many of times!" Rachel said frustrated.

"Maybe it's because you do drugs and you've been with more than half of the boys at school. Not all boys are alike. Believe it or not Finn is a gentleman, there are still those in the world ya know."

"How do I get him?" Rachel said still frustrated.

"You have to actually talk to him. You can't seduce him and expect him to have sex with you, he isn't like that."

"How do you know this?"

"I know how to read people remember."

Rachel nodded and turned back towards Finn who had a disgusted look on his face,"I need to have him."

Quinn walked besides Rachel and smirked,"I dare you to make him fall in love with you and have sex with him by the end of this school year."

"Isn't that kind of mean?" Rachel said who was watching Finn's every move, right now he was sitting on the sofa talking and laughing with his best friend Santana.

"It's horrible, but, when have you cared about people's feelings?"

"You're right," Rachel turned to Quinn and stuck her hand out, "Deal"

Quinn smiled and shook Rachel's hand,"You're gonna lose."

Rachel chugged down her whiskey and threw away her cigaret,"Watch me" Rachel walked over to Finn and sat next to him.

"Hey Finny Bear!"

Finn looked at Rachel and sighed,"You smell like smoke, it's really unattractive."

"Aw, come on Finny, I just wanna talk."

Finn looked at her like she had two heads, then shook his head ,"I never thought I'd see the day where Rachel Berry wanted to 'talk'."

"Come on, let's go to my room and we'll talk." Rachel said with lust dripping with every word.

"But, Im talking to Santana."

Rachel looked around him and saw Santana making out with Brittany, "She seems occupied."

Finn looked over at Santana and groaned, "Thanks San" Finn grumbled.

Rachel chuckled,"Do you really not like me that much?"

"Yes" Finn said bluntly.

Rachel smirked,"I can't be that bad."

"You are."

Rachel chuckled and stood up,"Come on Finny, let's go talk."

"Why can't we talk where people can see us?"

"Because I want us to have some privacy."

"We don't need privacy to talk."

"When you're with me you do." Rachel took Finn's hands and started unsuccessfully trying to pull him up.

Finn chuckled,"If this wasn't so amusing I would have stood up."

Rachel dropped his hands and smirked. Rachel walked right in front of him and dropped herself on his lap,"I'll just do this until you decide to get up." Rachel started placing hot open mouthed kisses along his jaw and neck and he almost immediately stood up with her in his arms(only because he is too nice to just let her fall of his lap.) Finn put her on the ground and held his arms out,

"Lead the way."

Rachel chuckled and took his hand, she looked back at Quinn and winked before leading Finn upstairs.

When they got to Rachel's room she closed the door and locked it before turning back to Finn who was looking at a picture on her desk. Rachel stood next to him and laughed at the picture. It was a picture of her and Quinn smiling laughing hysterically at nothing, high off their asses.

Finn looked down at Rachel and shook his head,"Why do you do it."

Rachel looked up at him confused, "Why do I do what?"

Finn put the picture down and turned his full body to Rachel, "Drugs, cocaine, weed, why do you do it?"

"Because it makes me feel better, it makes me feel free."

"Weren't you in rehab all summer? You've been back for only a month and you're already back on it? And how old are you? 17?"

"Yes to all your questions. I have some questions for you now."

"And I'll answer them but, I'm not done. Why are you throwing your life away? You look really intelligent, like you could go places, be somebody, get out if this hick town if you actually tried. And if you didn't do the things your doing, you could be beautiful."

Rachel chuckled,"I'm never gonna get out of here, what would I do? And I could never be beautiful, even if I tried."

"Have you tried? And you could be in Broadway. I know for a fact that you know how to sing, you'd probably way better if you weren't putting that shit in your body. What you're doing now makes you seem ugly. You see Rachel when I look at someone I study them, and when I look at you I see a sad, innocent, beautiful, seventeen year old girl that wants to come out so badly but, you won't let her."

Rachel looked up at Finn, "Shut up! You have no right to be saying this to me!"

Finn help his hands up in surrender,"You wanted to talk."

"I wanted to talk about you not me!"

"Okay, okay, what do you want to know about me?"

Rachel took his hand and led him over to the bed, sat him on the bed and took his shoes off and took his jacket off. "Get comfortable."

Finn hesitantly put his legs up on the bed and leaned back against the headboard and Rachel crawled up next to him. "Why don't you like me?"

"Because you don't even like yourself," Finn said simply,"You are putting things in your body that has caused cancer and death many of times."

"Why do you care?"

"I don't," Finn said bluntly then softened a little, "But, since I have the chance of helping you I'm taking it."

"But, why?"

"I'd do it for anybody don't feel special."

"How did you know I like broadway?" Rachel said trying to change the subject.

"Erm...you have all the musicals that I've ever heard of under your TV stand and you know how to sing so, I put two and two together."

"How exactly do you know that I know how to sing?"

"One day when you thought nobody was in the auditorium I was in one of the seats all the way in the back and you were singing your heart out, it was amazing."

Rachel blushed and looked down in her lap,"I wasn't that good."

"Is Rachel Berry blushing?"

"If you weren't so Goddamn charming I wouldn't be having this problem."

"I like you like this."

Rachel looked at him confused, "Like what?"

"When you aren't trying to act all badass, when you're carefree, and not the high kind of carefree."

Rachel looked at him and smiled softly.

"You have a really pretty smile too."

"Finny stop."

Finn chuckled and nudged Rachel with his shoulder and looked at his watch,"I should go. I liked talking to you though." Finn smiled softly at her and walked over to the door.'

"Finn, wait..." Rachel jumped out of bed and ran over to Finn."Umm...thank you, for what you said earlier. I may not have wanted to hear it but, I needed to hear it. You're right I'm only 17 and I'm doing drugs, I'm throwing away my life. Thanks for saying what everyone else is too scared to say. I'll try to stop, I not saying it'll be easy but, I'll try. Just...thank you." Rachel said before hugging him.

Finn wasn't expecting it but, hugged her back,"No problem, Rachel."

Rachel pulled back and smiled at him, "I'm on the verge of ripping your clothes off so, you better leave or get back on that bed because I'm super horney right now and your smile isn't helping."

"And she's back." Finn opened the door, "I actually had fun tonight."

"I did too, maybe you should come Saturday night?"

"Maybe" With that Finn walked back down stairs to find Kurt.

Quinn walked up stairs and saw Rachel standing in her door way staring at the stairs with a goofy grin.

"Um, Rae? What are you staring at?"

Rachel shook her head and looked at Quinn,"Nothing"

"You don't have actual feelings for Hudson do you?"

"Of course not" Rachel didn't know if she did, after what just happened in her room she wasn't sure anymore.

"Good, because you'll be heartbroken if you fall in love with him too and have to break up with him."

"Who said anything about breaking up with him?"

"Did I not mention that?"

"No, Quinn I ca-"

"We already have a deal Rachel." With that Quinn walked away.

Rachel sighed, this was going to be a lot harder than she thought, and it didn't help that she was already developing feelings for him.

The next day Finn was a little surprised that Rachel was at school considering how drunk she had gotten after he left the party. Finn shrugged it off, he didn't really care what she did, it was her life after all, if she didn't care about who was he to try and help her?. Finn turned around to go to class but, of course Azimo and David walked up behind him with a slushie in their hands.

He waited for them to throw it so he stared at them confused,"Aren't you going to throw it?"

"No, you're captain of the football team now and your the best we've had in year so, we're here to make peace."

They held the slushie and a straw out for him and he took it,"Uh, thanks?"

David patted him on the shoulder and walked away and Finn just stood there stating in shock.

"Hey Huddy what's wrong with you?" His best friend Santana asked when she saw him standing frozen.

"Azimo and Karofsky gave me a slushie instead if throwing it at me."

"Well, you are the new quarterback."

"I'm trying to do as much as I can since it's my senior year."

"I know, I know you say that all the time."

Finn put his arm around Santana's waist and started walking,"Do you want my slushie?" Finn asked when he saw her eyeing it.

"Damn straight!" Santana said then, enthusiastically took the slushie and straw.

"What class do you have first?"

"Um, Algebra. What about you?"

"History, are we going to study after school?"

"No, I have a science project to work on with Jacob."

Finn chuckled,"Good luck with that."

Santana groaned,"We'll study tomorrow." Santana kissed his cheek and walked to class.

Finn turned around and was surprised to see Rachel standing there beaming at him.

"Um, hi, Rachel. You do realize that we are inside so you don't need sun glasses, right?"

"It's too bright in here."

"No, you're just hungover."

"I'm going to history too, why don't we walk to class together."

"School started a month ago an I've never seen you on class."

"Because this is my first day back at school."

"Of course it is. I guess we can walk to together."

Rachel hooked her arm around his but, he unhooked it. "I said we can walk together not look together."

"You're the only boy in school that I haven't been with but, actually want to be with."

"Well, It's never gonna happen so you can get that little idea out of your head."

"Did you know that I picture your hands on my body while I'm touching myself."

Finn's eyes widened,"Um...I..."

"Your large hand between my legs, pleasuring me. Your tongue tasting me."

"We're here!" Finn said with relief filling his voice.

They walked in right when the tardy bell rung and to Finn's dismay the only two seats open were in the back next to each other.

Finn sighed when Rachel chuckled and walked over to the table. When they sat down the teacher started talking.

"Okay, you will have to do a project with the person next to you. It is going to be due next Friday. You need to do a presentation on a president of your choice."

Finn started beating his head against his desk, this was probably one of the worst days of his life.

Rachel started laughing and rubbing Finn's back,"You don't want to spend a little time with little ol me?"

"Does anybody want to switch partners?" Almost all the boys in the class raised their hands.

Rachel chuckled,"All you boys are a bunch of horny teenagers."

"And you're a whore." One of the boys replied. Nobody else noticed Rachel's smile falter a little but, Finn.

Finn looked at the boy and glared,"That's no way to talk to a lady."

"She's no lady she's-"

Finn stood up,"I swear if you finish that sentence you won't see daylight for another week."

The boy visibly sank back in his seat and and turned back to the front.

"Mr. Hudson please sit down" the teacher said sternly.

Finn wanted to say something to the teacher but bit his lip and sat down.

Rachel looked over at Finn,"Why did you do that?" Rachel hissed.

Finn looked over at her and shrugged,"You May thing you don't care but, I can tell you do and no, girl deserves to be called a slut, bitch, or whore."

"But, I am."

"You believe whatever you want." With that Finn took out his notebook and started taking notes.

Finn was getting all the things he needed for the day out of his locker when Rachel stood in front of him preventing him from getting things out of his locker.

"Do you need something?"

"Why don't you come to my house and we can work on the project?" Rachel said with lust dripping from her voice and her eyes dark.

"We will work on the project and the project only."

"Sure, Finny Bear."

"I'm serious Rach.

"So, we are giving each other pet names now?" Rachel said while rubbing her hands up and down his chest.

"No, it's just a name, let's go."

"We're going in your car?"

"Unless you have your own car."

"So, I get to see inside Finn Hudson's car, I wonder what other events could happen in there."

"If you're a good girl a lot more could happen."

Rachel froze in her spot and look at him wide eyed, "Seriously?"

"No." Finn said then started walking again.

"The worst part about this is that you know what you're doing to me." Rachel mumbled under her breath.

Finn looked back at her and laughed,"Why are you so attracted to me?"

Rachel thought for a minute, "It's probably because your the only boy in school that hasn't hit on me."

"Because I'm the only one that isn't attracted to you."

Finn opened the passenger door for her, and she smirked,"We aren't going on a date are we? Because last time I checked boys only open doors for the ladies if they are on a date. But, I wouldn't know I've never been on one."

Finn looked at her wide eyed,"Seriously? Boys only used you for sex? No dinner before or anything?"

Rachel looked down, "I've never had a boyfriend either or shared a kiss with someone that wasn't while I was drunk or during sex."

"Do you want one?"

"You want to be my boyfriend?" Rachel asked incredulously.

"No, It seems like you really want to share a kiss with someone that wasn't during sex or while your sober. I'll give that to you, if you want."

Rachel looked at him with tears in her eyes, "You'd do that for me?"

Finn shrugged, "We aren't going to have a full blow make out session or anything."

"But, I thought you didn't like me."

"Can I tell you a secret?" When Rachel nodded Finn continued,"I know you were in Glee club at the start of Freshmen year. That's when I first heard you singing and I thought wow she has a beautiful voice and that voice could make her go places. The next day I saw you in the halls you were wearing a reindeer sweater, with knee high socks, and a pencil skirt. I thought you were gorgeous despite what everyone else thought, but, I never asked you out because I thought I was out of your league. Then a month later something in you, changed, it's like you were a different person, you were wearing leather boots, leather pants, some kind of transparent shirt, a lot of make up, your hair down in curls, and when I looked at your eyes they were blood shot. I was so turned off, I remember think 'I hope she gets out of this phase soon' but, you never did and ever since, I haven't liked you in that way."

"You thought you were out of my league? If anything I'm out of yours." Rachel looked down.

"Hey Rach," Finn lifted her chin,"It's never too late to change your ways. I could tutor you and I know somebody that gives singing lessons if you want to sing again and whenever you feel the need to drink or smoke or do anything illegal, call me, I'll be by your side in a heartbeat."

Rachel brought him into a tight hug, "You are the only one that has cared enough to do this for me. Not even my Dads cared."

"Hey, Im sure your dads do care, you just never cared enough to pay attention."

"Now that I think about it I have lashed out on them a few times when they tried to help."

"Are they home now?"

"They should be. Why?"

"Then we'll go talk to them, together if you want."

Rachel smiled, "Thank you. Now, about that kiss..."

Finn sighed, "I guess"

Rachel squealed and stood on her tippy toes and pressed her mouth to his. At first it was just small pecks until Rachel pulled back and looked into his eyes then, he leaned in again and pressed his lips agains hers, longer this time. She ran her tongue along his lips and he slowly granted her access. They fought for dominance for a while until they started exploring each other's mouths.

Finn pulled away when he heard Rachel moan. "No, no, no, I wasn't done." Rachel said with her eyes still closed. Rachel puckered up her lips and went in for another kiss but, he chuckled and shook his head.

"Nope, you ruined it by moaning. My kissing skills are too good for you to handle."

Rachel opened her eyes and laughed, "Yeah, that's why I moaned. It defiantly wasn't because I was overwhelmed by kissing the boy I've had a crush on since eighth grade." Rachel laughed for about five more second until she abruptly stopped laughing and her eyes widened and she put her hands over her mouth, "I did not just say that out loud!"

"You've had a crush on me since eighth grade?"

Rachel looked around nervously,"Please don't hate me."

"Why would I hate you? It's kind of flattering if you ask me."

"You don't think that's creepy."

"No, it's perfectly understandable. I mean, come on, look at me," Finn stepped back and motioned towards his body, "I'm hot."

Rachel chuckled, "You're right about that mister, now let's go." Rachel turned around and got in the car. Finn chuckled closed the door for Rachel and went to the drivers side.

They drove the whole way in silence Rachel kept glancing Finn's way and he looked deep in thought.

Finn kept thinking about what Rachel said and how much that kiss really did effect him.