Tails has dealt with alot of bad luck in his life he never knew his parents, was cursed with two tails and was bullied because of it and even today people look at him differently because of his tails and he feels like an outcast.

Tails had to kill his love interest cosmo in order to save the universe and his best friend went out with his other love interest Fiona and later fell for his evil counterpart when he tried to ask her not to leave with him she slapped him. He has a crush on Mina but she has a boyfriend named Ash and it hurts him when he sees them together, the worst part about it is that they're also engaged which hurts Tails even more. Mina was always nice to Tails and wished he was older so he can date her but he didn't think it can happen especially when shes engaged.

Tails is dealing with clinical depression because of his loneliness and started to cut himself to releave the pain he had deep inside him. He lives with Sonic and spends alot of time in his room because many people judge him because of his two tails and is scared to leave the house in fear of being judged. He sees alot of couples that he sees out and about Sonic and Sally, Silver and Blaze, Scourge and Fiona, Ash and Mina, Knuckles and Julie sue, Antoine and Bunnie, he wished he had someone to love. He used to build alot of stuff in his workshop but because of his depression he looses interest in his activities and just hangs in his room.

Whenever he feels alone (which is almost all the time) he goes outside of New Mobotropolis at night out in the forest because whenever he fealt sad he went out to those woods to be secluded so no one sees him cry and self mutilating himself.

It was cold outside at night but Tails had shorts and a shirt like it was another day he didn't care that it was freezing outside the pain of the cold helped him ease the pain he had inside him. Tails took a pocket knife out of his pants and started cutting his wrist he did this every time he went outside the city.

"Why do I suffer?" the young fox said while looking up at the sky.

"How comes everytime I try to be happy it comes crashing down on me?" He said while tears were rolling down his eyes sobbing out of control.

"why do I exist? why can't I be happy?" Tails said.

"Please give me a sign tell me why am I here? am I here just to suffer? If so please death come to my doorstep and take me away please" Tails begged while looking at the ground on his knees sobbing.

He spent hours out there in the cold night just wishing something would happen waiting for something to happen.

He then decided to go back since nothing happened. "Is anything gonna change?" the kitsune thought to himself.

He walked back to New Mobotropolis seeing Nicole outside standing at him with an angry look.

"Where have you been?" Nicole asked "It has been 4 hours it's cold outside and you shouldn't even leave the city its safer in here".

Tails was silent he just put in the security code and walked in Nicole followed him

"Tails you look like shit and you should wear a coat you could..." Nicole stopped when she noticed cuts on his wrists.

Nicole grabbed his arm and said "Tails what the fuck is this?" are you cutting yourself?

"Let go of me" He said

"Tails you need to tell me if anything is wrong" Nicole said

"I don't want to talk about it" Tails said

"Is it about Cosmo or Fiona?" Nicole said

"I dont want to talk about it" in a louder voice

"We have to talk about it" Nicole demanded

"I SAID NO!" Tails screamed while breaking away from Nicole's grasp on his wrist

Tails had an angry face looking at Nicole while tears going down his eyes he then ran away while Nicole looked at him running.

Tails was standing outside his house he was rubbing the tears and tried to put his furr over his cuts so Sonic wont see if he still awake before he went inside but as he went inside he saw him with Nicole both looking at him in a concern angry look.

"what are you doing here Nicole?" Tails asked in an irritated tone

"She told me everything Tails". Sonic said "Is this what your doing when your out? look at you for fucks sake you spend all ur time awake at night and sleeping in the day you never visit Mina's concerts which she loves seeing you there or go talk to the rest of our friends who care alot about you. Ever since Fiona and Cosmo you been acting..."

*SLAM* the door closes as Tails goes into his room.

A loud Sigh was made by Sonic while he sits on the couch "what am I gonna do with him? he walks around like a zombie he's so fucking depressed he barely has any emotions I can't even remember the last time he was in his shop I told him about the new Tornado model and it didn't even phase him"

"Are you spending time with him?"Nicole asked?

"Not much I've been spending alot of time with Sally" Sonic answered.

"Sonic you know he hasn't been feeling good about himself lately you should hang out with him take him somewhere" Nicole said.

"Nicole how am I gonna get him out he's afraid of being an eye soar because of his tails" Sonic asked

"Maybe we can hide them?" Nicole replied

Sonic looked up at Nicole "Nicole you may be on to something" Sonic said

Sonic and Nicole went into tails room seeing Tails on his bed looking up at his ceiling. "Hey Tails are you busy tomorrow I wanna take you somewhere" Sonic asked while smiling.

"I'm not going anywhere people will stare" Tails said upsettingly.

"What if we did something to make sure that wont happen" Sonic said

Tails looked up and said "huh?" in a hoping manor.

end of chapter 1

*author note*

Will Sonic help Tails gain his confidence back? Will he find a love or something sinister? Find out in the next chapter. Sorry if my story is bad It's my first story and sorry if it's short I wanted to make it longer but I got writters block ill upload the next one when I'm ready dont worry I will never write a fanfic and not complete it I hate when fanfic writers do that