Oh boy oh boy my first fan fic yikes.. I read a literal ton of fanfic but here is my first go at it..

What he was doing was weird, I mean, he couldn't hear her. He would never be able to hear her and it frustrated him to no end. He could only stare at her full lips forming words, and watch her eyes get this... this.. look. Like she was lost in what she was saying and nothing else mattered but her and the words coming out of her mouth.

He'd been watching her for awhile, actually. Ever since that fool Warrick decided he wanted to keep her as "loot" he'd been watching her. He watched her push her hair out of her face as she answered her first phone call for Benriya. He'd seen her nervousness when he told her to stay put while he made a delivery. He'd gazed on as she began cooking for them, but found he couldn't handle that.. not after Veronica.

Nicolas tore his eyes away from Alex and shook his head. Not now, he thought. I can't let those thoughts in now.

When he looked up he noticed people were clapping, Alex had finished. She looked around the crowd with a huge smile on her face and when she saw him, and their eyes locked, all of a sudden her radiant smile turned into something more timid, as if she were afraid of showing that level of joy to him until he approved.

Nicolas took a sort of perverse pride in the level of respect she showed him, the way she constantly sought his approval. If he was going to be honest with himself in fact he'd say he thrived off of it. At first he figured she was just a nervous person. But after she'd continually sassed Warrick he knew he was special. he thought it was weird because most people, especially women tended to look down on him, mock him, call him a monster because of the status he was born into. The dog tags around his neck were a constant reminder that he was a second rate citizen, without any real rights or privilege. But Alex, beautiful Alex with her light eyes and dark skin treated him like he was the ultimate authority. And he craved it.

He left Bastard, lit a smoke and began the walk back to Benriya, hoping to avoid the crowd and sure to ensue brawls that were going to break out at the club, all the while thinking about the graceful curves of Alex's body in those damn tight dresses.

read and review and tear it up folks, i have no idea what I'm doing. Just a girl with a (totally NSFW) vision