Greetings all! It's "Dead Week" (the week before finals) at my university, so I decided that I would begin a fic! ;) Hope you enjoy!
Title: It's Never Too Late
Key Characters: Ginny, Harry, Ron, Hermione
(Quoted song by Dru Hill.)
Chapter One: Harry's Lament
"Wait, wait… I think I found the perfect one!" Ron whispered excitedly to his best friend Harry and sister Ginny. "About damn time!" Harry said, exasperated. Ron had been holding them hostage in the library for several hours since morning Quidditch practice had been cancelled. Ginny was twisting her red hair around her finger as Ron began to read from a book containing lyrics from muggle songs.
Sorry, didn't notice you there,
But then again you didn't notice me.
So we'll remain passers by
Until the next time we speak.
I hope that I can make you mine
'For another man steals your heart,
And once your beauty is mine
I swear we will never be apart.
Walks by me every day
Her and love are the same
The woman that's stolen my heart
And beauty is her name.
I'm hoping I can make you mine
'For another man steals your heart
And once your beauty is mine
I swear we will never be apart.
As his words ceased, Ginny's annoyed frown melted into a smile. "Oh, Ron! She is going to love it!" she sighed dreamily. Harry glanced at her out of the corner of his eyes, noticing the shine of tears threatening to spill over. Oh, how he longed to touch her face and breathe in the smell of her. Of course, she didn't know this and neither did her Ravenclaw boyfriend, Mike Rose. "I'm sure Hermione will just love it, Ron," Harry said, trying to reassure Ron despite his foul mood.
Valentine's Day was quickly approaching and Ron, finally realizing that this was his final year at Hogwarts and final year around Hermione unless he did something, actually went and did something! "You don't think she'll tell me no, do you?" Ron asked in a panicked voice, his eyes wide in fear. "No, Ron. Trust me," Ginny said as they all stood up. Harry gave Ron a pat on the back and Ginny waved goodbye as Ron left to complete the plans that he had devised. Harry, for some reason, felt awkward around Ginny and was having trouble concentrating on her words and not her eyes or lips. "I hope she agrees to meet him," she mused, adjusting her robes and tie, "or poor Ron will be devastated!"
"So what are you up to tonight, Harry?" Ginny asked, her shoulder brushing his as they squeezed through the portrait hole together. "Uhh…" he said, pausing for a second. In reality, he had planned on doing absolutely nothing, but he couldn't tell her that! "I'm, um, going to the library to work on a Potions essay," he said, improvising. It wasn't a lie… but his Potions essay wasn't due until the following Thursday. "Oh really?! I have to work on an essay too! Can I join you?" she said, stopping to look over at him. How could he possibly say no? "Um, sure…" he said, his throat feeling tight. "Great," she said, smiling, "I'll meet you after dinner in the common room, and we can walk to the library together!" Harry nodded and smiled weakly. She waved goodbye and then ran up the stairs to the 6th year girls' dormitory.
Sighing heavily, Harry collapsed into the nearest chair in the common room. Glancing out the window, he saw snow and sleet falling out of the grey sky. "That's how I feel right about now," he thought, sighing again. He didn't understand what was going on with himself these days; he was feeling lonely and he suddenly found himself watching Ginny Weasley fly around at Quiddich practice, walk in the halls between classes, and eat her meals. It had been almost a year and a half since he had dated someone, and he felt like he was ready to begin dating again. "The trouble is," he thought, "there is only one person I can see myself with." And that person happened to be Ginny Weasley.
Hours turned into minutes, and minutes turned into seconds, and before he knew it, Harry had finished with his classes and was down in the Great Hall finishing up his dinner… right next to Ginny. "She agreed to meet him," she whispered, leaning into Harry. Breathing in her fresh scent, Harry leaned toward her also. After a few seconds, he looked at her blankly and said, "Huh?" She looked at him in amusement and then said, "You know… Hermione and Ron… your best friends?" Turning beet red, Harry said, "OH… er… good." His hand shook, and he dropped his fork, which clattered loudly onto his plate. "Are you alright?" Ginny asked, the smile gone from her face. "I – I'm fine," he said, and the matter was settled.
Harry stiffly walked beside Ginny to the library as she talked. There was an awkward silence and Harry decided to break it by asking, "So why aren't you hanging out with Mikey tonight?" Ginny frowned and said, "We're not attached at the hip, you know." The conversation should have ended right there, but before he could stop himself, Harry blurted out, "Could have fooled me." Boy, was that a mistake. Her face turning red instantly, Ginny replied in a fierce, yet low tone of voice, "For your information, Harry James Potter, I decided not to hang out with Mike tonight so you wouldn't be lonely!" She put her hands on her hips, daring him to respond. "Me?" he asked skeptically, crossing his arms and frowning. Speaking more intensely, Ginny said, "You know, I consider you a friend. And when stuff started about this Ron and Hermione thing, I began to think that you might start to feel left out and a little lonely. So, I decided to try to hang out with you more." Her crossness faded away as she turned and calmly said, "Good night, Potter," and headed back toward the Gryffindor common room.
He couldn't very well follow her back to the common room, and he sure didn't want to start his Potions essay in the library, so Harry decided to walk down to Hagrid's hut for a chat.
Knocking on Hagrid's door while shivering, Harry glanced around at the snow covering everything. Life always seemed more complicated in the winter time. The door swung open with a great creak, revealing Hagrid and Fang. "Good ter see ya, Harry! Bin waitin' on ya!" Hagrid said, pulling the seventeen year old inside with a grin. "Ya want some tea?" Hagrid asked cheerfully, walking over to his stove. "Sure," Harry answered gloomily with a sigh. Turning around to face him, Hagrid asked, "Summat trublin' ya, Harry?" Harry didn't say anything as Hagrid poured the steaming hot tea into the tea cup that sat in front of Harry. Looking at Harry closely, Hagrid said, "This thing with Ron and Hermione got ya all in a tizzy, has it?" Harry shook his head no, but then paused, thinking. "Well," he said, "it is bothering me, but not because I am jealous." Hagrid chuckled, sitting down to drink his tea. "Bet I know who you bin thinkin' about!" he said, grinning. Harry couldn't help but smile a little. "Who?" Harry asked, figuring Hagrid would say Cho Chang, Harry's ex-girlfriend. But to Harry's surprise, Hagrid smiled, proud of himself, and said, "Ginny Weasley!" Hagrid watched, amused as the smile faded from Harry's face. "What makes you think that?" Harry said, finding the chipped, white teacup very interesting. Letting out a booming laugh that caused Fang to lift his head from his spot on the floor, Hagrid said, "I bin 'round a bit longer than you, Harry! Besides, I like to watch you all practicin' Quidditch in the mornin', an' I seen the way ya bin lookin' at 'er!"
Harry slowly walked back from Hagrid's hut, just in time to see Ron and Hermione enter the castle. Both were smiling and looked very happy. Harry smiled a small smile, but felt a pang inside his stomach. He had been lonely before, but that was only a need for affiliation, friendship; however, he had never experienced this type of loneliness. Seeing Ron and Hermione together and happy made things worse. After climbing the steps to the castle entrance, he opened the doors to see Mike Rose and Ginny climbing the stairs with Ron and Hermione. It felt like a slap in the face. Sighing, he climbed the stairs too, wishing he had his dad's old invisibility cloak.
Please review! ;) To be continued, of course!