Thank you to Forever or Never for helping me with like 3/4 of this chapter. You're such a great person

I'm now going to update on sundays, bc why not, It's SyoSunday or SebastianSunday or STARISHsunday or SuperwomanSunday XP (you're my new bestfriend if you watch her vids :DDD)

But, tbh i've been feeling kind of down lately. So i'm not really putting much thought into my typing. I'll just try harder

Dude right when i was about to finish typing, I accidentally pressed some buttons and they made me exit the browser. I was so mad when I found out I forgot to save like 1,000 words for this chap. my mom laughed at meT.T

PLEASE READ T.T :

Have ya noticed? The title for this chap is french:D

If you know what it means (look it up if ya want), you could pm me what it means and I could probably let you request your own chapter :) I will be having more french titles :DDDDD

:D Smiles.

oh ya, this chap has the word sex in it soo.. if you're uncomfortable, i'd skip that part where they...

ya know what, i'm not going to spoil lol.

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Je suis désolée.

Such an idiot.

Haruka scanned the crowded room, looking for him.

Why would you do that, Haruka?

Of course, he was no where to be found.

Such a disgrace.

Such a bad friend.

He must have went up to his room, she thought. And she was going to go find out.

Her footsteps echoed in the long, empty halls. But they stopped we she heard new footsteps behind her.

"Haruka..." Tokiya stared at the back of her head. "Where are you going?" He asked.

Haruka avoided his deep eyes and continued walking. She didn't want or need to answer him. He should have already knew the answer to that. "Haruka!" He yelled.

"Why are you ignoring me?!" Tokiya catched up to her, walking at her same pace. "Answer me, please!"

Tokiya got fed up with it and stood in front of her, blocking the short girl's way. "Excuse me," she said as she gently tried to push him aside, but he just wouldn't move. She looked up at him frowned. "I-I said excuse me. Can you please move?"

Tokiya grabbed her hand and pushed her body against a wall. He looked into her eyes and narrowed his blue eyes. "Who do you love? Me or him? Please don't let this be a love triangle. I can't stand it. I'm tired of not knowing your feelings! Just tell me, please!"

Haruka looked down at the ground, still avoiding his eyes. He clenched his teeth together and pulled her chin up, making her do nothing but look at him. "Answer me."

Haruka widened her eyes. His voice was so deep and threatning, it made her terrified in less than 2 seconds. "I-I... Tokiya..." A tear rolled down her cheek. She wiped it off with a finger and frowned. "This isn't you... Why are you so worried about my feelings?"

Unable to restrain himself, Tokiya pushed his lips into her lips, with aggresion. As if the camera's weren't watching them, her cupped her soft cheeks. Haruka's eyes were wide open with anger, surprise, and terror. She immediately pushed him off of her and clenched her teeth, staring at him as if he stabbed a loved one of hers. "Are you stupid?!" She balled her hands into fists. "What about the rules?! The bro code!? Otoya?! And what about my feelings?! You have no right to do that! If i don't want to kiss you, then dont kiss me! If I want to hate you, i'll hate you! If i don't want to be in love with you, then i won't ever be in love with you! If I choose Otoya, I'll be with Otoya! Why won't you understand that?!"

Tokiya widened his eyes.

She wiped away the tears on her cheeks and glared at him. "I don't think i'll ever be able to forgive you..." With no more words, she ran down the halls with out ever looking back.

...

"Otoya. Please let me in.." She lightly knocked on the red wooden, "Please... I'm sorry... He kissed me!"

The door creaked open slowly. Otoya glared at her through the small crack. "Haruka. No need to lie." He cracked a broken smile. "You love Tokiya, don't you?"

Haruka shook her head. "No, you're not listening to me!"

"Then what is it? Who do you love?" Otoya asked.

Haruka couldn't think. After a few moments of silence, she answered him. "I love both of you. I love all of you. I love STARISH. Without you guys, I wouldn't be anywhere." She looked up at him. She cleared her throat and sniffed, "I don't even know who I truly love."

She was lying. Why? Why are you lying, Haruka? She asked herself that.

She had to tell him. If she didn't, he would get the wrong idea.

"Otoya." She spoke up. "I know, you're expecting me to say Tokiya. But... I..." She stepped back. Her face contorted into a terribly beautiful, yet heartbreaking expression as her eyes welled with tears. The salty tears rolled down her bright, red cheeks. She turned to the side and avoided his red orbs, embarrassed.

"I-I'm sorry... It's just that.." She sniffed. "I'm so... frustrated... with everything..."

Otoya widened his eyes. "H-Hey..." He grabbed her wrist. "Don't cry.. I hate to see you cry..." Otoya's eyes were filled with concern. He pulled her closer to him and hugged her gently. "Please stop crying..." He whispered in her ear.

"Haruka..."

He kissed her forehead.

"It's pretty obvious that I like you, alot, right?"

Otoya chuckled at his own words. "I'll find someone else, trust me." He looked into her glassy eyes.

She felt so safe in his arms.

Otoya giggled a little. It was the most amazing feeling he had ever felt. The feeling of Haruka in his arms. It was a moment to cherish, feel, and love. It was the first time he ever held her like this, and it was a moment to remember.

"Haruka." He whispered. "I'm in love with you."

Haruka smiled. "Thank you." She let go and blushed, pushing a curly hair behind her ear.

Taking a few steps back and grabbing her dress, she bowed and beamed at Otoya. "Thank you."

She walked backwards, then turned to walk away from him, blushing deeply. He was such a great person.

...

"Haruka." Tokiya called from the other side of the dorm room.

He sighed after getting no response from her.

She was laying down on her bed staring at the bright light on her phone.

He's been calling her name atleast 5 times now, but she just wouldn't answer him. After screaming at him earlier, she just couldn't face him for being so harsh.

Tokiya groaned and leaned back on his bed. After staring at her for the longest, he threw a pencil at her head.

She didn't even flinch.

Tokiya frowned. He had to say sorry. "Haruka, I'm sorry. I should've never kissed you. I should have worried about your feelings. I'm stupid, okay? I don't know how this 'love' thing works. I've never really been in love before." He glanced at her from the corner of his eyes to see if she'd gotten up. He frowned when she was still staring at her device. He didn't even know why he was talking if she wasn't listening.

He laid on his side and stared at the wall. Making a pouty face, he sneaked a peek at her once more, to see that she hasn't changed her position.

"Tch."

He stood up and walked over to her, leaning over her small body. "Oi, ding-dong, were you listening to me?" He asked.

Haruka glanced up at him. "Why'd you stop talking?"

Tokiya frowned at her. "Haruka. Who do you love?" He sat on the bed beside her.

She got up and sat beside him, avoiding his eyes. She wasn't going to lie. She couldn't. "You..."

Tokiya widened his eyes, then smirked. "Why say it all low? Are you nervous or something?"

Haruka glared at him. "Sh-Shut up.."

Tokiya chuckled. "Haruka.." His voice was low. "I love you to, ya know.." Tokiya touched her soft hair.

Haruka's faced turned into many shades of red. "I know."

He smiled. "Haruka, may I kiss you? With your permission, princess."

Haruka looked away and continued to blush "I-If you want to.."

He smirked and wrapped his strong arms around her waist, hugging her from the side. Of course, he made her tense up. She was surrounded by the scent of blueberries and heaven. He leaned in towards her neck and put his lips on the left side of her neck, kissed it, leaned back, leaving a little moisture on her neck.

"H-Hey!" Haruka pointed to her lips. "You said a kiss!"

Tokiya chuckled. "I never said where, did i? But, if you want one on the lips, then I'll be more than glad to give you one. As long as you kiss me back, it'll be good." Haruka shrugged as Tokiya laughed a bit more.

He came closer to her face and met her lips. He cupped her small cheeks with his big hands. He lightly bit her bottom lip as her rubbed her arms with one hand, while the other was running through her soft hair.

"Tokiya.." She mumbled.

He leaned his body on hers, making hey lay on her bed gently. He was now on top of her, kissing her more roughly. Their tongues playfully fought each other, and Tokiya was winning. His wet muscle licked her soft lips, then went back into her mouth. He pulled away and started to UN-buckled his belt, letting his (oh god) horny needs take over.

"W-Wait!" Haruka's ears turned red. She grabbed his hands, "I-I don't think I'm ready to have sex with you. Sorry."

Tokiya widened his eyes. "I'm sorry. We are just in an university, aren't we?"

Haruka smiled at him and fixed her messy hair. She gently pushed him off of her bed and laid down. "Good night."

Tokiya pouted, "Yeah, goodnight.

...

"You're not serious are you?!" Tomo glanced at her friend with wide eyes. "You and Ichinose-san are dating?!" She glanced over at Tokiya, who was trying to finish notes.

"Shh, Shh." Haruka said as she blushed. "Don't talk so loud, he'll hear us talking about him.

Tomo nodded dramatically. "Yes ma'am!"

Otoya walked into the classroom and waved at Haruka, giving her that weak smile again. Haruka frowned and turned to Tomo.

Tomo spoke up, "What about Otoya-san?"

Haruka shrugged. "I'm a bad friend, aren't I? He's giving me weak and sad smiles that makes me want to repeatedly slap myself." She hid her face with her palms. "He's never going to forgive me.."

"Oi!" Tomo grabbed her shoulders, "Don't say that that! He understands, I know he does."

"Haruka." Tokiya called from behind the girls. "We'll practice in the dorm during lunch. You okay with that?"

Haruka blushed , "Yeah, sure."

...

The shy girl took a bite of her sandwich.

Why am I blushing so much around him? I need to stop or he'll start teasing me.

Haruka made a pouty face. He would be here any second now.

"Why didn't you guys tell us about the solo? We could've tried out for it!" Syo glared at the back of Tokiya head.

Tokiya made an annoyed face. "Why are you guys following me? Go eat lunch in the cafeteria!"

"We want to hear you sing!" Syo hit him with his lunchbox, "To see if you're really worthy for this 'solo'."

Ren smirked. "I don't see why she didn't choose me for a solo."

Masato scoffed. "I don't think you'll sound very good, Ren."

Ren glared over at him. "Don't even talk, you mouse! You need more fluency in your voice."

"Well you guys need to have character in your voices!" Syo pointed out.

Otoya cleared his throat, ready to say something clever. "No, you guys need to have a voice like mine. A perfect voice. Haruka said my voice was perfect."

Everyone glared at him, especially Tokiya.

Is it the jokes? Otoya asked himself.

Tokiya shook his head and rested his hand on the doorknob. "Everyone. I have to tell you all something. Please listen."

"Stay calm, Haruka. You need to stop blushing. Almost losing your virginity by Ichinose Tokiya won't happen again. I promise." She spoke to herself, thinking about the love scene last night.

"Aaah!" She cupped her cheeks and panicked. "I haven't blushed this much in my entire life."

She couldn't stop thinking about him.

"Alright." Tokiya clapped his hands together, "It's abut Haruka and I. She chose me."

"EH?!" The boys said with surprised faces.

"I won," he stuck his tongue out at Ren and Syo, "Losers." Syo and Ren both glared at him.

Otoya smiled. "Congrats."

Natsuki and Masato smiled too.

Tokiya opened the door the door and walked in, "Yo." The boys followed him into the room.

Haruka sat on the piano chair and smiled at them, preparing the piano. But, when everyone sat down, her eyes met Otoya. He smiled, trying to hide his sadness.

Otoya..

"C-mon, hurry and sing." Syo said.

Tokiya stood up and began to sang:

"When your legs don't work like they used to before,"

His voice was gentle

"And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?
And, darling, I will be loving you-"

Haruka joined in, "'til we're 70!"
Tokiya sang, "And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard"

The girl spoke up with her small voice. "at 23!"
"And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand,"
Tokiya glanced over at the girl, "Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am"

He sung the rest of the song by himself.

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

So, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh, baby, we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are

Everyone in the room stared at him with wide eyes.

He smiled and dramatically bowed, "I know, my voice is great."

Syo dropped the rice in between his chopsticks. "I don't think I wanna try out. It would be hard competition if I did."

Haruka smiled.

Tokiya walked over to her and pecked her on the cheek. "Thanks for playing the piano, princess."

She couldn't do anything but blush.

...

Yay, All finished.

Can't wait to watch the walking dead tonight :P

Thanks for reading, and sorry if some parts don't make since with the grammar.

sorry for not the best kissing scenen :(

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