Title: I'm Sorry

Summary: Don't know how to resume this, but I just can tell you it's a very sad story between Stan Marsh and Kyle Broflovski

Pairing: STYLE (Stan x Kyle)

No. Chapters: One-Shot

A/N: They have seventeen years old and are in their last year of high school

A/N 2: Before this, Kyle had gone to a private school in Washington but came back

How much has it been since we show our emotions?

Ever since you went to that stupid private school you've changed,
and probably you may think I changed too because it seems so,
but let me tell you that my feelings for you haven't change,
I still have them.

You act like if something happened.
Tell me what happened please,
it hurts me seeing you like this.

Did someone hurt you?
Tell me who hurt you and I will crush him/her

Why are you acting like this with me?
Whenever I'm with you and the others you put a poker face,
but I can see that when I'm not with you,
you smile.

Did I do something wrong?
Please tell me what I did.

Kenny looks at me mad,
and is always protecting you.
Since when did you two became close?

I see you talking to Craig casually,
I thought you hated him like me.

But why are you crying?

Even Cartman doesn't talk to me!

"Please tell me!
Why is everyone like this?!
Specially you!"

I yell at you,
and I can see in your eyes that tears trheaten to fall,
still, you hold them back.

"What did I do wrong?!"

I yell again,
but you still remain silent,
and I'm losing my fucking mind!

"Answer me Kyle!
Please just answer me!"

"Stan..."

Kenny tries to talk but you shush him.

"No,
it's ok,
it's time for him to know"

I notice in your esmerald green eyes
sadness and fear.

"Stan, I only have six month left...

.

.

.

.

of life"

My eyes widen at what you say.

I can't believe it,
what are you talking about?
Please don't fuck with me!

"What... what do you mean?"

I ask not really wanting to know,
it was all a lie,
a joke,
a very bad joke.

Was today April's fool?
I want to believe that,
but I clearly know
that we are in the middle of winter.

"I wanted to tell you ever since I came back,
but you didn't pay attention,
you kept ignoring me and spent time with Wendy,
I even saw you two "kissing"

You say and a small tear fall
from your beautiful green eyes.

"That was..."

I try to say,
but I know you are right,
Wendy and I did kiss each other,
but it was because I couldn't forget you,
and it was hurting me.

"Kenny and Craig tried to help me talking to you...
even fucking Cartman tried it too!
But you just pushed them aways,
and kept kissing and hugging Wendy.
I know you even made out"

Another tear falls and Kenny look at me angry.

"Kyle,
I'm...
I'm sorry...
if I could"

I am trying har to fix things,
but I know I can't fix this.

You don't look at me and walk away along with Kenny.

I'm a completely idiot!
What have I done?!

I look at you back and try to reach for you,
but you just keep walking away.

It has been six months since you told me that,
and I see your family crying
while an ambulance take you to the hospital,
with hopes of saving you,
but you know exactly that it won't help.

I walk to the bridge and look at the river,
when I see my reflection
I don't even recognize myself.
I became a gothic again,
and it's all because of you.

Please,
please don't die.
But even I know that's impossible.

I look at my arms,
and some scars are still fresh.

I don't wanna leave you,
I wanna be with you.

Without hesitating,
I throw myself to the river.

"I'm Sorry"

Kyle was walking with Kenny and Cartman to school, it all felt lonely without Stan

At the end the doctors did save Kyle. But for Stan... it was late