Honey, Episode 1307

With Alli's beautiful trip to France coming to an end, reality sets in as she tries to figure out a way to salvage her seemingly perfect relationship with Leo. After Adam returns from camp after making out with Imogen, he's hit with where his relationship with Becky stands. As the class prepares to go to a fancy french restaurant, Maya decides to show-up Zoe by purchasing a beautiful yet expensive dress.

As soon as they had signal, Adam felt his phone chime in his hand.

Immediately opening it, he couldn't help but feel his heart speed up. Becky wanted to talk, but he didn't know if that were a good or a bad thing.

At least she wanted to talk, right?

He glanced over at Imogen, who was sitting next to him. There was some awkwardness between them as he admitted that their kiss, more like make out, was a mistake - he still loved Becky, only Becky. He felt guilt as he had used one of his closest friends. From this moment forward, he knew their friendship wouldn't be the same. Adam had to suppress his guilt towards it, knowing the guilt he had for Becky was ten times worse.

As much as he wished to tell her that Becky wanted to talk, he knew it was in the wrong as Imogen held feelings for him. He wasn't completely heartless; that was for sure. His mind wandered to his brother. Drew was sitting up in the passenger seat when he got a text from his brother.

Adam (02:12 PM)
Becky texted, she wants to talk. Can't say it out loud, Imogen's next to me.

Drew smirks and couldn't help but be amused at how his brother got into such a mess. Drew was always the one screwing up now it felt weird being on the other side, being right. He told Adam not to pursue Imogen, but he didn't listen - now he knew how Adam felt when Drew ignored his advice. His eyes went over his shoulders for a brief second, connecting with the gaze of his brother and they shared understanding. They wouldn't talk about it in the car as Drew, himself, had formed a friendship with Imogen. It was clear the girl liked him, especially at how tense she sat next to Adam; not wanting to touch him in any way.

In the back seat Adam frantically waited for Becky to reply to his text. He had simply sent an I love you, followed by a text describing he couldn't speak now since he was in a car.

Becky (02:20 PM)
Okay, I'll call you tonight.

Adam bit his lip, his hands feeling just the slightest form of sweat as they had so much to talk about. Music was his savior as the car filled with the absence of his friends talking and only the children speaking had become too overbearing. Sure, he liked kids but not when his mind was going to implode with how to reveal to Becky what he had done.

"Hey, Becks..."

Adam was speaking hesitantly as he caught sight of the blonde on his computer screen. They decided to facetime, as Becky wanted to see his expressions. She always found she could tell more from his expressions than from his words since at times he wasn't verbally expressive.

Becky decided to talk to him, as she did love him. They had been through so much and to throw it all away for just a single fight was ridiculous. Sure, they had fought before but only small arguments, as they were both opinionated. But this was different; he hadn't believed her and accused her of cheating. That form of trust they held since the beginning of their relationship was dead. There was trust of her giving him her passwords, after what he did Becky changed all her passwords in fear he would go through all her accounts. That was something she wished to ask him about.

The blonde kept her face blank of emotion—even if she felt forgiving, she wouldn't let this be visible. He had to achieve her trust once more if that were even possible.

"Becky, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I didn't trust you and that I hacked into your accounts instead of talking to you about it. I know I went about it the wrong way now that I've had time to think about it." It was true. They would be happy at the moment if he had just conveyed his insecurities.

"Why didn't you just tell me how you felt, Adam? I told you about Imogen and told you to back off her, which I hope you did." She paused as she watched him look away. He was hiding something as she had this feeling in the pit of his stomach, "You did right?"

Adam exhaled before looking at her once more. She looked so radiant with the slightly darker shade of skin she was getting from the Florida sun. "When I was at the camping trip, I tried to call you and text you but I couldn't. There wasn't signal..."

Becky continued to eyeball him, letting him continue even if he were just going around the subject.

"I was even tempted to drive the car just to get a signal, but Drew convinced me otherwise. I just had something to tell you and I knew it would get your attention."

"Adam." Becky felt her heart race, as she had quickly gotten tired of his rambling.

"Imogen and I made out." He told her straight up as he knew he would drag around it if he didn't, "I'm sorry. I just, you shredded the flowers and she was giving me attention and Dallas said me and you were over, and I believed it."

Becky felt what was her fast beating heart halt. The boy who was trying to capture her attention for the past week just gave up and made out with someone else? She didn't know how to react. It seemed like a slap in her face. What was worse is he was putting the blame on her than taking responsibility for it.

"Becky?" He rubbed his hands together as he felt sweat on his palms once more. Her silence was killing him. "It meant no-"

"Stop." She shook her head and ran her slender finger right beneath her eye, stopping the tear from rolling down. "I need more time. I thought I could just forgive you, but you do that, and that just makes me question your commitment."

Adam furrowed his brows. "Commitment? We were on a break. It's not even considered cheating!"

"We'll talk when I get back."

That'll be around two weeks. Another two weeks without talking to her in any sense - it was going to drive him crazy. But at least he could cling on to the hope they had a chance this time around. There was a chance.-

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Becky felt a lump form in her throat as she lied in bed.

She wanted to resist the urge to cry, but she couldn't help it. Adam had kissed another girl willingly, and it felt like a betrayal. She knew he had a point when he said they weren't together at the time- they still aren't-but it didn't feel right.

If it were the other way around, she knew Adam would feel the pain she was feeling.

She curled under the covers of her bed and sighed, as she let her tears roll freely. Not talking to him was rough for her and she knew it was tough for him. There was always this urgency to tell him everything she had done that day but not being able to do such was heartbreaking.

Becky felt a sort of vacancy without speaking to him, but she knew these two weeks would help clear her mind, and his. There must have been some urge to kiss Imogen because he did.

That's what bothered her the most: did he have feelings for another girl? When it came to Todd, she held no feelings for him at all. There was no temptation, which made her feel comfortable around him. Why didn't Adam understand that? Thinking back on their conversation, she forgot to ask why he felt such urgency in pushing her away from Todd.

That was yet another thing to discuss with him. But not yet.

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"Bro, why did you even tell her?" Drew was unimpressed at how Adam went about telling Becky. In all his past relationships, he knew some stuff were meant to be kept secret for the good of the other person.

Adam shrugged his shoulders as he continued to play video games; it was a great distraction. But Drew wouldn't have it. "Bro?"

"What do you want, Andrew? She wants her space so I might as well give it to her now or else I'll never get her back." Adam admitted and felt this pain in the pit of his stomach. If Becky weren't to take him back, it would be all because of him. It would be his entire fault; he wouldn't be able to live with himself.

So what this story will primarily do is rewrite the episodes of Degrassi that occurred after Adam crashed into a tree. That would of never occurred and these rewrites have a huge base of Beckdam but also have Becky and Adam interact with all the other plots that occur in the show. Basically, all the episodes would be the same but with Adam being alive and fine. i hope you do enjoy! if you do, please review with what you would like to have happened on the show if adam were still alive. thanks xx