Author's Note: I did my best to update as soon as I could because that was a minor cliffie that I just left for you there. I really hope you like the story. This will be the only other chapter. (Please take in mind that this is my first Glee fic. If you see any OOCishness, please let me know as soon as possible and I will try to fix it). So, as per usual, read, review, and enjoy!

Warning: I have never written something so angst filled in my life.

PS: If I mention any songs, you should listen to them while you are reading this.

The mood is somber as people file into the room. It was quite the turnout. That is, if you could say something as depressing as this could have a turnout. This wasn't Kurt's funeral. That had happened a week ago and had more people even than this. This was how the Glee Club coped with their losses. They sang about it. Almost every person who sang in Glee Club came there that week to mourn the loss of a truly special person.

There were even more people here than at Finn's Glee Club week.

Blaine looked around him slowly, dazedly. Someone must have unstacked the chairs that were never unstacked because every row had the chairs touching with a few extra chairs placed around the room.

He started to focus on who had come. Tina and Mike, Santana and Brittany, Rachel, Mercedes and Sam, Artie and Kitty, Ryder and Marley, Jake, Puck and Quinn, Mr. Schu and Ms. Philsbury, Burt and Carole, Sebastian and the Warblers, Unique, Rory, Joe, Holly Holiday, April Rhodes, Jessie, Karofsky, Coach Sue, Mr. Figgins, Dani, Sugar, Elliot, Rachel's dads, Rachel's mom with Beth, all of the band kids, Brad, the piano guy, and even Cooper of all people.

He couldn't really focus on any of them for very long before he started to think about Kurt. It hadn't even been a month yet and he felt like he was dying. He was one of those kids that joked around about the stupid ending of Romeo and Juliet and said that it was stupid to have them both die. Kurt had understood why they killed themselves for each other and now Blaine did too.

He felt as if a world without Kurt wasn't a world worth living. It was sad and it was broken and it was so very cold. Blaine doesn't know how Rachel gets up every day without Finn there. Even when they were broken up at least she knew he was alive.

But then, he thought bitterly, Finn and Rachel were made for each other, but not like Blaine and Kurt were. Blaine and Kurt were the truest soul mates ever to walk this earth. For every life they lived, they would find each other and they would love each other and they would be best friends.

Blaine was trapped in an endless cycle of remorse and longing for every moment he could have spent with Kurt but didn't to magically have been spent with him, longing for his last words to Kurt to be anything else, longing for Kurt to just be there. Blaine knew that he would never love again. He'd be lonely, yes, like he was before, but this time, he wouldn't cheat on Kurt. He didn't think that he could find any happiness from being with another man.

Blaine was broken out of his deep thought by Mr. Schu standing in the front of the room and commanding everyone's attention. Blaine stared at him with glassy, broken eyes. He could feel Cooper's concerned glances his way, but he ignored them.

Mr. Schu was talking, "This week is dedicated to Kurt. It's… it's the same as last time with Finn, but for those of you who weren't there, it worked like this: if you wanted to sing a song for Kurt, celebrating his life, then you can. You could say something about him, or you can just sing. It's up to you." Blaine noticed that every time Mr. Schu said Kurt's name, he stumbled over it.

Just them Burt got up. He stood in front of the assembled, holding hands with Carole and he said, "Carole and I, we aren't strangers to death. My mom's died and her mom's died. Her first husband and my first wife both passed. We even lived through Finn's death. Finn's… passing was a lot harder on Carole than it was on me, but now, Kurt's…now with Kurt gone, it's harder on me. People say that you get used to things that wounds heal over time. Kurt told me one time something that helps me get through things like this. He said that wounds like death never heal, but there will always be someone there to be your medicine when the scar starts hurting. I just hope that you all find your medicine, or medicine's. I would sing for you, but I can't sing, so I think that'd be counterproductive."

Everyone managed a weak chuckle at that and Carole started to cry softly into Burt's shoulder. Tears ran down his face as he walked them to their seats and buried his face into her hair.

Next Puck stood up and began to speak, "I'll admit what almost everyone in the room knows already. I bullied Kurt all throughout freshmen and most of sophomore year. I would throw him into dumpsters and call him names and just generally terrorize him. I wasn't as bad as some of the others, but by letting them do it, I was involved. It was when I joined Glee that I realized that maybe I shouldn't bully Kurt because he's talented. I figured out that he actually had a chance to go somewhere, to be someone. So I pretty much stopped the bullying, but I didn't try to get to know him any better. It was when he sang 'I Wanna Hold Your Hand' by the Beatles for his dad that I discovered that there was something behind that admittedly fabulous exterior. So, I got to know him. I learned how tough he could be and how he could always just spring back from an insult and fire a better one right back at the person. This song's for you, Kurt." Then he sang 'Ready, Aim, Fire' by Imagine Dragons, the only other sound in the room being one of the girls' hysterical laughter as they realized how much it fit Kurt.

After some sniffling, Quinn, Tina, Mike, Artie, and Brittany came to the front of the room.

They switched people every other line and said, "Kurt was… amazing. That's really the only word that can come to mind when trying to describe him, but it isn't enough. He was a friend, a real friend who would stand by you through thick and thin. He was smart, brave, special, talented, organized, and an awesome fashionista. Even Lord Tubbington liked him. But we didn't spend enough time with him. We were all his friends, all of Glee Club was. And we did hand out with him, just not as much as, say, Mercedes or Rachel. This song is for all the times we could have hung with him, but didn't. We love you, Kurt." They sang a beautiful rendition of 'I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing' by Aerosmith, leaving everyone crying by the end.

Next, the Warblers, including Sebastian, came to the forefront of the choir room. After the whole fiasco with Dave Karofsky attempting suicide, Sebastian and Kurt had become reluctant friends. They only did it for Blaine, but eventually, they learned to become great friends. It was one of the reasons that the Warblers agreed to help at the proposal. The Warblers sang an acapella version of 'Candle in the Wind' by Elton John. Everyone whose tears had run dry started crying again.

Mr. Schu then walked up again and said that they would continue this tomorrow and that he hoped to see them all then.

Blaine was oblivious to the silence that descended on the room when he stood up. He was oblivious to the stares of every single person as he walked out of the room.

He walked until he came to Kurt's old locker. It had been enshrined like Finn's had. Blaine smiled when he saw that someone had come and put a layer of glitter over the whole thing. Someone had told him that they were retiring Kurt's locker forever.

Blaine kept walking.

Next he came upon Finn's tree and plaque, but he found that there was a second tree there now. There was also a second plaque and Finn's had been replaced with a new one. Both plaques read the achievements, goals, and names of those they were dedicated to.

Finn's tree had grown since Blaine last saw it, but the word Quarterback was still carved into the side. Small blue flowers had popped up on his tree. Next to his, there was a smaller tree with light pink flowers popping up on it. The word Friend was carved into that one.

Blaine's eyes filled with tears and he turned abruptly. He was about to start walking again when a hand grabbed his arm.

He whipped around and saw Cooper. He relaxed immediately, but still snapped at him, "I don't want to talk to you right now. Go away and just leave me alone!"

He turned and began walking again, but Cooper grabbed his arm again. This time, it wasn't just Blaine's body that whipped around. He swung his fist and would've hit his brother square in the nose if Puck hadn't caught his arm at just that moment.

Puck's arm was shaking with the effort it took to hold Blaine's arm up and Blaine thought distractedly that boxing had actually become useful. Mike wheeled Artie to stand next to Cooper and Sam put his hand on Blaine's shoulder to convince him to lower his arm.

Once they were convinced he wasn't going to start attacking them, Sam said, "Blaine, you have to stop this. Kurt was our friend too. I'm not saying to forget him, I'm saying you have to move on past this angry, destructive whirlpool you've put yourself into."

All of the fight drained out of Blaine and when he spoke, it was in a voice so broken that it hurt to listen to. He said, "You keep telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? You didn't see Kurt the way I saw him. You didn't look into his eyes and see the world. Why would you understand? You can't possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, you could walk a mile in my shoes. But you wouldn't even need to walk that far, you would just take one step and suddenly, you would take back every bit of 'getting over him' advice you had ever given me and realize that Kurt's my life, he was meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option."

They watched him silently while he spoke. When he finished, tears streaked down Sam and Artie's face. Mike gulped and worked his jaw before saying, "Most everyone here is in love. We have true love, but it isn't anything compared to what you and Kurt had. We know that. We know that we could never truly understand what you're feeling. Please let us try, though. Please."

Blaine whispered, "I miss him so much." And then, he finally let himself cry. He realized with a start that he hadn't cry since Kurt had… since he had died. He had just been numb, stuck in a whirlpool of despair like his friends had said.

The tears started to fall faster and harder and he sobbed. He fell to his knees in front of his love's tree. Artie wheeled up behind him and put his arms around his shoulders. Mike, Puck, and Sam sat down around him and all hugged him. Blaine noted the Cooper was just standing behind him. He still looked dumbstruck from when Blaine had tried to punch him. His face had become more stricken as Blaine talked.

Blaine guessed the Cooper finally realized how out of touch he was with his little brother. He could only watch as Blaine's friends did what he should have been able to do.

Bit by bit, Blaine realized that even though his heart was broken, he still loved Kurt with all of the little broken pieces. He heard Artie saying, "If you ever miss Kurt, you can always come talk to us about it. We will be here for you no matter what."

Puck continued the statement with, "And if we can't comfort you, know that you can always come here. We're doing everything we did for Finn and more. You see his tree, Rachel made a picture to hang in the choir room, Coach Beiste is going to retire his football jersey. Then you know that Sylvester is planning on never giving his locker to someone again. McKinely will remember Kurt and Finn forever."

Over the next four days, everyone who had even some musical talent sang a song for Kurt, even Karofsky. Then, it was finally Blaine's turn.

He stood at the front of the room, tall and strong. He lifted his chin and said, "I know that Kurt didn't believe in God, so he probably doesn't believe in Heaven either. But I think that he's watching us from somewhere, so I know he will hear me when I say this. I love you Kurt. You are my one and only true love. Everything you did and everything you said and everything you sang was as beautiful as you. Every bone in my body, every fiber of my being knows that I am meant to be with you. Like I said when I proposed to you: I believe that we have fallen in love every single one of our lives and I am just so thankful that I fell in love you with you so soon in this life. Thank you for being mine Kurt. I miss you so much and… I guess… if a star fell every time I thought about you, the moon would know what it is like to be truly lonely." A stray tear marked its path down his cheek.

Everyone was crying again and Blaine wondered idly how it was that so many people could cry so much and still have more tears come. Blaine lifted his head and sang 'Teenage Dream' by Katy Perry. This was the first song he ever sang for Kurt and it was the song they sang in the car together and it was the song he sang right before they broke up. This was their song and it always would be. No one could sing it better or with more emotion than Blaine did that day.

Yes, Blaine was broken because his one and only true love for all eternity was gone, but no, he would not let it beat him. He would live his life out to the fullest just so he had stories to tell Kurt when he finally found him again in the great unknown. Blaine knew he would find Kurt again. He always would.