A/N and Disclaimer: hi? its me? the cringe master? im rereading my fics and? dying? why was i so fucking edgy ow the edge im dying god

Dear Navi.

Where are you? I miss you. I've been looking for you, but I can't find you. When did we start playing Hide-and-Seek? Am I It, or are you?

I've called for you to come out, that I can't find you, but you haven't come out like you did all the other times.

Where are you?

You promised you'd always be with me. Did you lie? Of course you didn't lie. You're Navi. Navi doesn't lie. Especially to me, because I'm your boy, right? I'm your special Kokiri.

Please come out.

I'm waiting. Find your hiding spot.

1, 2, 3, 4, 5

The rest is scrawled out.

Dear Navi.

You didn't come out today either. Or yesterday. Or the day before that. Could you please come out now? You know that I'm not good at waiting for you to hide in Hide-and-Seek. I'm lonely. Nobody remembers me, but I remember everything.

I'm so lonely.

Are you mad at me? For not being a Kokiri? For all the scars I have on my body? For not listening to you like I should have? I'll change if it'll make you come out, Navi. Please? I'll go back to being the little Kokiri you remember. I won't let you see my scars. I'll listen to you.

I love you, Navi. Without you, everything hurts a lot more. Like right now.

Come out, come out, wherever you are.

I can't wait any longer.

There are dark stains covering the rest of the page.

Dear Navi.

Navi, where are you? I can't find you and I'm really scared and I just want you back and I'm so sorry so please come out now Navi I love you pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease

When can I stop counting!? Please, Navi, please come out. I'm sorry I'm so sorry so please come out, okay?

What is it we always used to say? I'm forgetting you, Navi, and I don't want to forget you.

I remember. I'd ask, "Stay with me?"

And you'd answer, "Always."

What happened to always, Navi? Did you lie to me? Please tell me you didn't lie to me, Navi, because you always said that only bad guys lied and I don't want to believe that you're a bad guy, Navi, because you're Navi, my fairy and my only friend and my mo

But what else is it that you said? That people who want to protect others also lied? I don't want you to protect me, Navi, I want you to be with me. I want you to come back so that we can stop playing Hide-and-Seek and play Fairy-Light-Tag, or something, so please? Come back, Navi.

The numbers aren't even visible.

Dear Navi.

Ready or not, here I come.

I can't wait any longer.

The single blue fairy hovers by the worn, beaten notebook, splotched with rain and blood. A torn, bloodstained green hat lies forgotten next to it.

She opens the book to the last page.

"I found you."