Gilbert woke up to a horrendous pain emitting from his head. He stood up in Ludwig's room, and saw Ludwig staring at him.
"Hey," he mumbled. "How do you feel?" he mumbled. "Like I got hit with a pipe" Gilbert said sarcastically.
Ludwig sighed. "I'm sorry..." He pulled out the knife. "But you wanted to stab me. I can't believe that you tried that..." he mumbled and you could see that he was a bit hurt.
Gilbert touched his head, and winced when he touched the wound then he looked at Ludwig. He had a sad glance to the knife, "what was I supposed to do? You were going to actually leave me for him... I couldn't even begin to imagine what it would be like to live here alone" Gilbert said as he outstretched his hand, he wanted to hold his brothers hand.
Ludwig Looked at him and slowly took his hand. "You two are annoying..." he mumbled. Gilbert sat up and moved closer towards Ludwig, pressing a soft kiss on his brother's lips, ignoring the previous statement.
Ludwig kissed back lightly and stroke over his cheek. "I'm sorry" Gilbert said in between kisses as he pulled Ludwig onto his bed. Ludwig kneed over him and stroke over his back. Gilbert looked up at his brother before he started sucking his neck.
Ludwig closed his eyes and stroke under his shirt. Gilbert let out a small moan when he felt Ludwig's teasing hand, "don't do that" he whispered as he started to remove Ludwig's clothes
"Why?" he whispered and kissed him again. "I don't like being teased" Gilbert said as he looked up at Ludwig, he felt a hint vulnerable.
He smiled lightly and turns around, so that his brother laid on him. Gilbert liked the new position better; he stared down at his brother as he continued to take the rest of Ludwig's clothes off. Unlike last time, he did it slowly and teasingly instead of just ripping them off.
Ludwig smiled lightly and kissed him greedy. Gilbert grinned into the kiss as he pinned his brothers hands above his head, so he couldn't tease him, his brother always loved getting a reaction out of him.
Ludwig looked at him. "I Love you…" he whispered.
Gilbert was taken back by the sudden words, Gilbert froze. How could his brother love him? It was impossible but he was glad at the others words, "I love you too... be mine forever?" he said as he rested his head on Ludwig's forehead.
"Why does everybody want me to be his?" he whispered. "I'm a living person..."
"I know you are, but you have to choose. You can't keep switching between me and the Russian, you can't go through life doing that, you're only going to hurt the both of us... just choose one... please" Gilbert said as he closed his eyes.
He looked at his brother. "How do you love me?" he whispered.
"I love you because you are my brother, I love everything about you, I love your smile, I love your attitude, I love the way you smile at the ground and the way you speak so softly. Your everything to me, you make me smile and you are the reason I live, "
Ludwig looked at him and swallowed lightly. "Do you love me like a brother?" he whispered. That sounded so good.
Gilbert grinned, "I wouldn't be doing this if I loved you only like a brother" he said as he bent low and kissed Ludwig's mouth.
He kissed back softly. "Why do you love me like that?" he asked.
"Why shouldn't I?" Gilbert replied.
"I'm your brother" he stroke over his head.
"You are the only person I can trust, and we have been fucking for a long time and you're bringing the subject up about us being brothers now? It never bothered you before"
"But I never thought about something like a relationship to you..."
"Oh... so you only came to me for a fuck... is that all I meant to you?" Gilbert said as he got off of Ludwig and started to get dressed.
He looked at him. "No...You are my brother...and we fucked...but I never thought about romance...or do you just want me because Ivan also wants me?"
Gilbert started to think about what Ludwig said, he never felt like this before Ivan came. Maybe he did just want him because he feared that Ivan would take him. "No" Gilbert said slowly, he was always a bad liar and he hoped Ludwig didn't see he was lying
He looked at him. "Liar...Gilbert...Ivan won't take me away from you...you are my brother…"
"Yeah... Ludwig... but he has stolen your heart, I can see it in your eyes..." Gilbert said as he looked away.
"I can talk to you both...I can have a relationship with Ivan and you can be my brother..." he whispered.
Gilbert nodded, "what are you going to do now?"
"I love you... But I also love him...but you two together are impossible."
"What do you expect, we are enemies. But at least my Mafia is doing better than his" Gilbert said as he smirked.
He laughed lightly. "Because of me big brother..."
"Yeah so you still have to work for me, I can't let you go improving his business, and no telling him any secrets" Gilbert said as he smirked.
"I promise" he whispered and kissed him softly.
"Good boy" Gilbert said as he kissed back.
He smiled lightly. "I won't move together with Ivan...not now...it would be too early."
"Good, well I would prefer that you don't move at all but oh well, well I bet you want to go and check up on that big weirdo."
He sighed quietly. "Yes…" he smiled.
Gilbert laughed as he watched Ludwig walk away.
Ludwig got dressed and walked to Ivan's house and knocked on the door.
Ivan felt alone, the last time he saw Ludwig he looked so angry at him. Now he felt so unwanted and unloved, it wasn't his fault he just wanted to protect him. Ivan had spent a while crying, but then he started to drink some Vodka instead, when he heard a knock on the door.
Ludwig slowly went in. "Ivan? Hey...are you okay?"
Ivan heard Ludwig's voice, but he was drunk so he didn't know where the other was. "Heyyy Ludwiggggg" Ivan said as he stumbled towards the door
Ludwig looked at him. "How much did you drink?" He walked to him.
"Not muc-" Ivan said as he hiccupped. "Luddy my sweet luddy" Ivan said as he wrapped his arms around Ludwig.
Ludwig pulled him closer. "Too much..."
"But I had to" Ivan said as he pouted, "it was so nice... I can fly" Ivan said as he started to act weirdly. "I feel so numb" he said in a singly way.
"Are you always like that when you're drunk?""
"Yessss... shhhhh" Ivan said as he placed his fingers on his lips. "I can hear daddy coming, look we have to hide" Ivan said as he giggled and started hiding behind a curtain.
"Ivan..." he mumbled. "Nobody will come..." he whispered.
"Are you sure? I can hear someone's footsteps..." Ivan's eyes are filled with fear when they look behind Ludwig, but its only in Ivan's head, but why could he see his dad behind Ludwig?"
Ludwig bit his lip and slowly walked to him. "I'll protect you."
Ivan felt confused he could see his dad shaking his head at him, "how can you protect me? He is behind you..." Ivan said as he took a step back hitting his head on the wall.
Ludwig slowly turned around.
Ivan watched as Ludwig turned around and looked right past his dad, he knew now that he must be hallucinating, "You can't see him can you?"
"There is no one..." he mumbled.
"Luddy, I'm scared" Ivan said as he saw his dad walking towards him, he kept taking steps back until he hit another wall and then he closed his eyes and hid his face.
Ludwig walked to him and hugged him. "Ivan...you're safe."
Ivan collapsed into Ludwig, "I think I am imagining things... but they seem so real... am I going mad?"
"Yes… but don't worry all the best people are…" he whispered. He held him up, picked him up and laid him down on the couch.
Ivan lets himself be carried and laid down on the couch, he looks up at Ludwig. "Don't leave me alone with him, please... stay" Ivan says softly.
"I'm here...I won't leave you..."
"Thank you..." Ivan said as he noticed some bruising on Ludwig's neck that looked like a love bite. "What's that?" he asked innocently.
"What?" he asked.
"What's this" Ivan said as he reached up and looked at the mark on Ludwig's neck, "was it Gilbert?" Ivan asked. He didn't care right now, he just felt really dizzy.
"Yes..." he mumbled. "…But we talked about our relationship...he is my brother...nothing more..."
"That's good" Ivan said as he giggled. He then pushed himself up on the bed as he gave the German a sloppy kiss, and Ludwig kissed back.
((do you think I should continue? Or just end it like this?))