a secret
Chapter 8
Haizaki Pov
OH! for the love of god! stop following me!
''HAIZAKI!'' Nijimura stormed in a restaurant shouting after haizaki. Haizaki turned around in embarrassed. a part of him wished with every fiber of his body, that Nijimura Shuzo, didn't follow him all the way to his work. but can't always get what I want... can I?.
''no reason to scream. I am at work.'' that one sentence from Haizaki was the last sentence Nijimura ever expected to hear. Oh god... I tried to hide this from him... for so long... where did life go wrong... he will look down on me. why the hell do I care what he thinks?!
''Shougo... do you really expect me to care about where you work?'' why does he ask like that?! it makes it even harder with the lying.
''n..nno... why do you ask?'' I said shakily. idiot why did you say more than just NO. god! I hate myself at times...
''you have tried to hide your job from me for 7 months,'' Nijimura says as a matter of fact. how did he know?
''I really don't have time for this. my shift is over in 6 hours. We talk then'' I said almost like a promise and I regret it already. I don't want to talk at all...
''you know. since I already am here, I'll think I will eat as well.'' damn him. I can feel his smug smile. I hate that I like him so badly.
'' do what you want'' I said annoyed, as I left to get to the back room, in fast speed. even now I feel his eyes on me... this will be a hard day. no this will be a bloody nightmare.
Haizaki went to the changing room, changing into the uniform.
thank god I only do the cooking here... I am a Station-chef or as other calls it 'line cook' here. so I don't need to be close to any of the guest's and right now I am truly thankful for that.
sigh... better do the best out of this.
Another place Kuroko Pov
I have to have this! the game! I also need the suit from the character...I have to find a way! no.. what I need is to get back to work. but...sigh... I closed my laptop and continued writing down work ideas. I should stop taking breaks so often I got almost nothing left to write down here.
''Tetsuya? what are you writing.''
''nothing important'' I said finished writing the details for a new web design. while Haizaki is working at a restaurant. I do web design for people. but I don't need Akashi to know that. I'm still mad!
'' here eat'' Akashi says. Kuroko looked at the spaghetti a moment.
''is not poison in it?'' I asked while letting my eyes meet his. he is Akashi-kun after all. he has thousands of ways to get rid of people. I should be no different.
''Tetsuya...'' Akashi says with a warning. Kuroko started eating. why is he trying so hard? he might be the king of darkness... but I think Akashi sometimes forgets how sweet he can be too and what kind of idiot he is when he assume things. I am still mad... but I don't want to be in a fight with him. wait... what If I took Akashi with me? on a gaming convention? I could get him to cosplay! I stopped eating... this... I have to make him do this!
''Akashi-kun... I know you want forgiveness... but here is the deal. you will play games with me for three weeks straight or you will go to a gaming convention with me and Haizaki-kun and if you can do this, you get your forgiveness'' Kuroko says completely serious. Akashi looked at Kuroko almost in fear. he would do whatever it took to make Kuroko forgive him and love him. Akashi closed his eyes for a second to think which one he should pick.
''I will only do this once Tetsuya'' Akashi says like a warning.
''and that is?'' I asked.
''I accept three weeks of gaming'' Kuroko looked at Akashi in shock, before jumping off the chair and in Akashi's arms, smiling brightly. even if I don't get him on, a convention I'll get to kill to do this as my revenge. I can't wait for the result.
''I see. very well Akashi-kun'' Kuroko responded and smiled brightly.
Akashi Pov
having Tetsuya unexpected in my arms smiling. so cute. I don't think I can let him go. he is mine. he smells just like Vanilla too. I don't think I have ever watched him smile like that. I don't want to do this. but this conflict needs to end as fast as possible and suffering three weeks with gaming won't do that. but it has to. I still get girls coming to my school complaining...
I normally would buy myself off. I could give Tetsuya a figure or a plush... but this is Tetsuya... when he isn't his normal self those things won't work. when I think about it. the only thing that works, when he is his normal self, is either 5 Vanilla shakes or basket.
I knew Tetsuya would pull a trick on me and making me, cosplay on the convention and he would most likely make me cosplay Levi. heh! he is still easy to read. it's good seeing him slowly return to his normal self. even if that means I will never see him smile like that again. I know you aren't being completely honest with me. but the fun will be for me to figure you out. whatever I would have picked, he will end up surprising me. that is for sure.
''I can't wait! Akashi-kun'' why must you be so breathtaking when you smile.
but the only answer I can give you, for now, is...
''me neither'' for the second time in life I have no control. let's see what your goal is in this.
7 hours later Haizaki POV
IhatehimIhatehimIhatehim... He is still here and my shift was over an hour ago. Fuck my life! there must be a way out of this. I can get out of this building using the window on the second floor... I have to jump from the window to the tree... I need to slowly slide down from the three and not use too much noise. be silent... after that, I need to hide in the bushes and make a run for it! I can...
''Shougo..'' Haizaki looked up almost in fear... looking directly at Nijimura in the eyes. I am done... my plan... life is over...
''what'' I said glaring.
''that's no way to talk to me'' he grabbed my wrist, great now there is clearly no way I can escape.
''sorry... what you want to know'' I asked. I am so done with my life. I even apologize to him now. I must be getting sick.
''Shougo... let's get to the park. it might calm your nerves. '' I nodded. he knows me far too well... we started walking. he is far too perfect and I am the worst mess you can get. I know I will never have him and will never deserve him... but If bothering him makes him stay in my life then it's worth it. but this might be the only time I wish he could let go of my wrist and, didn't was in my life. control yourself... you have to tell him.
we continued to walk until we saw a bench to sit down on. breath... breath... FUCKING BREATH!
''Shougo, calm down. I'm starting to get worried about the world coming to an end now'' Nijimura says like a joke. Haizaki gives him a small smile.
''ok. now I am worried. you even smile as Kuro-chan now'' our gaming punishment back then made Tetsuya make food to him every day for around three weeks and he fell in love with the food... so after that, he ended up calling Tetsuya: Kuro-chan or Tetsuya. depends on his mood. this is my big reason for not making this bastard food. I don't want his stupid nicknames. thinking about this really helps me calm my nerves.
Haizaki closed his eyes trying to calm down himself more down. slowly opening them.
''nothing to worry about'' I said trying to continue and calming myself down.
''really'' that smirk... stop looking at my face for clues it won't help my heartbeats. please stop.
''I.. can't. tell...'' You can do this... you have kept this silent for the last 5 years. you are 18 years old. YOU CAN DO THIS!
''Why?'' Nijimura's voice was calm. Fuck... I can't.
''the thing is... I..'' when did I turn to this girly shit? I got to do this.
''are your feverish? you look flustered'' Nijimura asked while taking his hand on Haizaki's forehead. I can't do this. this is too much. It's like I want to move away from his hand but I am frozen. fuck this. Nijimura took his hand away. thank god!
Haizaki shakily grabbed Nijimura's shirt. without even realizing it Haizaki tried to lean in to kiss him. but to his surprise, Nijimura grabbed the hair on the back of Haizaki's head. making haizaki forced to look at him.
''tell me Shougo'' the mischievous, weird feeling I get from his voice. I feel so dominated over.. damn...his eyes is making my head like a mess. my heart is going to explode! I looked down on the ground. breath! wait... just what... was I about to?. just get this over with. be for once in your life honest I told myself a couple of times. Now! tell him! Haizaki looked back into Nijimura's eyes.
''I love you and I want to fuck you!'' everything went silent. people started looking at them and Haizaki started looking like he was more close to the death... by the minute.
3... 2... 1.. OH Shit! Why can't I ever control the shit that comes out of my mouth?! tell me this did just not happened I did not confess like go of my head already I have ruined it all!
''Shougo.. of all the confessions you could have given me that was your pick? idiot... but I guess I can return your feelings'' why does he look so smug about this. I feel like I just walked into a trap.
''thought. I want to wait with the sex until we at least got two dates down, to make you beg for it'' he will never let me forget this... this sadist. how the fuck did I fall for him.
''It's been five years. I am Serious'' Haizaki said with a pout, trying to hide his blush.
''heh. I know.'' Nijimura continued to look at Hazaki's face like he won something he had waited for, for a long time. belonging to him but finally made sense in a way. before leaning down and locking lips with Haizaki.
Wait...What?! how?! Haizaki's thoughts where interrupt with Nijimura's lips on his. is this happening? Haizaki deepened the kiss. while Nijimura took one of his hands slowly down on Haizaki's Haizaki shiver and opening his mouth a little to protest. Nijimura immediately plugged his tongue in Haizaki's mouth. dominating the kiss. while pulling Haizaki closer to him. until he was on Nijimura's lap. the other hand was still in the back of Haizaki's head. he really didn't want to let Haizaki leave so he quickly dominated the kiss. making neither of them wish it would ever end. but they parted a bit to breathe and they breathed heavily. before Haizaki said:
''did you just...'' Haizaki was in shock, he didn't even try to hide his blush this time and Nijimura can't help but find it cute. did this really happen? this is not a dream? or what is this?!
''you look shocked darling. did you honestly think I didn't know''
4 hours later Home
''Haizaki-kun may I ask if you're ok?'' Kuroko asked worriedly. it comes out as normal, more monotone. but Haizaki noticed it and sighed. while taking off his coat. placing it on a chair.
''Tetsuya... I did confess. but I still have to kill Akashi'' Haizaki says
''well... guess who we are making play games for three weeks'' Kuroko says with a smirk. Haizaki looks amazed at him, like the biggest problem in the world is solved.
''Have I ever told you how much I love you? this will be even sweeter than watching him die'' Haizaki says happily. loving the thought of this.
''many times. but do not stop and don't be brutal Haizaki-kun. now tell me about the confession'' Kuroko says with a small smile and Haizaki started looking amused at Kuroko
''Like you're the one to talk...I rather not'' he responded honestly and that was all it took for Kuroko to start asking.
''So he rejected you or you messed up your confession?'' Kuroko asked curiously
''I hate how much you know me at times. but no he didn't reject me.'' Haizaki said almost scared over the fact that Kuroko knows him far more than he is aware of sometimes.
''I see. let me guess something you would say to mess it up.. knowing you it will be something along the lines with 'Fuck me, I love you' am I wrong?'' Kuroko says with the most monotone voice to haizaki. Haizaki glared in response, before saying
''the red-haired demon is banned from this house from now on''
''but we are going to play games with him for three weeks. Haizaki-kun?'' Kuroko said tilting his head to the side. Haizaki's only response was to get too close the door, get to bed and sleep.
''should I might take this, as I have spent far too much time with Akashi-kun?.'' Kuroko asked again before going to his own room. wondering what he did wrong?
end of chapter 8
Damn! I wish I didn't let you all wait a whole year...-.- sorry... I am late but I made it just in time on my birthday as promised!^^ I have to reread all my fanfics and rewatch Kuroko no basket. I have been stuck in math for a long time... my exam is coming up.. so I feel so out of it. sorry that I couldn't make the characters more in character :( hope this is ok? I won't promise when and where next chapter will come. I will only promise that I will finish this story when the time comes :)
and thank you for reading this story!^^ you guys are amazing!^^