Trying to Forget

Hey guys this is the second Fan fiction for Conan and Ai. I hope you guys will like it as much as my other one. I don't know when I'll be posting each chapter because I just finished chapter 10 and posted it the day before school so this will go up on the same day. Well I don't want to waste anymore of you time and lets get started. :D

All characters in this story belong to the creator of Detective Conan Gosho Aoyama.

Conan POV

I was in a dark room. There was a ceiling fan above me and but I couldn't move. I could only site there and stare at the weapon and person in front of me. They were saying something I couldn't hear but I knew what they were saying. I seem this before. I was then able to move, I stood up and picked up the weapon. I grabbed my black jacket and headed out the door. My body was acting on its own without my mind to tell it what to do. I went into a car's backseat and the driver drove me to a certain destination. My name is Chambord, I am the organization's top assassin of its time. My age is 13 and I have been trained since I was 11. I have been in this organization for years and has not seen anyone my age here before. I am now on my way to kill the vice president of the Hiro company (I just made it up so if it's real or not it's not my fault). When I reached my destination I left the car and entered the my target's house quietly. I have been on many missions and and always accomplish them leaving no evidence behind. As I entered the house I saw the man in his office working on some paper works. I entered quietly without him noticing until I was in front of him. I never hesitated to kill anyone and he was no different. When I start my mission I only ask three questions. Who is the target? When am I attacking? Where is that person located? No more no less and this has gotten me more trust from the organization. I held the gun in front of the man's face and shot.

I woke up with sweat running down my face and the sun in my eyes. I looked around and saw uncle Kogoro still asleep. I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I shook of the dream and hoped that it never come back again. I've been having the same dream for about a week now. I went downstairs to see my childhood/guardian in the kitchen.

"Ohayo Ran neechan." I said in my childish voice

"Ohayo Conan kun." she replied

"What do you want for breakfast today." She asked

"I'm not hungry so I'll go to the Hakase's house for a bit." I said

"Okay Conan kun but are you sure? You won't have anything in your stomach till lunch and I packed it already." She said
"I'll just wait till lunch time and to eat with my friends. I'll be going now! Bye Ran neechan." I said while grabbing my lunch

"Okay then have fun at school Conan kun." She said

"Have fun in school? Yea right." I though

I ran to the professor's place and waited for the Detective Boys there. When I got there I knocked on the door and was greeted by a young girl my age with strawberry blonde hair.
"Ohayo Kudo kun." She said in a nonchalant tone

"Ohayo to you to." I said while walking into the house

"Ah Ohayo Shinichi" Hakase said

"Ohayo Hakase." I replied

"What are you doing here so early, it's barely 7 am right now." He said

"I know but I need to come here because I had a nightmare and wanted to go for a walk in the morning. I refused breakfast when Ran offered me some." I said

"Your not getting any breakfast here then Kudo kun." The girl said

"Don't worry I just wanted to take my mind of the nightmare." I said

"Oh really? What was this dream about that you had to take your mind of Shinichi. Usually you don't have dreams that affects you that badly." Hakase said handing me a cup of coffee

"It's nothing." I said too quickly which got a raised eyebrow from the girl

"I mean it's nothing too important." I said again

"Whatever Kudo kun." She said

I let go of a breath that I was didn't know that I was holding. I should have known by now that I always hold my breath when I tell her a lie. She always seems to know, well it's probably because of all the training that she had in the organization. The organization, the place that trained me for 5 years until I disappeared from them. I then became a detective to atone for all my wrongs but I knew that it was impossible. No matter how much I bring I can never erase my wrong doings of ruining other people's live by killing their loved ones. I knew this but I still continued to be a detective to to also bring down the organization. All that they have ever taught me will be there forever. I still know all the moves and weapon uses but I don't use it. I want to try and erase as much of me when I was part of them as possible. I then walked to the couch and sat there getting a novel to read and to past the time.

"Here." The girl said

"What's that?" I asked

"It's food idiot, it doesn't take a detective to know what this is." She replied sarcastically

"I know that but I said I didn't want any food and you didn't want to give me some anyways." I said

"I know but remember how old you are." She said

"I'm a 17 year old teenage that got shrunk by a drug and became a 7 year old." I said

"Yea and 7 year old can't skip breakfast so don't make me shove this down your throat if you don't eat." She said

"OK OK I'll eat." I said

"That's better." She said

I saw the professor behind the kitchen counter trying to stifle a laughter. Just then the house bell rang and the professor opened it. There stood three kids looking as cheerful as can be.

"Ohayo Hakase!" They all said

"Ohayo guys, ready for school?" He asked

"Hai!" They all replied

"Ohayo Ai chan." The little girl said

"Ohayo Yosida San." Haibara said

"Ehhh! Conan kun is here already?" Ayumi said

"Oh Ohayo Ayumi san." I said

"Conan kun what are you doing here so early?" A tall freckled boy asked

"Oh I was just taking a stroll and then ended up here Mitsuhiko." I said

"Oh okay." Mitsuhiko said

"Well we should be going to school now." Haibara said

"Okay then let's get going." Ayumi said

"Bye Professor!" They all said and left

"See you later children." He replied

We walked to school like every other day with the three Kids in the front and me and Haibara in the back. I was walking with out thinking as my mind wandered to the dream I had last night. I know that Haibara can sense people from the organization but why can't she sense me. I was so deep in thinking that when the kids waited to cross the street I kept walking. As the cars were driving past was about to walk past the street until someone pulled me back.

"I didn't know you were the suicidal type after you told me not to kill myself so many times." She said sarcastically

"Huh? Oh. I'm sorry." I said without thinking

We walked to class and all sat down and waited for the teacher to enter. I sat down and continued to think about the dream that I had while staring out the window. I didn't notice the teacher walk in and start her lessons. I was so deep in though that I didn't realize that the teacher was calling my name until Haibara pulled me back ro reality.

"Conan since you're not paying attention then answer the problem on the board." the teacher said

"16." I simply said

"Okay Conan if you think your so smart then what is: -5 + -15 - 25?" She asked

"-45" I answered again while looking out the window.
The teacher was mad thsi time so he gave me a harder question. I though that this question had to be at almost high school level and not primary school.

"What is: (6*15) (4*14) + (90*11) - (5*20)?" He asked fuming hot now

"5,930." I replied in a bored tone almost as soon as he asked me it

The teacher's mouth opened and the rest of the class just started at me.
"Just pay attention next time." He said and returned to his lesson

I smirked at this and continued to think about the dream again. Why did I do what they asked when I was 11 years old? I just followed them and trained with them for 5 years, I also killed many people in those years." I was then snapped out of my thoughts when I felt someone tapping my shoulder.

"What are you thinking about?" Haibara asked me

"It's nothing." I replied

"It has to be something beause that thinking almost got you killed today." She said

"It's my dream but I don't want to talk about it." I said

"Okay but let's go get lunch because you barely had anything for breakfast." Haibara said

"Huh? When did class end?" I asked

"About 10 minutes ago when you were still thinking." She replied with a smirk on her face

"Oh I'm not hungry." I said

"Okay then don't come crying to me when your stomach growls like crazy then." She said

"Hai Hai, don't worry I won't." I said

She looked at me one more time before she left and joined the others outside. I was left in the class with some kids that were at their table talking to each other. I thought about how what I was like when I was at this age. I smiled to myself as memories flashed in my mind. I then didn't realize some girls that came to talk to me. I was too busy to realize what they were saying so I didn't know anything until one of them walked away crying. Then a couple of boys came to talk to her and she pointed at me. After that they came towards me.

"Why did you made my crush cry?" He asked

"I didn't do anything to her." I replied

"Oh yea? Then why is she crying." He asked

"I don't know but if you want to know then go and ask her." I said

"So you think that you can be all smart with me?" He asked

"I don't think that I can be smart with anyone." I said

"He's making fun of me and made my crush cry? Get Him!" He said

They all started to hit me but I didn't let out a scream or cry. It was only then that Haibara came in and helped me out by calling them to go away.

"Your lucky that Haibara was here to help you." He said as they started to walk away

"What happened to you?" She asked

"They started to beat me up because I didn't know what I did to that girl to make her cry." I said

"Well what did you do to her?" She asked raising her eyebrows

"I didn't do anything. I was thinking and when I came back she was walking away crying." I told her

"Well it was probably because you didn't pay attention to her." Haibara said

"Well I'm sorry I was just thinking okay? I can't get this stupid dream out of my head." I said

"Well you might get better if you tell someone about it." She said

"I can't and I might never will." I said

"Well anyways you should take some self defense moves to protect yourself from those guys." She said and pointed to the boys that beat me up earlier

My eyes widen when I heard her say that and I also knew that I was surprised to hear that. Memories of training in the organization came back to me like a flood. I remembered a dark room where there was blood on the walls. I was standing there attacking someone that seemed much older than me. The memories of the pain when I was training, sorrow filled me when I remembered, and regret filled me. I knew that it showed in my eyes for a long time because I wasn't able to regain myself until the memories was over and all those emotions disappeared.

Ai POV

What was that? I thought to myself. There was pain, sorrow, and regret when I said that he should take some self defense lessons. Was there something that happened before with self defense? I there was then he would have probably used some of the moves on them. The lunch bell rang again signaling the end of lunch. We all got back in our seats and the teacher continued with the lesson. I was still wondering what his dream was about that got him so distracted. I'm worried about him. I thought. What was that? When did start to worry about that detective freak? We were working in class when the final bell rang we all got up and left. I had to shake him so that he would get back snap out of his thoughts. When we started to walk home I saw sadness in his eyes for a few moments and as soon as they had appeard they disappeared. I started to wonder more what it was and thought about what could make him sad. He shrunk which made him not able to be with his childhood crush. It's my fault that he's like this. We were walking behind the three kids like usual. Until they parted and it was only me and him. We walked in silence until it was I who broke it.