Hey, I'm back! Here is the final chapter of Outside, and I hope you will not be disappointed by it. I received a very lovely review from KaylaRayee, which made me blush and squeal. I'm honored that my small fic is your first Shizaya. Sorry about your phone, too. -.- I hope this chapter helps to pick up your heart..

It hurt. It hurt like the pits of hell were burning inside his crystal heart, his breathing was weak, and his death was near. The horrible sound of glass screeching on the concrete, as Izaya struggled to drag the damned thing of all his problems with him, fast enough, for the blond monster to not catch him.

How funny. All his life Izaya had longed for the blond to run after him, but now, he was just scared. Scared, that the shitty truth was finally out after all those years of pain and being miserable. So much work, just washed down the drain, being pulled away by the strong rain, that was falling from the sky.

Which Izaya couldn't feel, since his dome had now become a physical object, slowly killing his owner now. The rain fell off the dome, onto the ground, making it damp. How Izaya longed to feel it at least once more in his damned life..Izaya's eyesight was getting worse, his breath fogging the damned crystal dome, while Izaya had to push the thing now on his own, since it had become too heavy.

The raven thought, that coming clean to the brute, and breaking his hopes, dreams and heart, would make him feel so much better. Like hell it did. The pain was worse than being tortured with a dagger being dragged over your skin.

It felt like God above was hurting him for his sin.

But, Izaya wasn't the punishable man here, it was that damned blond! Why did Izaya needed to be the one hurting, since he had tolerated this fucking pain since the beginning! Punish Shizuo, God. Just let me leave this world in piece. Why had the All Mighty One, had to create a world with so much pain and suffering!

Izaya had made to the middle of Ikebukuro, collapsing on the main crosswalk, in front of more than a thousand people. He didn't have any more strength left in his body, and he felt and welcomed the darkness, that slowly came. He was still conscious, as he could hear all the commotion going around him.

''Hey, anybody help..''

''This man just collapsed..''

''Somebody call an ambulance..!''

Ha, foolish humans. There wouldn't any doctor in the whole world, who could help him now. His only hope was the blond now. His life now was on Shizuo's shoulders.

Well...Shit.

Where. Where. Where..

To turn right or left?!

Is he down that path? Or maybe the other...

Ether way, Shizuo didn't have much time. If he made one wrong choice, it would be all over. Izaya will be dead, and it would be all his fault.

It was getting hard to see through the cloudburst, as Shizuo turned right on the crossroad. His clothes were wet, sticking to his sweaty skin, his hair falling in his eyes. But none of that mattered anymore. The only thought in his mind was Izaya.

Izaya. Izaya. Izaya. Izaya.

Izaya!

There he was!

The blond had caught a glimpse of the fur trim on his jacket, since he was surrounded by a huge crowd. Shizuo made his way through, pushing away people from his way to get to Izaya. Once Shizuo reached him, he was horrified.

Was he too late?

The thick dome was cutting Izaya's oxygen supply off, since the glass was slightly fogged. But no, he wasn't too late yet. He could see the raven open his eye's, his breathing heavy.

Once Izaya opened his eye's, he scooted away from the blond, who was just behind his glass. No, not now. He was caught. But what to be afraid off? It was too late already..

The blond stood up, drawing back his fist, hitting the damned glass prison, that held his beloved.

Nothing. Not even a small crack..

Using full force, the blond raged, his blood pounding as fast, as he was pounding the glass, that held the now crying Izaya.

His strength had never once failed him in his life, so why now!? Why now, of all times!? The one time, he needed his strength, it..had failed him. But Shizuo didn't give up. He pounded the dome with all that he had.

''Izaya! Izaya, can you hear me?! Please, take this thing down. Let me in! I don't want to be Outside anymore!''

All sound disappeared around Izaya. He couldn't hear the pounding anymore, nor the car sounds, nor Shizuo's desperate screams for him to take the dome down and not leave him outside. How dare he say such a thing. HE didn't want to be OUTSIDE?! He had never been outside. He was always inside the world, that God had taken away from Izaya. If someone was outside, it was him.

Some strength finally returned to him, as did his voice.

''How dare you, monster! How dare you something like that!'' The anger was evident in the ravens voice, as Shizuo slightly shivered in fear. He saw Izaya stand on his feet, drawing his weak fist back, ready to deliver a punch to the blond, but his hand just hit the glass.

At that, Izaya broke down in sobs, his feet shaking.

''Why does it have to be me! God, why me!'' Izaya screamed to the sky, as the blond watched him, still trying to talk to him, trying to brake down the dome. ''Why did I have to be outside! What have I done, to deserve this!?''

His blood red eye's, streaming down tears, turned to his beloved. ''Why can't you take him!? It's all his fault. Why punish me!''

''Izaya, stop this! Let me in! Let me make up to you! Please, forgive me!''

''Shut up! I'll show you how it feels like, to be outside. I hope you will be left outside, once I die. I want you to feel the pain, I had to go through.''

''Izaya, please. Don't say that! It's going to be okay! I'm going to get you out! I-''

''SHUT UP! Don't you see! It's too late! It's too late for you to love me..''

''Izaya, it's never too late. You just need to let me love you! Just let me!''

''I CAN'T! Don't you understand, that I can't!? I love you too fucking much, to let you hurt me again. I can't believe you anymore. So just shut up and die.''

Izaya had never welcomed the dome. It was like a prison his whole life. But now, it felt like shield. A shield from the man he loved with all his heart, whose crying, heartbroken face, that was just out of Izaya's reach. Forever...out...of his reach.

''Izaya, please, I love you!''

Shut up. His brain screamed for the blond to shut up.

Save me. Please. Save me.

That was Izaya's crystal heart that screamed for help. It felt like it was a delicate small sculpture, that a child had knocked down from the fireplace, and now, it was falling in slow-motion. It was falling, because, the brain didn't agree with it.

But they both longed to live. To be...saved.

''Izaya!''

Shut up.

Save me.

''Izaya, please!''

Shut. Up.

Save. Me.

''Izaya please, don't go! I love you!..''

''SHUT UP!'' Izaya screamed, holding his throbbing head, as his heart threatened to jump out of his chest.

Save me.

''Izaya!''

Save me.

''Please!''

Save. Me.

The blond didn't give up. He had lost all his strength, but as he almost slid down the glass, he still whispered.

''I...love..you..''

SAVE ME!

CRASH

Izaya screamed and fell, as it finally broke. Finally. It...broke...It. Broke.

The dome..finally broke...

Izaya fell forward, but Shizuo was quick enough to catch him. The raven was exhausted. The thick dome, he carried around for years...finally broke.

It's shards finally were able to be seen to the world, and the sun, which peeked from the clouds, carrying the rain away, and melting the now shattered dome shards of both soulmates. The melted crystal colored in red and blue and green and yellow, flew to their faces, forming an indestructible bonding crystal, for all the pain both of them suffered throughout life. It went past their temples, ending at the heart, covering it in a crystal ornament, shaped like a heart. For nothing would kill them in their life, but love. The pain they had to suffer, was suffered through.

The raven opened his eyes once again, seeing the one he loved, finally hold him in his warm embrace, that he had longed for years.

Ignoring his brain, and following his heart, Izaya buried the hate and pain deep inside of him, finally relaxing in the arms he finally belonged to.

''Izaya. I love you.''

Izaya fluttered his eyelids open, seeing the blond smile down at him, happy tears leaking from the golden waterfall, that was his eye's.

''I love you too.''

Pulling each-other in a much longed kiss, it was all over. The hurt had disappeared, as if it was never there.

And there was not a single soul in this world, that was left..

Outside..

Happy end. Sorry, that there was not enough talking in this story, but this way I could develop their characters more.

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