hello fellows!...sorry for the late update hope you can bear the errors you are going to encounter!
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"please answer your phone..." a red head shout as she desperately dial the number of her girlfriend but still there is no answer..."Nico chan!... answer me!..."she threw her phone across her room while crying asking herself why is this happening to them... its been a month since the black haired girl was gone they were supposed to meet at the park but there is no Nico that shows up, she also tried to searched for the girl's family but they were also gone... things just happen so fast in a blink of an eye and the love of her life is gone... her life continues without Nico by her side...
"Maki... honey its time to go to school..."her mother knocked at her door... the redhead rise from her spot trying to get ready for school..."your father and I are going to leave now so eat your breakfast, your driver is waiting for you outside... take care honey..."her mother leave without even checking her daughter... if it is Nico she would knock Maki's door without care...
"I missed you..."she cried once again only Nico can make her feel that she is being loved now that source is gone making her feel that there is no reason to live in this life..."please come back to me Nico chan..."
Maki open her eyes from her short nap lately she often having dreams about Nico and their past... she sigh it seems like that her desire to know the things that happen in Nico in the past is getting stronger... its not like she wanted for her and Nico to get back together that is definitely not the reason for her actions she just wanted some closure that's all
sigh... where should I start doing my research? I don't have a clue and asking Nico personally is out of option she might get a hint if I show to much interest in her past
suddenly her phone began to vibrate she immediately reached it inside her pocket and read the said message... a smile escape her face it is from her girlfriend reminding her to take care of herself while she is from their concert tour...
"I am no longer a child you know..."she mutters and send a reply to the said person..
good thing Anju isn't here too, now I have all the time and freedom I needed in order to achieve my goal... oh I know, why don't I just ask her for dinner or something?, that way it will be easier for me to become closer with her again...
the red head doctor dialed Nico's number and wait for the other line to be answer not so long Nico answer the phone...
"hello..."
"hey Nico chan its-..."she halt from her words realizing her mistake by calling the girl in the name she used to call her in the past, she unconsciously gulp and tried to compose herself..."it's me Maki..."
"oh... Maki san..."
surprise can be heard in Nico's voice she must have not expected to be called by her...
"do you need something?..."
"well...Im just wondering if... if we could have dinner?..."her hands are shaking honestly she wanted to curse herself for being such a coward when she should not be acting this way, she inhale deeply before proceeding to where she left.."at your place perhaps?"the person on the other line didn't answer first and Maki felt that the world has stop from spinning
"o-okay...ahm sure..."
she let out the air she didn't know she had when she heard Nico's answer
"thank you, I'll come to your house after my shift..."she really wanted to curse herself sounding so excited when she shouldn't be acting like a high school girl... she hung up her phone and go back to her work...
after her shift ended she first drop by to a market purchasing some goods that they are going to cook for dinner, Maki might not be as good as Nico when it comes to cooking but at least her cooking is more edible than her girlfriend... not so long she finally arrive to her destination, she first made sure that she is presentable enough before finally ringing the door bell of Nico's apartment...
"oh Maki san, come in..."Nico open the door and made a way for the red head doctor..."Maki san?..."the red head remain on her spot being stunned by the girl in front of her its not like Nico is wearing some fancy cloths in fact she's only wearing her night dress but seeing her white skin under that dress made the doctor's mind invaded by undesirable thoughts...
"oh... sorry I space out..."she came inside with Nico behind her..."ahm... hey I brought some foods the we can cook"
"really?... thank you Maki san, let me help you with that..."Nico snatch some plastic bags and walk her way in the kitchen counter..."so what are we going to cook?..."
"tomato soup, and spaghetti..."Nico raise a brow seeing that all of the menu is made up of tomato..."and since it is sale I have too much tomato with me we can also make tomato juice..."suddenly she heard the black haired girl laughing..."what?"
"well its obvious...that you do really love tomatoes Maki san..."the red head doctor realize her childish action making her blush because of too much embarrassment...
"whatever let's just prepare our food" she began to cut the tomatoes and Nico mimic her actions but halted from what she is doing, Maki stare at Nico and give her a questioning look..."hey are you okay?..."the other girl let out a small laugh before directing her attention to Maki
"nothing... I just remember that I don't know how to cook"Maki also halted from her cutting..."seriously, I still remember the time my siblings beg me to cook for them you should see their faces when I told them I can't it was full of disappointment..."Nico continue her story telling the past without realizing the sudden change in Maki's behaviour..."well that was already in the past...Im happy with my life and I don't care about the things that was gone... in fact I am so much happy now I wish my memories won't come back"Maki suddenly drop the knife that she'a been holding... her eyes are looking at the ground
"Maki san!...are you okay?!"Nico asked the red head afraid the she might have done something that upset the doctor
"why?..."
"huh?... what do you mean by why?"
"don't you care about the people that has been worried about you?!"Maki's words are full of venum she can no longer contain the emotions she had kept all this years, she can't believe that the person who was the cause of her pain is leaving her life without a single guilt inside her... Nico on the other hand regret the things she had said, she internally yell at herself realizing the mistake she had made and also for being careless..."do you know how much you hurt me?!... do you know that we used to be in love with each other?!"the truth came out of Maki's mouth making the other girl shocked by this sudden revelation
"w-what...I-I don't know...I..."Nico said while holding her head trying to comprehend the things that she had discover..."we...we were together?!"
"of course you don't know!... because you don't remember right?!"Maki take a hold on Nico's both hands making her immobile...fear and pain can be seen in Nico's face while she struggle on Maki's strong grip...the red head push the other girl againts the wall cornering her...she can no longer think straight all she wanted to do is to make the other girl beneath her to feel the pain she had felt all those years that's why without a second thought she lean in and forcefully kissed the girl making her widen her eyes...
"Ma-...hmp!"the other girl tried to push her away as tears began to fell in her eyes... she tried to free her hands from Maki's grip but it was futile...her fear grew stronger as Maki began to insert her tongue inside her mouth
while her hands tried to remove her clothes... she continue to struggle fighting the doctor, hitting her on the shoulder or any part of her body...she can't do anything but to cry as Maki forcefully lift her on the ground and wrap Nico's legs around her waist...her head began to spin as Maki put her on the sofa kissing her neck...and a sudden pain hit her head just like the time she was hit by a car...Nico can no longer focus on the things around her as her consciousness began to fade away...mean while the doctor regain her senses seeing the other girl unconscious
"Nico?..."the redhead call the other girl she tap her on the cheek but there is still no response... seeing that Nico is unconscious Maki immediately get off on top of her and shake her shoulder..."Nico come on wake up!..."
what have Ive done...I shouldn't have done that...
the red began to fix her clothes and Nico's attire before carrying her to the hospital...
please be safe... Im sorry...
at the hospital Nico is still unconscious...Maki is at her side observing her...she hold Nico's hand but this time it is gentle
"Im sorry Nico chan..."she said as she look at the girl lying on the bed...she personally check on Nico handling some of the test they run on her... she felt a little bit relieve because the test results are normal..."please forgive me when you wake up"
"ahm... excuse me"a woman in in her fifty's of age walk inside Nico's room..."is this Yasawa san's room..."Maki raise a brow indicating that she didn't know the woman in front of her... "ahh... pardon me, Im..."
"hmm...Maki san?"Nico suddenly woke up making the red head almost jump on her seat, her surprise is immediately replace by guilt and fear that Nico might not forgive her for what she had done...
I think...I should apologize to her...this is it Maki you must face Nico chan's anger
"where am I?...should we be having dinner by now?..."Nico asked making Maki widen her eyes...Nico stare at her as if nothing happen between them or maybe the other girl is just pretending to be okay...having that thought Maki bit her lower lip while her hands form into a fist...the other person watch the red head's attitude she knew for sure that something must have happen between them..."Maki san?...are you okay...don't tell me I lost my consciousness again..."hearing those words Maki raise her head and looked at Nico who only gave her an apologizing smile
lost my consciousness again?...why did she mean by that?
"hello there Nico san..."the woman wave at Nico while giving her a wide smile..."how are you?"
"oh... Shimada san...what are you doing here?"
"well I heard what happen and I wanted to know if you are okay..."the other woman asked softly..."how are you feeling?"
"my head kinda hurt and I can't remember a single thing that happen to me..."hearing that Nico didn't remember a single thing that happen to them made the the red head surprise she look at Nico incredulously...the other visitor had read Maki's expression as she thinks that her suspicion is right all along...
is this for real?... she can't remember a single damn thing that happen to us... is she toying at me again? is she lying to me again... why...why Nico chan?
"I see... then Nico san I am going to take my leave now so take a good rest and see me sometimes..."Nico nod her head in answer...
"oh let me accompany you..."Maki accompany the older woman who decided to start a conversation with her...
"thank you... by the way my name is Takiko Shimada..."the older woman offered her a bright smile but the red head can't wave the feeling that somehow this woman is seeing through her..."and you are?..."
"oh...eh Maki...Nishikino Maki"she stated feeling embarrassed because she spaced out..."nice meeting you Shimada san..."
"Nishikino?...you must be the owner of this hospital..."the older woman stared at Maki amused that Nico is friend with someone like her..."are you Nico's girlfriend?"
"N-No!..."she burst out making her blush again..."we...we're just friends an old friend..."she lied and the other woman only hum in agreement
why do I have the feeling that this woman knows something that I didn't know, its like she knew that something bad happened between Nico and I
"I see, then Nishikino san did you do something bad to Nico san that made her stress out or perhaps scared..."Maki stared at the woman in disbelief her guess is right this woman is seeing through her..."please don't be offended"
"Im sorry for being rude...but Im afraid it is non of your business Shimada san"the redhead glared at the woman in front of her, she might know something but she didn't have the time to deal with her..."its between me and Nico only"Maki can see that the other woman didn't like her tone of voice..."besides I've already run some test to her and the results are all normal...for all I know she must have been pretending only, I can say that she's already fine because I am her doctor..."
"physically yes but mentally I don't know Doctor Nishikino..."Maki raise a brow at the woman's statement the question why is written all over her face..."and mind you that I do care because it is my business after all Nico san is one of my patient..."
"patient?..."I don't understand but the test..."
"Im Nico's psychiatrist... and I can prove to you that she is not lying when she said that she don't remember a single thing..."Maki is shocked by this revelation she didn't know what to think anymore...
"how...why? what happen to her?"
"I really don't know the cause of her problem but it will only trigger whenever she feels stress,depress,scared or any negative emotions that made her loose her memories..."the woman explain for some reasons Maki believe the other woman's words..."perhaps it is a defense mechanism... you see I observe that she is pressure because everyone around her is hoping to get her memories back..."
"you mean she don't want to have her memories back?"
"perhaps yes or no...well let me rephrase what I had said... maybe she is pressure because everyone around her is hoping to have her old self back..."it actually make sense to the red head... now she felt guilty to what she had done to Nico... she didn't know that she has this kind of problem..."well all and all it is just my speculation, Nishikino san... please do treat her well next time..."the woman turn her back at Maki ready to leave
"Im sorry..."she said and the woman gave her a smile and a thumbs up...
Im sorry too Nico chan...
Maki sat beside the bed watching a girl while she is deep in sleep...the doctor brought her hand to the girl's cheek caressing it softly...the black haired girl open her eyes only to be surprised by the red head doctor beside her
"hey...sorry to wake you up"she whisper softly giving the other girl an apologetic smile..."how are you feeling?"the other girl tried to sit with the help of the red head...
"fine well my head still hurts a little"Nico cup her head before looking at Maki giving her a warm smile..."but I still hope to have dinner with you Maki san..."
"Nico chan..."the black haired was surprise to the way Maki address her..."Im sorry..."before Nico could ask why Maki is apologizing the red head suddenly engulf her into an embrace..."Im sorry for being such a jerk"she mutter in the crook of Nico's neck making the gir almost jump in surprise
"eh Maki san?!..."the girl tried to push the doctor away but it was futile...instead the red head tighten her embrace so she made an option to just remove Maki's head on her neck..."Maki san what's wrong?..."the red head can't stop herself for being mesmerize in the girl at her arms... sure Anju is a topnotch with a body of a super model but there is something in Nico's petite frame that made Maki to desire her more...
"Maki chan...call me Maki chan..."she whisper, she really missed Nico calling her like that
"o-okay..."Nico comply even though she was confuse because Maki is acting weird..."Maki chan...what's wrong?"
oh... how I missed that...please call me more..
"Maki chan?...you know you're making Nico nii worried"the black haired said with a chuckle remembering that she used to call herself like that according to Nozomi's video camera...hearing that Nico called herself in her famous catch phrase... something inside her has burst open..."hihihi that was funny Nico ni hmp!?..."Maki suddenly lean in and kissed the other girl on the lips but unlike the last time it is more gentle and full of love...on the other hand Nico widen her eyes as her strength began to fade away...Maki move her head away while looking at the girl with her loving eyes..."w-why?..."the red head only gave her a smile before giving her the answer she wanted...
"I love you..."
at last Im done anyways thank you for the support guys! your comments are alway welcome...