(Bakugou's PoV)

Silence. It was dead silent. no one in the class made a single peep as they watch the two that started it all,everyone had various faces of surprise but one person(the one that mattered,anyway) had complete and utter shock written on his face,His dark green eyes stared on(those damn eyes..)unbelieving as his mouth gaped at me, watching my every move. Finally he broke the silence and started talking"K-kacchan d-did you,did you just s-say that you l-lik-"

"Shut up,Deku!J-just forget it!"I interrupted him mid sentence,I didn't want to hear it,I didn't want confirmation that I just said all that crap"Damn Deku making me feel like this..."I feel my face heating up,just looking at him,fuck!I just had to blurt all that fucking shit,right in the middle of class!Hell,why did I even say anything in the first place,I've been able to suppress it this long!I look at the person that made all this happen,the person that has been driving me crazy since the fucking sludge incident!I look around at the faces of shock around me,no one has made a single move or sound since my confession, all of them were staring at me"What the fuck are you people looking at!"I snarl with rage,I turn around and head towards the door,pushing a few people out of the way just for the hell of it.

As soon as I slam the door shut,it was as if a spell was broken,I hear the class talking in distance,most probably talking about me and the shit I just said,they're probably laughing about it right now,Damn it!just the thought of them thinking less of me made me want kill something,Then from behind me,I hear a familiar voice "Kacchan! Come back!"I hear the shouting getting closer,Shit,he's gaining on me"like hell,I'm gonna listen to you!"I shout back and I start sprinting like hell was after me,it might as well have been hell.

I finally arrive outside and I kept running until I reached a park"it seems like I lost him"I mutter to myself,I look around and take note of my surroundings there were grassy hills as far as the eye can see,there were groves of trees and a long winding river and a couple of little kids playing tag,the kids annoyed me,they were too loud besides from that it was almost calming... I close my eyes and take in the atmosphere,I finally had time to think..

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"What the fuck Is wrong with me..."I say out loud to myself,breaking the silence,I mean seriously,why the hell did I say all that damn crap,I've kept these damn feelings to myself for months now,why did I have to blow it now!God damn it all!I can't believe how careless I was! God damn it! Why did I have to fall in lo-,Wait,what the hell am I thinking?i don't lov-I mean like that fucking nerd! Hell! almost a year ago I used to hate his guts since he was quirkless,which apparently was a lie!apparently he has some kind of strength enhancing power,he kept to himself all these years!and when I finally sucked up my pride and asked him why he kept it a secret,He lies again and tells me it's like a borrowed power or something! Fuck! I don't know why, but it hurt when he lied to me...that he couldn't trust me with it...I mean if he just told me he had a fucking quirk,all those beatings I gave him in the past,would have stopped..."Sigh"I lay down on the grass and shut my eyes,I know I'm lying to myself,I would have kept beating the shit out of him to get rid of that damn sensation in my stomach,I just used the fact that he was quirkless as an excuse...God,I am so fucked up.

"Rustle,rustle"

My eyes snap open"what was that?"I thought,I sit up and I turn around to see the bushes rustling,on instinct I shoot at it and a huge explosion soon comes after,I grin to myself,it always made me feel better when I make something explode,I walk up to the bushes which were now reduced to ashes,to see a burnt corpse of a rabbit,"your fault for trying to sneak up on me."I say aloud as I stare at the corpse"Kacchan!There you are!"The shout brings me out of my thoughts"Aw,Crap!the explosion must have attracted his attention!"I mentally scream,I see him sprinting towards my location and I turn around and start running away,he gives chase,eventually he catches up"Kacchan!Will you just wait"He yells from behind me,I don't give an answer and continue running,He finally decides to tackle me and we go tumbling down the hill.

Ugh,my head hurts like hell and everything is spinning,my eyes squeeze shut in pain,I feel myself suddenly being pinned down,Damn,when did the fucking nerd get this strong?,I knew I could get out if I just blew his face off,but for some reason I was hesitant in hurting him,I open my eyes and I'm immediately greeted with two dark shimmering pools of green(did I really just think that?)looking at me with determination(for what I don't know.)and something I couldn't make out.

I continued looking at him(I'm not admiring his face!I'm just observing...),looking at those freckles,which are not cute at all,(no matter what my brain says otherwise,stupid brain)to his curly green locks (or are they black?wait why the hell,do I care what color his hair is I mea-)"Kacchan."his voice brings me out of my reverie(I hate his stupid voice,It always sends shivers down my spine...)I start blushing once again,I hate him for making me feel like this.

"Kacchan!"he says louder,once again dragging me out of my thoughts,he looks at me "Kacchan,look at me."he says in a commanding voice,I can't believe he's ordering me around"why the hell should I liste-""kacchan."he interrupts me and puts his hand underneath my chin and forces me to look him in the eye.

My mind stopped as soon as I met his intense gaze,his eyes seemed to see right through me,I felt like my breathe was taken away,I looked at him, like really looked at him,earlier I refused to acknowledge the fact that he was,even though he's a nerd,was indeed pretty hot and damn he was absolutely gorgeous,that determined and focused look in his eyes made them seem to shine like emeralds,his curly locks framed his face perfectly,His freckles are utterly adorable and those lips were so enticing and soft looking,God he was hot and I knew I couldn't deny it anymore,no matter how hard I tried to convince myself otherwise,that feeling in my gut was just hate and nothing more,that if I just forget about it,everything would be normal once again and I would just hate him again but I knew better,my heart has been telling me this for a long time,that I,Katsuki Bakougo has fell for that damn adorable little deku and I fell hard.

My mind was in shock by this revelation,I felt so elated somehow and I felt like smiling and shouting to the whole world that I lik-no that I loved Izuku Midoriya and then a thought struck me that filled me up with so much dread and wiped out all my joy,that thought hurt. It hurt so much. It hurt more than that time I was hit by a bus,it hurt more than that time I lost control of my power and got third degree burns and it hurt like hell,no it hurt more than that,I realized in that moment that I fell for the sweetest,kindest,not to mention hottest guy I know,and then I realized as my heart sank as I realized that he could never love a horrible creature that tormented and ridiculed him everyday,a savage that beat him up everyday,a demon that hurt him time and time again,I realized…

He would never love a fucking monster like me..."