Hey guys! I know it's been awhile since I have written anything.

This idea has been bugging the hell out of me, I wanted to write a story about Hiccup faking his own abduction, like you know how Valka got abducted by CloudJumper when he was a baby, but her's wasn't faked or staged. So why not fake your own death/kidnapping? I know it probably sounds really stupid, but I just thought it would be nice to get away from the suicide fanfics for a while.

I have no idea on where I am taking this story so if you have any ideas, please speak up and tell me in the comments or pm me!

I hope you enjoy! please comment and review!

This is It For Me Here

Chapter One

I Own Nothing

Hiccup's P.O.V

I was tired of this, I was over it, I couldn't stand living this life anymore, what was the I point I thought?

My name is Hiccup Horrendous Haddock The Third, or and as my cousin calls me Hiccup the useless. Great name I know, but it's not the worse, parents think a hideous name will frighten gnomes and trolls. I don't believe that, I think I am curse. Why do I think that? well lets see, every time I step outside and try to help somebody disaster follows, or that's what my father tells me at least, and every time I do try to help someone I either get them hurt or set their house on fire.

Yeah my dad pretty much hates me at this point. He's never happy with me, he always looks at me with this bitter scowl, looking deep into my soul with nothing but rage and disappointment. Never once he praised me for my skills at the forge for my handicraft work,hell he never once thanked me for sharpening his ax or anything like that, never telling me he was proud of me let alone tell me "I love you.". But then I thought to myself what was their to be proud of? Me being a screw up?

Gobber seemed to be the only person to care about me, I think. I mean he's been doing most of the parenting since I was five, I've been working at the forge since I was little, well littler I should say since I'm a runt. But yeah if it wasn't for Gobber I probably would have killed my self a long time ago. Gobber always like my sarcasm and jokes, he would always call me a toothpick, which was true. But he wasn't cruel or yell at me like my father, he would sometimes praise me for my craftsmanship and how I would fix weapons.

But none of it never felt like enough, I've felt important to no one.

I was a mistake, I was a hiccup after all.

It was still dawn, the sun hasn't rose yet, I knew my father was already up and gone, leaving me in this big empty house alone as always. He never bother to stick around to make sure I was okay. Typical I thought, he never seemed to give a damn. He always has bigger problems to take care of, so basically he would rather be out on the battle field then take care of me, so you know he doesn't have to deal or put up with me.

The other teens treat me no differently neither.

Snotlout had to be the worse out of them all. He didn't always hate me, at one point when we were younger we use to get along, after all he was my cousin. But then once we were both getting old enough, he started to realize I was smaller and weak, he just started picking on me. It started with name calling and him shoving me around like a rag doll, then he started expressing his feelings towards me with his fist. I won't try to fight, even if I did it would result in a much worse beating for me.

The Twins Ruffnut and Tuffnut were just as bad as Snotlout, except they use more words than they do violence surprisingly. But that still doesn't me they go easy on me either.

Fishlegs really didn't say much, he would just stare awkwardly at me or just go with the crowd of teens, trying to make himself look like one of them by laughing at me. One point were use to be friends, but just like everyone else he left me behind, I thought he would be the one to stay with me. We had so much in common when we were little kids, but everything changes.

Last but not least, there was Astrid.

Astrid was the girl of my dreams, everything I wanted in a girl like her. Except just like everyone else, she totally hates me for me. She was brave, strong and a fearsome warrior in the battlefield, even though she was just fifteen like the rest of the teens, they were all in dragon training, except for me. And do know why am I not in training you ask? Well my father doesn't think I "Strong enough" to fight dragons, he just told me to stay and work at the forge. He just wants me to stay out of his way and not be a nuisance on anyone.

I shook my head, I only had one person that cared about me. Well he's not much of a person, more like a dragon, a dragon no one has seen.

Night Fury, the dragon I shot down all on my own. Yes you people heard that right, I shot down a Night Fury a few weeks ago. At first I wanted to kill him, just to prove to my father and everyone that I am a Viking. But I'm not, I can't kill dragons, let alone one, when I first looked into his eyes, he looked just as scared as I did. I remember putting the knife down and cut off the bindings of the ropes, freeing him from the trap I caught him in. At first I thought he was going to kill me after he pounced on me. But instead he just let out a deadly roar and left me.

I was so mesmerized after the event, trying to to watch his every move and wondering why doesn't he just fly away? Well the thing is, I'm the reason he can't fly. You see after I shot him down, I ended up taking part of his tail fin off. I felt bad, really bad. So I decided to make him a new tail fin, over the last couple of days of trying to fix it, we bonded as friends. He seemed to be the only thing to understand me. I remember this one time I was feeding him and he smiled back at me, revealing his pink gums he was toothless. Then it came to to me, Toothless. That's what I'll call him, he was almost like a giant house cat, except you know he can breath fire and can fly.

Ever since then we have become inseparable over the weeks. No one seemed to notice I was gone, not even my own dad, but I didn't mind at all. I'm sure he is very happy to not have me burn down the village or cause some type of disasters on Berk. I finally felt like a human being for once, being one with the sky and the wind as me and Toothless would tear up the skies. Not having to worry of being a disappointment to my father or having the other teens snicker or whisper things behind my back or have the entire village treat me like a damn outcast.

That's why I have hatched out a plan for tomorrow, one that was for sure going to work. This plan has to go well, other wise were both dead meat. But for right now, I had to say my goodbyes,it seems pointless but I had to say goodbye before I leave forever. I can't stand being on his piece of rock anymore, I can't keep living in a lie and I can't keep hiding Toothless at the cove. One of these days someone was going to find me wondering in the forest and follow me, I highly doubt that will happen but you never know.

So your probably wondering what my plan is? Well I have decided to fake my own kidnapping. How you say? well that's where Toothless comes in and helps me out with that. He is the one that is going to take me during a dragon raid, so it looks natural and not fake, so it actually looks like I die. It was the perfect idea, all I need in the raid to come and play the vital roll. But I knew it wasn't going to happen today or tonight, but I had a strong feeling it could happen tomorrow, just a gut feeling. Also I managed to fix his tail fin to where he can fly on his own without me, I painted it black so it looked natural to his old one.

I opened my front door and the morning was calm for once, no raids no dragons setting houses on fire or stealing sheep. Just a calm peaceful morning for a change, which was nice since I no longer wanted to kill dragons. I remember when I was younger I would beg my dad to let me rain to let me be his perfect little warrior, but no he thought I was too weak, to frail to fight, telling me I wasn't a killer, and he was right I wasn't a killer. I was a dragon trainer, I didn't want to kill the enemy, instead I made peace.

The cold fall wind gently hit me in the face, everyone was getting ready for winter, even though we wouldn't have much to survive on. Most of the dragons had taken out sheep and yak, killing off all of our food supplies. But I wasn't going to be here to watch that happen, I don't want to be stuck on a island and die, I don't want to be stuck I want to be free. I already had my stuff packed and ready, it was all hidden under my bed so my dad wouldn't see it.

The forge then came into my view as I walked in, putting my apron on as Gobber turned around and notice I had arrived.

"Morning Lad." He said with a toothy grin.

I didn't look at him as I grabbed a sword, taking a hammer and working out the dents."Hey." I said quietly, not making eye contact with him at all, the only thing I wanted to do was get to work and do my thing one last time. I felt a little guilty leave Gobber and the forge behind, gods know I'll miss this place, the only place I'll miss, everything else didn't matter to me at all. I knew Gobber would be a little sad when I "leave" but this is all for the best, for me and everyone else.

A few minutes of silence passed by, nothing just nothing.

Then I heard the blacksmith clear his throat, I turned my head as I listen to him speak."So what's been going on with you lad?" He asked me.

"What do mean?" I asked him.

He shrugged his shoulders."Ever since I tried talking to your father about you starting dragon training, you've just been wondering off a lot lately." He said with a bit of concern."Is something wrong? I mean you usually don't come home until the sun goes down." Gods I hated it when he would ask me so many stupid questions.

I shrugged my slim shoulders and turned away from him."Iv'e just wanted to be left alone, just needed some time to myself I guess." Trying my best to brush him off the best I could without being suspicious, he could always tell I was lying. I just kept my head down and avoided eye contact, that was the only thing I could do. I heard he sigh as he patted my back gently.

"Alright, if that's all you want to tell me then that's fine, but if you need to talk to me about anything don't be afraid to ask okay?" He said to me as I nodded gently.

After that conversation, the rest of the morning went smoothly, not attacks not bullies no father scolding me. Just a quiet peaceful day at the forge. Why couldn't everyday be like this? if it was then maybe I wouldn't have to resort to faking my own kidnapping.

After my morning shift was over I headed straight for the woods, running towards the cove like a madman. I just wanted needed to go for a flight on Toothless. I need to taste the adrenaline rush through my veins, I wanted to feel the wind in my hair, I wanted to taste the salty air from the ocean. Once I reached the raven Point I started to call out for my dragon

"Toothless!" I called out, it didn't take too long for him to come out, he raced up towards me, licking my face playfully as I rapped my arms around his neck."Aw I missed you too bud." I pulled away."Wanna go for a ride? I know your probably dying to go." I was getting read to get on his back."But you know you can just go flying without me?" I said as he sent me a few said whimpers, not wanting to leave without me. That meant a lot too me, it showed that he cared.

"I know you wouldn't leave me bud, I just want you to be free." I said patting his head."But soon will be leaving this place." I said a bitterly."Forever." He knew what I was taking about, we've already been over the plan a couple of times. He knows what to do now, all he need was to keep his cool and do what I tell him.

We took off instantly, not feeling the cold air, all I could feel was freedom. For a few hours we soared through the skies, running my fingers through the light fluffy clouds, feeling them go through my finger tips.

I then looked down at Toothless."Alright bud, lets go through the plan again."