Hi! So lots of you just loved my Haunting Me story. So, I'm here with another story. Of course, I've decided to be writing these kind of stories from now on and I hope you're all okay with that. Please review ideas, opinions, OC's if you wanna be in the story (just PM me if you want) and please no negative comments. If you don't have anything good to say, don't say it for the sake of any writer's self-esteem and those who might argue back. So anyway, let's start this new story!

That's it.

I've absolutely had enough.

I can't stand this.

Why is fate so cruel?

Did I do something bad?

Tell me.

I can't handle this any longer.

Someone... please...

Help me.

(Lucy's POV)

I've always thought that I needed to get stronger. I always thought that everybody accepted me. I always thought that I was loved and belonged here. But I was really wrong. Everything was a lie. Everyone here were just liars waiting to backstab me and throw me aside like a piece of trash.

It hurts. It really hurts... knowing that the guild that you've grown to know and love just suddenly forgets about you, even after what you've been through together. You'd think those memories are precious right? Apparently not in this guild. This guild treats those kinds of memories like some kind of toy that needs to be thrown away.

No one notices me anymore. No talks to me anymore. No one bothers to approach me or simply greet me. It's been a nightmare for me. I hate it. I hate it. I feel like it's been eating away at my heart. The only ones who even bother to remember my existence is Lisanna Strauss, Wendy Marvell and her exceed Carla.

It all started when Lisanna came back to Earthland after being in Edolas for 3 years. At first, I was happy for everyone who knew her. They had gotten an old nakama back. I mean, it was heart-warming to see it all the reunions. But then, It started to get more out of hand.

Lisanna and I began to be friends after awhile. I think it was a week after her return. But we didn't have much time to talk. She'd get dragged everywhere. Everybody wanted to catch up to her and seemed to forget to ask me at first. I understood they missed her, but I began to feel like less and less more people don't talk to me.

I noticed that Team Natsu was nowhere to be found during the mornings and so was Lisanna. They even left Wendy and Carla behind. So the 3 of us started going on missions together for awhile. Soon after that going on for awhile, a whole month passed. That's when it all started.

Team Natsu had stayed that morning and Lisanna was working at the bar that day. So, I decided to ask them if they wanted to do a mission with me. I looked at the request board and got a job and headed to where Natsu, Erza, Gray and Happy sat. But, looking back on it, I wish I never did.

I approached them and before I could even ask them about going on the mission. Natsu interrupted me...

(Flashback)

"Hey guys! Do you want to go on thi-!?"

"Oh Lucy!" Natsu said. "We have to tell ya something!"

"What is it?"

"We were thinking if you left the team a bit." Erza said.

"What?"

"We wanted Lisanna to join for awhile." Gray added.

"O-Oh... uh. Okay. I'll... see ya then."

(End of Flashback)

After that day, everyone started to flat out ignore my entire being. Except for Wendy, Carla and Lisanna. That was the worst experience by far. I already felt this from my father, I didn't need this from my second family. The family that told me that they would always be by my side.

But, unfortunately, it was happening.

And, I don't think I can take it anymore.

It was too much for me to continue living it.

But then, I heard it. I heard a conversation that I should of never have. They were talking about me. Me! But not in a good way. They said that I was weak, that I was just there to get money and complain most of the time. Lisanna and Wendy weren't there but, I wish that I could've left. They even said that I was... a burden.

I hated that word. I hated the thought of myself being a burden. I tried my best not to be a burden, I really did. My heart shattered when I heard the guild continue to talk to me. I could feel the hot tears stream down my face. My heart beated faster as I continued to hear every word that was said.

I shook my head. I turned away from the guild and ran back to my apartment. I ran away. Like I always did. It sounds easy? Not really. It takes a lot to run away. But, even the guild said that I run away like the weakling I am, so that makes me a professional right? Yeah... a professional, weak, coward. That's me.

That was just yesterday actually. I've decided that I'll leave Fairy Tail. I mean no point in me staying in a place that doesn't want me. There I go again, running away from my problems. I guess that's why I earned those comments. I do run away. I'm so pathetic. But, they don't want nor need me. So it's for the best.

I'm leaving everything behind. Everything. Including my celestial keys. I'm going to break my contracts with them as well. That will probably hurt me the most, but it's best they find a better mage than me. Wendy, Lisanna and Carla are sure to manage without me. I feel bad for leaving so suddenly.

I'm not telling them where I'm going. So that if the guild does remember me, they won't be able to find me. I don't think that I'll ever return. Actually, I'm not sure if I'll every survive. I mean, I'm breaking contracts with my celestial spirits, my source of magic. How am I supposed to fight. But, I'll let fate handle that.

I'm not sure if Loke will let me break his contract but, he'll be better off with someone that could actually be of more use. I'm nothing more than a simple girl now. A girl with no magic, no home... and no family to go back to. Tomorrow is the day I leave. That will be it. But, my heart continues to ache.

I can't stop here. No. I'm going to go through with this and I will leave.

It's better for everyone that way anyway.

'Goodbye... My dear family.'

So that's the prologue. Sorry it's short. But stuff gets really emotional in the next 2 or 3 chapters. So, I hope you look forward to that. I hope this story is just as a success as Haunting Me and Ghost Girl. See ya soon! Byee~ (Btw, I might get my own laptop soon so that means I can update faster! Please hope I do)