Hello my dear fans! I am so sorry for how long it took me to update and finish the last chapter! I kept getting busy and still had to add more and edit the chapter, so as a reward for your waiting this chapter is the longest of all the other chapters so enjoy!
So you know when you see this * it means sound, so just imagine the sound please,

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EPILOGUE

3 years later

Nio looked back at her reflection in the review mirror of her car. Looking over herself making sure her now long golden locks where brushed down and unfrizzed. Her features had smoothed out and where more mature no longer having the child like features she used to have. Her hair had grown out down to her waist though it still was wavy and a but poofy, her eyes still held their bright red origin color, her hands smili at and longer, her lips slighty fuller, and her bosoms grew from a B to a C. Though sadly her height was still the same though maybe she at less grew an inch or two more. Nio sighed, looking away from the mirror she reached over and grabbed the bouquet of baby's breath and white Camilla's. She fixed the black bow that held it together, and stepped out of her carlocking it up and made her way towards the large white gates.
As Nio made her way there she noticed there where not many cars in the parking lot. She shrugged her shoulders, (not many come to visit their loved once this early in the day) she looked at her watch it was 7:00am, still early for most people. Once she reached the gates, she went towards the pin pad and typed in her PIN number the bell went off and the gates where opened. Nio stepped through and greeted the security that stood to either side, they hadn't bothered to do their regular routine of check up considering the number times she comes through those gates over the years. Nio paused looking up at the sign
Pilgrim Phsychatiatric Center
Nio sighed and pushed open the main doors, "Good evening Hashir, here to vist Utsukuahi again?" The women behind the counter greeted Nio when she stepped inside the mental institution. Nio smiled at her nodding her head,
"Yes how is she today's?" Nio asked, once the women behind the counter scanned her wrist band. The women sighed shacking her head,
"Same as always darling, they haven't given her shots yet so I'm thinking she'll be mighty happy to see ya," the women smiled sadly, and pressed a button under the counter opening the back doors to the worries cased mental people. Nio nodded her head to her and waved to her as she step through and the doors shut closed behind her quickly.
"Will good morning to you Nio, how are you?" A passing nurse asked as she was pushing a wheel chair with an elder man that was counting out loud to himself.
"Morning, and I'm good thanks for asking," Nio smiled, as she continued to walk past her towards the furthest room. Nio looked over the faculty noticing they had added more pictures on the walls from passionate that stayed here. The walls where still the same pale gray and all corners of the walls were covered in a soft rubber so that there where no points in any area inside the building. After all the center was built for the unstable, those who couldn't function in the normal world, no matter how many times they had tried. The lights where bright to insure there where no shadows that may startle the people staying here. The inside of the building was very simple and would feel like any normal building if it where not for the bolted doors to unstable mental people. In some of the rooms Nio could hear people screaming, some yelling for help, some banged at their doors, and some where dead quite. Nio ignored the doctors as they did their regular routine of looking into the small window to the doors checking to make sure each passionate was at less breathing.
As she kept walking she was greeted by the nurses and doctors that stood in the halls and at the counters. None questioning the reason she was here, they already knew her story in fact everyone knew Nio's near death experience... Nio couldn't fight off the chili that went up her spin as the memory of that night came forward.

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3 years ago

(I'm I dead? I can't open my eyes I feel so much pain. No I can't be dead, death wouldn't be so painful)
*door shoved open, slams against wall*
"Step away from her Akumu!"
*shuffling feet*
*gun cocks*
(Kouko? What is she doing here?)
"It is done,"
*more shuffles*
"You disgust me!"
"M-m-move away from her" (Suzu here too...)
"It is ok Suzu, I am going to join her soon,"
*gun fires* (Akumu? Why can't I open my eyes? I feel so tired...)
*female screams*

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"Nio! Hang in there!"
*siren wallas* (Suzu, but I'm tired I want to sleep)
*metal clicking*
"Mrs. Please keep back," (A mans voice? Who is that?) *doors slamming shut*
"Let me go, I want to make sure she makes it!" (Chairmen? She's here to but how?)
"Mrs. can you hear me? I need you to stay awake,"
*drowers opening, liquid switching* (I can hear you, I can't answer you)
"Oh Nio, please hold on," (Chairmen, I'm sorry I'm such a fool for trusting her. I hate that even now I'm wondering if she's ok. I feel something warm in my hand, is that the chairmen's hand?)
"Damn, I'm losing her." (But I'm here? What is he talking about? That's a different males voices though)
"Let her die for all I care! It's all her fault in the first place!" The chairmen yelled, (Akumu? She here to? No don't let her die, it is her fault but I still care about her!)
*expended beep* "Shit! Come on girl, come back to me" (Akumu is dead?)

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*constant beeps*
Nio opened her eyes slowly, feeling dazed and slightly confused. When she opened her eyes, she was blinded by a bright white room. She looked to her left and saw the monitor that was keeping track of her heart beats and the ivy connected to her hand to keep her hydrated and feed. Nio looked down at herself and could see her arms covered in bandages the rest of her must have looked the same though she couldn't tell with the blanket that covered her. Nio saw a slight movement to her right she turned to see the chairmen, her eyes where closed and her breath was steady she was asleep and Nio could see the dark circles under her eyes. (She must have not rested in a while, how long have I been here?) Nio looked around the room and was surprised to see there was different types vases holding flowering. (Why are these here? Who the hell would give me flowers?)
"Nio your awake!" Nio turned to see Haru and Tokaku standing in the door way. Haru had a small bouquet of tiger lilies in hand, (will that explain it but why so many flowers?) Haru rushed inside to Nio's side she quickly leaned in and grabbed her in a tight hug.
"Ow, Haru that hurts," Nio patted at her arm, Haru quickly let go and stepped back holding her hands up.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to," Haru looked down and crossed her fingers together, "how you feeling Nio?"
"I'm good, hey where did all the flowers come from?" Nio asked as she looked around once again,
"There from your fans," Haru relayed happily, Tokaku rolled her eyes,
"There from people who where worried about you. Your little situation with that physico path went all over the news," Tokaku glanced at Haru,
"Will it's the same thing," Haru stuck out her tongue,
"Akumu, is she still alive?" Nio asked, she could feel her heart beat quicker at the mention of her,
"Unforently, yes she is," Nio looked over seeing the chairmen had woken up, she was rubbing at her eyes and yawned,
"Where is she?" the room was silent for a bit Tokaku and Haru where looking away from Nio avoiding her eyes. The chairmen face was still and unmoved,
"She's been locked away and for good," the chairmen finally answered harshly,
"She in prison?" Nio rubbed her hands together,
"No, she is where she used to be and she is more then likely never getting out," Nio looked towards the door to see yet another vister, Suzu was smiling gently as she came in, though when Nio looked her over, Suzu looked tired. Nio sighed her chest felt tight and painful, she reached up placing her hand on her heart and she felt something off, she pulled at the neck of her hospital gown and peaked inside she saw that her body was patched up in siveral areas but the one that stood out most was the patch over her heart.
"They had to open you up and close up the hole Akumu made with her needle," the chairmen reached out to Nio, Nio expected her to rub her cheek or something, instead she slapped Nio. Nio sat there stunted and she rubbed at her now throbbing cheek,
"Why-"
"You disopyed an order, one that was vital important!" The chairmen yelled at Nio, Nio filched that was a first she has ever yelled at her, she normally always kept her voice calm and gentle,
"I'm sorry," Nio whispered, to the side of her vision she could see Haru and Tokaku leaving the out of the room, Haru waved at her giving her a smile as she left, though Suzu waited off to the side waiting patiently, Nio looked back at the chairmen, she looked furouses but as Nio continued to look back at her, her features softened,
"Nio, you dead.. You were dead for at least 10mintues and if it wasn't for me threatening the doctors to bring you back you would have stayed dead... The doctors had to cut you open and add a skin patch on your heart from when that beast cut you." The chairmen leaned forward and touched the side of Nio's cheek stroking her gently, " I almost lost you," she whispered her eyes glazed with tears, "you've been in here for 2 months, the skin patch was really a testing product they weren't sure it would work," she sighed pulling back she rubbed at her temples. "That reminds me, I'll have to tell them to come in and check up on you. I'll be right back," the chairmen stood from her chair and headed out the door, Suzu stepped out of the way for her to pass by. She paused for a moment and reached her hand out to Suzu, Suzu took her hand and shook it, "thank you," the chairmen released her hand and opened the door and closed it after her. Suzu stood there for a moment then shook her head heading over to Nio's side taking the chairmens seat.
"Suzu, what happened?"
"Mmm will lots of things happened," Suzu crossed her hands together,
"Like what? I remember hearing your voice and Kouko's. You guys where yelling at Akumu and the rest is kinda blury," Nio sighed stretching her arms. Suzu smiled at her,
"My were to began... Will do you remember how myself and Kouko went off campus?" Nio nodded her head, she leaned back into her pillows, "will I knew that one day Akumu would break, she wasn't stable I could see her signs. I pulled some favors and told a friend where Akumu was located. But before that I didn't want to tell you only because I felt that your feelings towards her may have cloud your better judgment. Which did turn out to be true," Suzu paused, maybe waiting to see if Nio would ask something when she hadn't she continued, "once I had gotten a call back from my friend I went looking for you to inform you of my actions but when I went looking for you in your room I could smell Akumu special Sx86 potion. From that I knew Akumu had you, I had to ask Kouko to help me find you. Once we were sitting down and planning I remembered how Akumu would always tell me how she loved the woods because of how her parents used to take her and her sister to their cabin to get away from everyone. That's how we found you, when we got there we saw how much of a mess you where in and how badly you were injured. Akumu was on your lap and had the needle at least a 1/4 inside of you. I was sure you may be dead but yet Kouko yelled at Akumu anyways telling her to move away from you... And Akumu she had tears streaming down her face as she moved away the poor dear. All she told me was "It is ok Suzu, I am going to join her soon, and she yanked out one of the needles she had priced you with and used it to slice across her wrists. It scared me... I do not know why but I screamed maybe it was because a part of me did care for her. Kouko shot her gun at her shoulder blade to stop her from cutting her other wrist," Suzu sighed, she looked up and Nio could only stare back she glanced to the flowers,
"What about the flowers?" Nio asked,
"Will thanks to Akumu's collection in the cabin and someone called about the gun fire, Akumu was all over the news; What she had done and her condition, they even had her go to court myself and Kouko were witnesses for her actions. They even mentioned her last victim that one being you and people were worried about you and sent these flowers as sympathy. That's where all the flowers came from," Suzu laughed softly, "it is strange isn't it? What strangers could care for people like us?"
"Yeah... Suzu,"
"Yes?" "Where is she?" Nio whispered, looking down at the sheets, Suzu only watched her for a moment,
"She's not in prison, if that is what you are thinking. No she is the mental asylum again and there is no possible way she will ever get out again," Nio played with the cord of her ivy for a little (all of this happened while I was fighting for my life? God so much has happened. She back in that place are they treating her right?) "may I ask you something?" Nio looked up at her nodding her head, "why do you still care about her, she done so much to you and yet I can see even now how much you are worried for her. It confuses me," (She right, ever since Akumu came into my life she had turned my world upside down and even killed me.) Nio laughs gently,
"Because I love her, I know it sounds stupid considering how much she as done to me but yet my feelings won't go away. But she also has done so much for me to, she made me happy, she listened to me, she wanted to know everything about me, she respects me, she protects me, she looks at me like I am the most important person in the world, like I'm worthy of all good things and I deserve a better life... And she loves me," Nio sighed, "she means a lot to me and a part of me hates that becuase it make me feel weak but also strong, if that makes any senses." Nio laughed again and looked over at Suzu she had a small smile at her lips. Suzu stood up from her chair and patted Nio's shoulder,
"Then I wish you luck Nio, may we meet some other time," Suzu moved around Nio's bed making her way towards the door,
"Hey wait," Suzu stopped looking back at Nio, "Why did you come here?"
"Not everyone hates you as much as you think dear," Suzu giggles and waved to her as she left the room. Nio looked back to the heart montinar keeping track of her heart beat, the door opened again and Nio looked to see the chairmen and a doctor stepped in,
"How are you feeling Mrs. Nio?"
"I'm feeling well,"

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Back to the present

"It feels like such a long time ago," Nio wondered out loud, as she continued to walk towards Akumu room. Nio could also remember how it took a little while to walk and move. Akumu had badly injured her, she not only damaged her nerve system but her tattoos and special skills. Nio could no longer use her special ability for as long as she used to be able to. Before the event Nio was able to hold a different appearance for at least 3 hours or 4 hours at the most but now she could only hold a different form for at least 1 hour or sometimes for only 30min depending on her strength.
The chairmen was beyond angry, not only had Akumu killed her but also destroyed Nio's special talent. It took Nio quite a while to convince the chairmen to let her visit Akumu, the chairmen wanted Akumu dead, but yet Nio argued against her and even threaten to leave her side if she were even to hurt a single hair in Akumu's head. Nio smiled at the memory,
"Utsukuahi! Put down the scalpe! If you don't listen I'll have to use the stun gun on you again!"
"She at it again," Nio laughed, as she turned the corner and stood in the entrance of Akumu's room. Akumu was backed into the corner of the room holding out a scalpe towards the nurse and two larger male nurses.
"Leave me be you revolting bastereds!" Akumu hissed at them, a male nurse lunged forward to grab her wrist but Akumu was quicker she sliced down and cut the mans forearm. He let out a small scream an jumped back holding on to his injured arm tightly. The nurses quickly dove past Nio probably to get the stun gun to calm Akumu. Nio shook her head,
"Akumu," Akumu looked to Nio with the mention of her name. Once Akumu noticed who greeted her, she broke into a smile but still held the scalpe out against the male nurse. Nio placed down the bouquet of flowers in her hands by Akumu's bed, and fouced her full attention on Akumu again.
"Nio, my love you came," Akumu lowered her arm slowly and Nio walked towards her, hold her hand out to towards the male nurse to keep him from lunging forward at Akumu. Nio held out her hand other hand out to Akumu,
"I always come darling, every Wednesday and Sunday, can you give me the scalpe?" Akumu nodded her head and handed her the scalpe the tension from her shoulders vanishing with Nio's touch. Nio handed the scalpe to the male nurse, he took it quickly and hestained maybe not sure what to do, though the male nurse that was injured was faster and ran out the room shouting something about getting his wound checked.
"How'd you do that?" He asked confused, he held the scalpe tightly in his grip maybe afraid Akumu will grab a hold of it again.
"I got it! Step-oh Nio thank god your here," Nio glanced over seeing one of Akumu's nurse, The nurse looked exhausted, dark circles under her eyes and a scratch across her cheek.
"You didn't give her her medication in time did you?" Nio asked as she grabbed a hold of Akumu hand, though instead she leaned into Nio and wrapped her arms around Nio waist, the male nurse looked exteremly confused,
"Unfortenaly yes, I was training the rookie here," the nurse pointed at the male nurse. "Was teaching him about the time schedules for some of the patients and I spaced it out. I feel like a damn fool," she sighed, she motioned for the male to come to her, "come on Miller, let's go check on the others," The Nurse shoved the taser into her pocket as she began to walk away. The male still stood there,
"But how did she do that? She like one of craziest one here? We can't leave her she'll get killed!" The male shouted, the nurse rolled her eyes, the shout made Akumu tighten her grip around Nio's waist,
"I am not crazy you insufferable pig," Akumu growled at the male and made a move to go after him but Nio held onto her wrist.
"Leave him be Akumu, if you go and hurt him then we won't get today to be together," Nio kissed her cheek and the male looked as though his eyes would pop out of his head. Nio smiled filling a little mischievous she added, "besides why do think I came here so early? I want to spend the enter day with you my love so we can have lots of fun," the male gulped and blushed deeply, he slowly backed away and stood besides the nurse.
"Oh yes before I forget again, while your here let me give her her shots first," the nurse walked in again pulling out the materials from her pockets and placed them on the counter, "Utsukuahi, can you please seat down? I'll make it quick I promise," the nurse crossed her fingers together, Nio motioned for Akumu seat down and Nio stood besides her as the nurse used a small alcohol pad to clean off Akumu's vain on her forearm. Nio flinched a bit as she watched the nurse pock her with a needle two times, Nio stepped in quickly before the nurse could give her the third one, the nurse looked at her confused,
"Can we hold off on this one for today? I'll be here with her all day and even for a little while at night," Nio pleaded, the last shot was a low dosage of sedactive. The nurse smiled and nodded her head,
"Alright dear, I'll hold off on her next one to but by night fall I'll have to give her the high dosage you know that," the nurse placed a band add on each puncture mark she had made,
"That's fine, I just want to be able to enjoy my time with her, right Akumu?" Nio asked,
"But of course I shall behave myself and I will take the night time dosage as long as I may have my lover at my side," Akumu smiled at the nurse, she nodded her head and gathered her utensils and left the room with the male nurse tailing behind her. He continued to murmer how Nio was able to control Akumu, Nio giggles softly at his confused state. Akumu slowly relaxed once the two walked away, she leaned into Nio more nuzzling her neck,
"Shall we go out and walk the halls? Or maybe we could loung in the break room?" Akumu nuzzled Nio more gently, Nio turned her head and kissed Akumu lips softly.
"Sounds like a plan," Nio smiled and took Akumu hand, holding her hand tightly as they left the room. "Have you made any new friends?" Nio asked, she ignored the other people that stared at her walking hand in hand with a murder, some understood their relationship others thought Nio herself was mental. Akumu titled her head to the side,
"I believe so, though he and she are a bit crazed, they are twins and they believe everyone is an animal but dressed as humans. They say they like my human dress up but love my animal side even more so," Akumu glanced around herself for a moment but focused on Nio again,
"Is that so what kind of animal do they see you as?" Nio asked looking to the side Nio could see a nurse handing out medication to other passioates.
"They see me as a fox, crafty and sneaky, it is funny to see how they watch the others," Akumu stopped for a moment and peaked inside one of the windows of the patients, "see this one here he enjoys eating the flesh of humans does not even speak he acts like a animal," Akumu moved away and jestered for Nio to look inside, Nio stood in her tip toes looking inside. The room was a mess, the walls where covered in claw marks, the blankets and sheets where torn to shreds and pilled in the corner of the room almost shaped like bed. The bed was tossed on its side, and the window Nio looked through was blood stained. A figure stood in the middle looking back at Nio, his closths where filthy and torn in random areas. His eyes priced into Nio as he study her back, Nio felt Akumu pull her back and just as quickly the boy inside pounced at the window hitting it with his fists. Akumu giggled, "Is he not entertaining?" She asked as she pulled Nio along with her to walk again. Nio glanced back to see the same male from earlier gearing up with pads and a needle in hand. He looked terrified, (that boy won't last long here) Nio turned back to Akumu, "how is the black class?"
"They are good I think, I'm only in contact with a few of them," they where nearing the break room, when they stepped in there were only a few of the simi stable patents that where wondering about talking to each other. Gards stood all around the room keeping an eye on everyone, one female gard notice Akumu and Nio right away she was quick to tense up and reach for her teaser gun. Nio glared at her daring her to take another step towards her. She stayed where she stood while Akumu and Nio took a seat by the bared windows. Akumu made sure to take the seat that was nearer to the sun, it wasn't often she was allowed to be out like this only with Nio was she able to be free,
"What members of the class have you stayed in contact with?" Akumu asked, as she took in a deep breath of the fresh air. Nio admired her for a moment, the three years that have paced had only changed her appearances by a little. Her skin was still a soft peach, her figure was slightly smaller she would often refuse the meals she was given, her eyes still bright with there unusual color, and her hair had grown more now down to her lower back but in her hair was bits of silver from the stress she would feel being locked away inside the institution though most of her hair was still jet black and the ends of her hair still a dark crimson color.
"I still talk with Haru and Tokaku, me Haru get along considering her bloodline with the chairmen," Akumu's lip twitched at the mention of the chairmen, Nio bit her tongue cursing herself, (fuck I'm not suppose to mention her. To Akumu it's the chairmens fault that she locked away here in the first place. Despite the number of time I have explained it wasn't the chairmen who had informed the intuition of her where about but it was Suzu who had given her away. And on top if it wasn't for the chairmens background and pulling some strings Akumu would have been placed on death row even with her clear mental disability) Nio sighed, "you know Haru tells me she wants to have a baby but Tokaku is refusing her, says they are to young." Nio laughs and it makes Akumu smile, "I think Tokaku is just a scaredy cat, she probably never even held a baby," Akumu giggles as will shacking her head,
"Maybe so, a child can be a lot of responsibility, who else?" Akumu looked away for a moment towards an older female that sat in the corner pointing at the wall naming off random numbers and names.
"Well let's see, oh! Chitaru and. Hitsugi have moved to the U.S. and got married so yay for found a house there for a good price, Hitsugi still does her job but Chitaru is teaching kids how to defend themselves. Mmm Suzu ans Kouko kinda vanished don't know where they are. And then Isuke and Haruki are always off and on they fight a lot but manage to fix things out. Haruki stopped being an asian and is like a stay at home mom, they don't have kids but Haruki still takes care of her siblings and Isuke helps her a lot finically. Isuke loves money to much to quite her job and still is an assain. And umm that's all of them," Nio finished she reached across the table grabbing a hold of Akumu's hand, Akumu smiled but it was more heartbreaking then sweet.
"My how lucky they are... Do you believe I will ever leave this place?" Akumu looked out the window, watching visitors coming inside and some leaving. Nio looked out too watching the birds flying high above them spiraling in circles,
"Do you really want the answer to that?" Nio looked back to Akumu, rubbing small circles on the back of her hand. Akumu shook her head slowly,
"No I suppose not, perhaps I shall continue to dream that I have left this miserable place," Akumu turned back to Nio watching her closely, Nio said silent unsure of what to say, there really was no way for her to leave this place on good terms, maybe it was possible to leave but then these people would continue to search for her the rest of her life. Nio pulled on Akumu hand pushing up her selves, Nio traced over the scares on her wrists,
"Promise me you'll never try to kill yourself," Nio demand, she pressed her thumb against the scare,
"The only time I will do such a thing is if I am taking your life as well," Akumu grabbed her hand and pulled it to her lips, she kissed Nio's knuckles gentle and slowly pushed up Nio's long sleeves exposing her old scars and her damaged tattoos. Akumu traced her tattoo slowly and ran her nail across one of Nio's scars, "Though I suppose I already have taken your life and almost my own, however I shall promise you not to take my own life again," Akumu leaned down kissing each exposed scare she had made so long ago, "May you call me insane, but I rather love the marks I have permanently made on your skin it reminds me of the type I failed in killing you and in turn caused me to disobey my nee-chan's orders," Akumu smiled, she stood from her chair and leaned into Nio kissing her lips roughly, Nio surprised opened her mouth only for Akumu to take it as an invitation and slipped her tongue inside. Their tongues intwined and circled, Akumu sliped her tongue out of Nio's mouth and bit Nio lips softly, she pulled back and giggled when Nio tried to catch her breath, "to disobey my nee-chan was beyond exciting, you have no clue as to how happy I was back then when I was told you were alive," Akumu kissed her lip again but more gently,
"I was happy to hear you were alive to love," Nio smiled, her lips tangled from Akumu tense kiss, her hand reached up touching her lips Akumu smiled, her free hand reached up and stroked Nio's cheek,
"Is there a problem here?" Nio looked to her side to see the same female gard from earlier glaring at Akumu, her hand at her belt holding into a stun gun,
"No, there isn't any problem Mrs. Mason," Nio growled irrated at the rude interruption of their private moment. Mason, stood a moment longer shifting her gaze between the two,
"Always here Mrs. Nio, never understood your relationship with this girl," Mason tapped at her stun gun,
"Don't see how that's any of your business," Nio huffed, Akumu's grip on her hand tightened, she had her eyes closed and was taking deep breaths, Mason focused her glare at Nio now,
"I make sure people stay safe, considering this one," she gestured towards Akumu, "I have to be extra careful, how the hell you are able to get out of her unit is a mystery to me," she huffed as she turned away shacking her head,
"Damn this people, damn them all!" Akumu slammed her hand on the table roughly, "all they do is watch you! They watch your every move judge each word that you speak! I hate them all," Akumu hissed, her eyes began to glow and Mrs. Mason was rushing back, Nio held her hand towards her making the women stop in her place as well as the others,
"Akumu," she looked up at Nio her eyes glazed over with anger, "can you tell me what color is the sky?" Akumu seemed confused, (every time she loses control of her emotions, I at least know my own way to calm her down maybe it sounds stupid to others but for us it works. At least most of times if she's not too far gone)
"It is blue,"
"The color of the grass?"
"Green"
"Color of theses bars?"
"Black"
"The color of the chair I am siting in?"
"Brown," The tension from her shoulders slowly soften, Nio smiled,
"The color of my hair?"
"A rich and beautiful blond," Akumu smiled back, Nio gestured for the gards to back off and one by one they went back to their posts.
"And the color of my eyes?" Nio whispered, Akumu smiled wickedly,
"I am not certain maybe if you come closer I will be able to tell you," Akumu sat back in her chair and Nio stood from her chair keeping hold of her hand as moved around the table to sit in Akumu's lap,
"How about now?" Nio leaned into her and Akumu nodded her head reaching up and stroked Nio cheek and pulled her towards her,
"Much better, your eyes are a scarlet red bright and full of life," Nio kissed Akumu forehead, down to her cheek and then her lips.
"I love you Akumu, more then you'll ever be able to understand," Nio kissed her again, and she could have sworn Akumu melted into the kiss,
"And I love you Nio, I never want to loss you," Akumu wrapped her arms around her waist, Nio held her back as Akumu lied her head against Nio's breasts.
"You never will Akumu, your my one and only love someone who takes over my mind completely," Nio held her tightly kissing her forehead. Nio ignored Mason disgusted look, as Akumu enjoyed Nio's warmth soaking into her, (she can go fuck herself for all I care, this is my life I can do what ever the hell I want. Akumu is a physico path but she my physico path and no one else's)

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The rest of the day passed with no other events, Akumu and Nio spent their time together talking and enjoying the time they spent together. Akumu had shown Nio some the art work she had done on her spare time and also read to Nio from one of her favorite books. It was a nice and peaceful, even the female nurse from the morning had kept her word and only given Akumu two of her three shots, she did remind Nio of the heavy dosage she will be giving Akumu that night. Nio only nodded her head in understanding and tried to ignore what state Akumu would be in after words her shots were given to her.
Nio had even gotten the chance to meet the twins Akumu spoke about early that morning. They seemed nice, and it seemed they where very close they always held hands never letting go of each other. The male twin told Nio she was a bobcat which he found funny saying the fox and bobcat where natural enemies and he found it amusing that Akumu and she where romantic. Out of curiosity Nio asked what type of animals they where, they only giggled and said they were not animals but books. Nio didn't understand it but choose not to question it,
"It was nice to meet you kitty-chan! But we have to go now, the pig and duck have to give us our night time words," the female twin smiled at Nio and waved to Akumu as she pulled her brother along wih her,
"Don't forget to eat your mice and bunnys before bed!" the male twin added as they took off running giggling all the way. Nio shook her head laughing,
"Those two are pertty interesting, you must be entertained with them only by hearing them talk," Nio hugged Akumu waist line holding her close,
"Yes they are entertaining but sometimes I wonder why I interact with them. To be making friends in a place like this... it some how does not feel right," Akumu sighed and leaned into Nio's hugging. Nio looked at Akumu curiously, (what is going on in that head of her?)
"Hey Akumu, do you ever see your sister anymore?" Akumu tensed up in Nio's grasp, she kept her hold on her in case she may decide to run off like the last time she had asked that question. Akumu sighed and nodded her head,
"yes I still see her, but she does not speak to me anymore. All that she does is watch me, she looks at me as though I am such a disappointment," a tear escaped her eye and glided down across her cheek falling down onto her chest. She smiled, " I see the others as well the people from nee-chan company, they still ask me to kill for them but I have done as you told me I ignore their pleases. When I do ignore them, they threaten me saying they will kill you," more tears fell from her eyes, Akumu grabbed onto Nio tightly holding her against herself, "I do not wish to lose you! I sometimes consider killing one of the other patients here just to stop them from whispering into my ear. It would not matter would it? these people are as good as dead! I could start with those ignorant twins! Or that spitful Mrs. Mason! I can reap out their throats with my tee-" Nio smashed her lips against Akumu's to stop her from finishing her sentce, Nio tangled her fingers into her hair keeping frimly against her lips, bitting roughly and curely, Akumu whipered at the pain and whined as she tried to pull away, Nio loosed her grip by a smudge letting only a inch spreate them,

"You can not kill anyone Akumu," Nio gasped as she tried to catch her breath, " If you go back to killing then they will lock you up in the padding room for the fifth time this month! For the 3 years you have been locked away you already killed 11 people here! Do you have any idea how hard it is for me to convice the chairmen's friend of this facility to not have you transferred into a prison and put on death row!" Nio yelled at Akumu and Akumu only stared back at her with tears streaming down her face. Nio took a deep breath calming herself, she kissed Akumu more gently this time, "Akumu you have killed 59 people all together, please good god don't make it 60 or 61, please Akumu I'm begging you if you just kill one more person then that is it for you. I can't save you, you will die and you will leave me all alone and forever in misery. Do you really want to do that? Nio asked, as she pulled Akumu to her bed and sat her down, Akumu hesitated but nodded her head,

"Yes love, I understand... I am sorry. Maybe it is best to call the nurse and have her give me the sedation now," Akumu rubbed her eyes, Nio whipped off her cheeks and kissed them,
"Its almost 8:00pm, I'm sure they are already giving out the last medications of the day. So they will be coming to you any time now," Nio held onto Akumu hand tightly, "I'm sorry for yelling at you darling, I just kind of snapped, I-" Akumu placed a finger gently at Nios lips,

"No, do not apologies, I disserved it I should not have allowed my emotions to get the best of me. You and the doctors have already told me multiple times that the people I see are not always real, believe it or not I forget that," Akumu laughed softly, "Nee-chan is... Nee-chan is dead and she has been for a very long time, and the company I used to work was never real. I will try to remember that my love, though I am afraid my memory will slip at times and I will think it is all real again," Akumu squeezed Nio's hand, Nio rubbed at her back comforting her,

"I know, but I'll always be here to remind you that this," Nio cupped her face and kissed her forehead, "this is real and I am real, and my love for you will never end, and if that doesn't remind you, " Nio let go of her face and began to unbutton her blouse stopping to were her breast were exposed as will as her dark scare the lied across her heart, she grabbed Akumu hand and placed it against her scare, "then this mark you left on me should remind you to," Nio smiled at Akumu, Akumu smiled back at her and nodded her head she leaned down and kissed Nio's scare, she traced the out line slowly,
"You are right this mark, MY mark will help to remind me of the real world," Akumu kissed the scare again and moved up kissing Nio's neck and then her lips, Nio returned the kiss happily. There was a small knock on the door before it open up quickly,
"Alright Akumu, lets-Oh! I am so sorry, I didn't mean to disturbed you," another nurse stood at the door, but not the same one as this moring, this one was younger and blushing bright red, Nio laughed and rebutton her shirt making Akumu pout.
"No your fine, are you new here?" Nio asked, Akumu wrapped her arms around Nio's waist holding her in place, the nurse nodded her head quickly,
"Yes ma'am, but I do have experience in this department just new to the building," she laughed nervously, " I didn't know Akumu was allowed to have a roommate, from her file it says that shes umm I mean one should be on their toes around her," she gigled more and then grabbed her equipment,
"I'm not her roommate, I'm her girlfriend I'm here visting her," Nio stood from Akumu bed, and pulled herelf away from Akumu grip as to let the nurse give her, her medication. The nurse stumbled on her feet but was quick to recover herself,
"Is-is that so? The others did tell me about you, I thought they where just pulling at my leg," She cleaned off Akumu's arm and gave Akumu shots and whipped off her arm and covering it over with a band aid. "There you go honey, umm so you know Mrs.?"
"Nio"
"Mrs. Nio visting hours will be over soon, in about 30min or so. So have a good night both of you," the nurse bowed to them and left the room closing the door behind her. Nio looked back to Akumu, and frowned already the medication was taking effect of her, she was trying to sit up straight but kept leaning over. Nio smiled and sat down besides her, she grabbed Akumu into her arms and pulled her down onto her bed. Akumu snuggled against Nio holding her tightly against her.
"Thank you for staying all day with me love," Akumu yawned, "As well as staying until I fall asleep," Akumu kissed Nio's cheek,
"Of course, and I'll be here again on Sunday and I'll pull some strings so I can stay the night here with you," Nio kissed Akumu's lips gentle, Nio held onto her as Akumu slowly drifted away falling into a deep sleep. Nio listened to the sound of her lover breathing how easy and relaxed it sounded, it made Nio's heart flutter. Nio kissed her lips once again, "I love you Akumu, I love you so much," Nio held her tightly and slowly slipped out of the bed placing a pillow under Akumu head and covered her with the blanket. Nio stood there watching Akumu for little longer, watching as her chest raised and fell with each breath that she took. (she looks so peaceful, like a helpless puppy, soft and sweet) Nio sighed, she looked away from her and pushed open the door to Akumu's room.
Nio passed by other nurses on her way out and said good-bye to them and that she would see them later. The gards opened the gates for her as she continued to walk towards the parking lot to her car. She unlocked her car and slipped inside, Nio sat at the stiring wheel for a bit, and took a deep breath in and screamed.
Every time after she spent the whole day with Akumu she was happy and joyful, but when it came to the end of the day and she had to leave it filled her with sorrow. She hated how she had to leave her lover locked away in this mental hospital. Nio wanted Akumu by her side, she wanted to see her each and every day, feel her touch on her skin, be able to smell her scent each time she passed by her, be able to open her eyes and see her laying in her arms.
Nio wanted so much more then what she had now but yet the world was not a perfect place...Nio stopped screaming and took in deep breaths steading her breathing pattern.
Nio sighed again and started up her car, she pulled out and headed to the main road back to the school, back to the chairmen's side, back to the world she was trained into. Nio smiled to herself, "who gives a fuck, at least my life isn't boring," she laughed, "no matter how much it hurts me at the end of the day, I will not give her up, she is mine," Nio laughed again, "maybe I'm the one who should be locked away, pocked with needles three times a day, kept locked up in a room, treated like a insane person," Nio smiled and shook her head, "what I'm saying, I'm already locked away only deference between me and Akumu is I get chained at my throat and reminded of my depth to the chairmen to keep Akumu safe," Nio, began to sing to herself a song that she has heard from Akumu time and time again,
"Come little child let me take you away, into a world of darkness and gray. But please little child do not cry away, for this world will be yours and yours alone.
In this world everything will make sense unlike the real world the comes to blind you.
Come my sweet child let us play in the dark, for you are in control so don't not be afraid my sweet little girl.
Take my hand sweet little child; for I know the true world comes to blame you; your mother and father never wanted you.
But let me tell you sweet little child I do want you. Forever and always follow me and I will always love you."

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You guys have made me so happy by just reading my fanfic! Thank you so much for sticking around until the end! I hope you enjoyed and if I have the time I may go over the old chapters and edit the things I have missed and if need be I will add more.

So get this I will be writing another Akuma no Riddle fanfic but you should know in this one it will only be about Akumu's life BEFORE she went to the school and meet the black class. In this fanfic it will be about how she slowly went insane and as you read about Mahiru and Suzu and their interaction with Akumu, they will appear in it. Hopefully this catches your interest and you come around again to read it, until then my darlings, bye-bye ;)

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