I'M BACK AND READY FOR MY ANGST FILLED STORY I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE TOO PLEASE PUT THE PITCHFORKS AWAY FOR NOW! We all need a good angsty story right! :) Hope you enjoy! Here's a bit of background! Everyone is the same age in this fic! The First chapter is a bit fast pace because I just wanna jump into the story...
Beca was sitting down on the steps of the Bella's house looking out at the pond tears down her eyes and an empty bottle of vodka courtesy of Fat Amy's stash.
"Beca..."Cynthia Rose places a hand on her back and sits down beside her friend and gives her an sympathetic smile.
"I blew it...Best thing I had in my life and I blew it."Beca whispers downing another shot.
"I'm not going to sugar coat this. I told you earlier that you should have just told Chloe yourself but...you know how fast news spreads."CR says
"What do I do now..."Beca sobs Cynthia pours her another shot and then pours one for herself.
"Drink until it doesn't hurt for now."Cynthia says Beca drops her head in defeat.
"Where is Chloe now?"Beca asked
"She's uhm...She's."Cynthia Rose says
"CR Where is Chloe?"Beca asked
"She's gone Beca..."Cynthia Rose confesses Beca's head shoots up
"What the hell do you mean Chloe is Gone? Where did she go?"Beca asked
~3 weeks ago~
The Bellas are throwing a party at their house and everyone was getting ready.
" Heres to One Hell of a Senior year ladies WE'RE GONNA KICK SOME ASS THIS YEAR!"Aubrey cheers as the girls take a group shot. Beca walks over to Chloe and wraps her arms around her waist.
"You seem distant Babe."Beca whispers Chloe and Beca had been together for 3 years now, they began dating in the beginning of their freshmen year and they became everyone's favorite Acapella Couple.
"Just thinking about stuff this is our last year at Barden."Chloe says Beca nods
"Have you heard from that Acting School in London?"Beca smiles Chloe bites her bottom lip and nods
"Yeah I did..."Chloe says
"London's a kick ass opportunity Baby..."Beca smiles before Chloe can tell her girlfriend the results of the news Fat Amy pulls Beca by the arm so she can help set up the music.
"I'll be back."Beca kisses her lips and allows Amy to pull her.
"Tell her yet?"Aubrey asked Chloe sighs "I'm going to tell her I got rejected."Chloe says
"Aca-scuse me...Chloe are you serious London's over seas Acting program selected you for a reason! You have to go!"Aubrey yells
"Shhh.."Chloe says turning around seeing Beca adjusting her mixing equipment.
"I know that but Beca's Music career is really taking off. I don't want to be selfish, the program would be 5 months and Beca wouldn't be able to focus on her music she would want to come to London with me. I won't let her put her dreams on hold for me."Chloe says
"There's plenty of acting schools here in Atlanta, I'll just stay here."Chloe smiles
"This is such a big sacrifice on your part Chloe are you sure about this?"Aubrey asked Chloe nods "Beca's happiness is more important to me than any acting school."Chloe says
"I need a drink you are crazy."Aubrey says walking away Chloe laughs and leans against the wall.
During the Party Chloe is laughing with Stacie and they see a crowd of people from another school enter the Bella house.
"Who are they?"Chloe asked
"Oh Thats my cousin Kommissar."Jessica says from behind them.
"She calls herself Kommisar?"Stacie laughs
"She doesn't like her real name so she changed it. Come on I'll introduce you guys."Jessica says. "Kommisar these are my fellow sisters Chloe and Stacie."She smiles
"Nice to meet you both...excuse me."Kommisar says as something or rather someone catches her attention.
Beca is playing the music and a Tall Blonde walks over to her and she was wearing a see through shirt and tight leather pants. Beca's eyes widen and she looks at her wondering who this woman is.
"This music is great you mix it yourself?"She asked
"Yeah it's kinda what I do."Beca nervously says
"Show me what else you can do."Kommisar says leaning over closely to Beca. Beca nods and shows her how she would mix her music.
"Looks like BM's got a new fan."Amy snickers Chloe turns around and sees Beca and Kommisar standing closely together Chloe was never a jealous person but there was just something that she didn't like about this picture.
"You okay Chloe?"Stacie nudges her "Yeah Yeah I'm fine...Shots?"Chloe asked Everyone nods as Chloe passes out the drinks.
40 minutes into the party Beca walks to Chloe when she finds her outside leaning against the railing.
"I'll give you one kiss for your thoughts."Beca says Chloe smiles at her and Beca kisses her lips.
"Why are you out here it's freezing."Beca says
"I wanted to tell you about London.."Chloe says
"Yeah when do we leave?"Beca smiles "I uhh..didn't get it they passed and accepted someone else."Chloe says
"What...Chlo you're a phenomenal actress how could they pass on you that's crap."Beca says shaking her head.
"There's other Programs, There's a Musical that wants to give me a role down at the Atlanta Theater it's a small production but I don't mind."Chloe says
"I'm sorry Babe."Beca frowns Chloe kisses her lips "So I uhm have news, That girl Kommisar told me she has a big connections at that Club Sutra...she got me a gig I'll be DJ'ing and playing my stuff."Beca smiles
"Kommisar?...Jessica's cousin just did that for you.."Chloe asked
"Yeah she's nice she's gonna be a big help in my career I know it. Come on have a drink with me."Beca says Chloe nods
A few days after the party everyone had started to notice how close Kommisar and Beca had become. Aubrey didn't like the behavior Beca was showcasing when she was around Kommisar if Chloe had given her permission she would kick the DJ's ass in a heartbeat.
"Where's Mitchell?"Aubrey asked as the Bellas Huddle around in the auditorium.
"She's with Kommisar at a some club speaking to the owner about letting her DJ there."Chloe says
"You don't think it's weird they're spending so much time together?"Aubrey asked as she hands Chloe a microphone.
"Kommisar has marketing connections in Atlanta, what better way for promoters to hear Beca's music. I trust My girlfriend Aubrey."Chloe says positively.
"But you don't trust that German super model. Come on Chlo you see how Beca instantly turns into a stuttering mess around her. She's attracted to her."Aubrey says
"Attracted yes but I know Beca she's not going to do anything to hurt me. Come on She and I have been together for nearly 3 years now I trust her. End of Discussion Posen."Chloe says
"I don't know Chloe my cousin doesn't have any boundaries, she may know You and Beca are together but she doesn't respect relationships. I'd keep an eye on her."Jessica says
"She's a German Hunter. European Hunters are the worse. I don't even have as much sex as they do."Stacie says
"And that's saying something."Fat Amy chimes in. Stacie glares at her.
"Guys I'm not worried I trust and Love Beca. Can we rehearse now?"Chloe says
"If Mitchell hurts you I'll go Nazi on her ass."Aubrey says clapping as she starts the music Chloe rolls her eyes and gets into position telling herself she has nothing to worry about.
~With Beca and Kommisar~ Beca is speaking with the Club Promoter and sampling her mixes and DJ Skills the owner smiles and claps "This is the best mix I've heard in a long time. You got it Play here anytime we'll market and Brand you Congratulations Beca you're the new Sutra DJ."He smiles Beca smiles proudly and hops off the stage and over to Kommisar
"I GOT IT HE LOVED THE SET THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!"Beca yells
"No problem that was all you! I just called in a friend."Kommisar says
"Let's celebrate round of drinks on me! Kommisar this is like a dream come true this club has all the Producers in the world come here!"Beca says
"You're beautiful and talented I'm glad to be of help."She smiles
"Why are you helping me so much I mean...this is crazy."Beca says
"You have a talent, you deserve to showcase it. And It helps that I can't stop thinking about you."Kommisar says Beca nods
"OH uhm..you know.."Beca begins to be speechless. Kommisar smiles and leans over to kiss her. Beca's eyes widen and she begins kissing back but she snaps out of it when she remembers Chloe.
"I'm sorry I uhm..I have a Chloe..I mean I have a girlfriend."Beca says
"And I don't care."Kommisar smiles Beca looks down at her drink and begins downing it.
"Crap.."Beca closes her eyes and politely smiles at the Blonde.
Back at the Bella's house Chloe is doing her homework when Beca stumbles in obviously drunk. Chloe looks at her confused and helps her to the bed taking off her shoes.
"Where have you been? We were suppose to have dinner at 6pm it's 2am now."Chloe says
"Chlo Chloe Chlo we always have dinner at 6pm we're getting so boring don't you think! I had drinks with Kommisar she's new and exciting and so tall."Beca slurs
"Yeah I can see that...whatever Becs. You don't want to have dinner together we don't have to do that anymore."Chloe says
"Do you ever get tired of this."Beca asked propping herself on her elbows.
"Tired of what?"Chloe asked
"THIS...4 years of this."Beca asked Chloe shakes her head "No I don't because I love you. I'm in love with you."Chloe says now concerned where all of this is coming from.
"I used to be a bad ass...now because of YOU I'm soft. all soft."Beca slurs again and falls asleep. Chloe places the blanket over Beca's body and runs her fingers through her hair. Chloe walks into Aubrey's room and sits on her bed.
"Chloe? What's wrong?"Aubrey asked
"Now I'm worried."Chloe admits Aubrey hears the sadness in her voice and makes room for Chloe to lay down next to her.
The Next morning Beca walked into Cynthia Rose's room and saw Amy there as they were playing Mario Kart.
"Woah Beca You look like hell."Cynthia says
"WHOOO BITCH! YOURE MINE!"Amy says Beca closes the door and sighs "Guys I screwed up."Beca says
"Yeah sure what'd you do add Thong song to the set list."CR jokes.
" Kommisar kissed me and I kissed her back."Beca says Amy pauses the game and they both look at each other then Beca.
"Okay this is salvageable. You feel guilty right?"Cynthia Rose asked Beca nods
"I feel terrible, I didn't know it was going to happen I don't even think I kissed her back that long but I did and ugh god. What do I do Chloe will freak out. Aubrey will probably throw up then kill me."Beca says pacing the room.
"Don't tell her."Amy cuts in Beca looks at her bestfriend confused
"What...I have to..."Beca says
"No you don't look you made a mistake it was a ONE TIME thing, it's not like you're gonna kiss her again right? So just don't tell her."Cynthia Rose says
"My Black Lesbian Friend is right BM. You recognized your mistake and you regret it. If you tell Chloe you kissed another woman she'll dump you before you can say ACA BELIEVE IT."Amy says Beca sighs and nods
"Okay I won't tell her."Beca says
During The Bella's rehearsal Beca noticed Chloe had ignored her all day when she was in class Chloe didn't respond to her text messages, and when she called it would go to her voicemail box.
As they were taking a break Chloe was tightening the brace around her leg.
"Hi Babe."Beca says sitting down Chloe ignores her and Beca sighs sitting in front of her.
"Okay tell me what I did because you only ignore me all day when you're pissed at me."Beca says irritated.
"Funny I guess your TIRED of dealing with me."Chloe says not looking at her girlfriend. That one words triggers off Beca's memory and she remembers what she told Chloe when she got to her room.
"Look I was drunk off my ass last night you saw me...I didn't mean anything I said."Beca says
"You know what Beca if You're Tired of us just tell me now..don't make excuses because I don't want to be in this relationship if you're having doubts about us."Chloe says
"HEY...I'm not"Beca says holding Chloe's hand tightly
"I love you that's not going to change yeah we haven't been spending a lot of time together and I know I'm busy but my heart will always beat for you. You know that."Beca says Chloe looks at her uncertain and Beca leans her forehead against hers.
"I'm sorry"She says Chloe slightly smiles and nods Beca smiles at her and kisses her lips
"I love you."Chloe whispers Beca pulls her into a hug and sees Cynthia Rose and Amy giving her a thumbs up.
"Love you too Baby."She says holding Chloe tightly.
Aubrey dismisses the rehearsal and she tells Beca to stay back for a bit.
"I have to get to the Library and check out a book see you back in my room."Chloe kisses Beca's lips. Beca turns to Aubrey who has her hands on her hips.
"What's going on with you and Kommisar?"Aubrey asked
"Nothing is going on."Beca says
"Doesn't seem like it. Seems like you two are spending way too much time together. Tell me Beca does Chloe need to be worried?"Aubrey says
"My Girlfriend and I are fine Posen. Butt out."Beca says
"No this became my business when my best friend cried her eyes out at 2 in the morning."Aubrey says
"She- She Cried..look seriously nothing is wrong she and I are fine I'm fixing this."Beca says leaving the auditorium.
What was suppose to be smooth sailing wasn't as smooth at all the memory of Kissing Kommisar stuck with Beca for about 2 weeks and because of that she wanted to spend more time with her which she did because whenever Beca had a Gig Kommisar was there. The more time Beca spend with her the less time she spent with Chloe while Chloe was busy with school work, and helping run the Bellas she and Beca just began to argue more and more.
"I don't understand why you need to be with Kommisar tonight you can go with Fat Amy."Chloe crosses her arms
"Look Kommisar has the connections and if you haven't noticed I've been getting calls from nearly every club to DJ at their events. Why can't you just be happy for me?"Beca asked
"Because I haven't been able to spend time with my girlfriend in 2 weeks Beca you said things would change."Chloe argues.
"I'm making my dreams come true Chlo, Look I'm sorry you got rejected from London I am but it's unfair to me that you can't support me when all of this is happening."Beca says Chloe nods
"I want you to stop working with Kommisar."Chloe crosses her arms.
"She's helping me Chlo, you're just being insecure."Beca says
"I want you to stop seeing her Beca."Chloe says
"I won't do that."Beca says Chloe nods
"Chloe nothing is going on with Kommisar okay, she's supporting me in this why the hell can't you! None of this is fair to me"Beca says Chloe turns around and looks at her.
"When you go to the Bella house tonight. Go into the closet look into my jean jacket talk to me about fair."Chloe says and walks away from her. Leaving Beca confused.
Beca drives to the house and does exactly what Chloe told her to do inside Chloe's jean jacket there was a letter from the Acting School in London.
Dear Ms. Beale Thank you for you response we are very sadden to hear that you have declined our offer to attend our Acting Academy if you so choose to change your mind about your decision please just give us a call and we gladly accept you into the course.
"Shit."Beca says holding the letter in her hands she takes out her cellphone and tries to call Chloe but the line goes to voicemail. Suddenly her cellphone begins ringing and she answers.
"Kommisar what is it I'm not in the mood."Beca says
"You will be Tiny Mouse. The Producer from Universal Records is here he wants you to play so he can sign you! Get your cute butt over here!"Kommisar yells.
"What...okay I'm on the way."Beca says gathering her laptop and soundboard and running to the car.
"Chloe.."Beca says when she opens the door and sees Chloe on the other side of it.
"Where are you off to?"Chloe asked
"Kommisar said a Producer wants to hear me play and he has interest to sign me.."Beca smiles
"Okay."Chloe nods and walks past her girlfriend.
"Chloe I really need you there..this could be big...Look I read the letter and I.."Beca gets interrupted by her phone she holds it up and it was Kommisar.
"You know what let me know what a good time is for you to actually have a conversation. Because I don't know if THIS is working anymore"Chloe says and goes into her room slamming the door. Beca feels her chest tighten and it's like her heart would explode she couldnt think about that right now she had to play for this producer she would beg for Chloe's forgiveness later.
Performing for the music producer was such a thrill for Beca the crowd was amazing the energy was everywhere and the Producer told her to go to his office Monday Morning so he could sign her. Beca was on cloud 9 the Club offered her free drinks and she took it! She and Kommisar were celebrating and enjoying their night and Beca's new found success.
"This is incredible I can't believe this is real..I just Holy crap!"Beca says happily.
"You are wasted Tiny Mouse"She says
"I am but Im happy Im so damn happy I don't want this night to end."Beca smiles
"It doesn't have to."Kommisar says taking Beca and her intoxicated hand and leading her to a cab that was waiting outside.
"Are you and Beca still on the rocks."Aubrey asked Chloe
"I don't know what we are...Im sick of arguing with her. I don't know whats happening with us."Chloe says
"You're jealous of Kommisar just tell Beca how you feel I'm sure she'll understand you just have to talk to her."Aubrey says Chloe nods and Aubrey pulls her into a hug.
Beca opens her eyes and feels herself regretting that decision when the 100 pound headache hit her instantly. "Damn Ciroc."Beca says she feels a fuzzy pillow beside her and she knows for a fact neither her or Chloe own a fuzzy pillow.
"Tiny Mouse."A voice calls Beca's eyes open wide and she sits up seeing Kommisar in nothing but a towel.
"Last night was fun."Kommisar says Beca's heart literally leaps into her throat.
"Did uhm...Please tell me nothing happened with us."Beca says Kommisar licks her lips and smiles Beca looks under the blanket she was naked.
"FUCK"Beca yells getting out of bed and putting her clothes on.
"Look. Last night Big Mistake. I love my girlfriend shes my whole world I love her and this was a drunken mistake okay."Beca says
"I dont do relationships Tiny Mouse last night was just how do you say All in the fun."Kommisar says Beca nods and quickly gets out of her apartment she takes a cab home and sees a voicemail from Chloe.
"Hi It's Me, Look last night Im sorry I was a douche I hate how we've been the last few weeks I just I don't know whats happening maybe I am jealous of all the time you're spending with Kommisar I just love you so much you know. So I just have one question for you if you are willing to meet me at the Coffee shop. I'll be waiting."~Chloe
Beca enters the Coffee shop and sees Chloe sitting at the Table Chloe smiles and walks over to Beca she takes a deep breath and shrugs.
"Beca Mitchell, Can we be in love again?"She asked Beca lets out a sigh of relief and nods "Yes Yes we can."Beca says pulling her into a hug and kissing her lips.
"I love you. No more fighting."Chloe says against her lips Beca nods.
Beca is in her room after she walked Chloe to her class she had called Amy and Cynthia Rose and once again she was in full blown panic mode.
"What is the emergency?"Amy asked
"I cheated on Chloe...I shit I got drunk last night after my gig and slept with Kommisar."Beca reveals.
"Shit..."Amy says Cynthia Rose shakes her head
"Beca what the hell!"Cynthia Rose hits Beca upside the head.
"You can't tell her...She'll dump your ass and Aubrey will kick you out of the Bellas"Amy says
"Komissar agreed to not say a word to her."Beca says Amy thinks for a second.
"Did you think of that trail.."Amy asked
"What trail?"Beca asked Cynthia Rose rolls her eyes
"The trail that leads to the girl you slept with to the girl you hope never finds out what you did!"Cynthia yells
"Theres no trail..She wont tell anyone"Beca says
"Theres always ONE person a girl tells about her one night stand."Amy says
"Kommisar's best friend is Pieter, Pieter works with Ashley in the Student lounge Ashley is best friends with Stacie, Stacie tells Chloe...hey I did it!"Cythnia Rose says Beca quickly leaves her room grabs her cellphone and dials Kommisar as she begins running.
"Tiny Mouse up for round 2."She says
"Not Funny please tell me you did not tell Pieter about us last night."Beca begs
"No I didn't tell him anything..but I told my Cousin..."Kommisar says
"You're cousin...who's your...shit..."Beca closes her eyes.
"You forgot Jessica is my cousin. We share everything."Kommisar says Beca knows that Chloe and Jessica have class together and her heart stops when she sees Chloe and Jessica talking outside of the building.
"Chloe you and I are good friends and I feel like because of that I should tell you this."Jessica says
"You're freaking me out."Chloe jokes
"My cousin called me last night..she told me she spent the night with someone pretty special and well...Maybe this will tell you who."Jessica says taking Beca's leather jacket out of her backpack.
"What.."Chloe says shocked
"Chloe Beca slept with Kommisar last night."Jessica reveals. Chloe stares at the jacket and begins to sob.
Jessica pulls Chloe into a hug and Beca closes her eyes. Chloe turns around and sees Beca there.
"Don't talk to me."Chloe cries walking past her.
"CHLOE CHLOE PLEASE."Beca says trying to catch up to her.
"Hey wait."Beca says running in front of her holding her still. Her heart broke as she watched Chloe crying in front of her.
"Chloe I..."She says
"You're what you're sorry?...That's great you're sorry you cheated on me! You realize I gave up London to be with you because I love you! And then You go and Cheat on me!"Chloe shoves her off of her.
"I didn't tell you to give that up for me! Chloe Look I just I don't know okay I was drunk...I there's no excuse for what I did. I love YOU okay and when you called me saying you wanted to meet up I was so happy to hear your voice that you wanted to see me I was rushing over to see you."Beca says
"Where were you coming from when you were meeting me."Chloe asked
"I...uhm..I"Beca says Chloe pushes Beca away from her again.
All of the Bellas were at the house watching a movie on a typical Thursday.
"Anyone else think it's too quiet tonight?"Flo asked
"I say we enjoy these peaceful moments."Amy Says passing out the bowl of chips.
Suddenly the door is pushed open and they all turn their heads. They see a very upset Chloe her hair was in a messy bun and her eyes were red printed with tear stains closing the door and Beca stopping it with her foot pushing through to get inside.
"Chloe Please Listen to me!"Beca cries desperation.
"I have nothing to say to you Beca. I can't even look at you right now."Chloe cries
"What is going on?"Stacie asked Amy and Cynthia Rose look at each other knowing exactly what happened.
"Nothing."They both say
"Let's keep focusing on the movie shall we."Amy turns the volume up.
"No what is happening they never fight."Stacie says turning the volume down.
"Chloe It was a mistake okay I made a mistake..."Beca says
"YOU MADE A MISTAKE!? WHAT THE HELL DID YOU THINK YOU TWO WERE DOING PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK!"Chloe yells
"What were they playing?"Flo asked
"Chlo.."Beca tries to grab her hand.
"NO!"Chloe yells
"No? Chloe please...talk to me."Beca practically begs the red head.
"There's nothing to talk about Beca. I'm serious We're over we're done."Chloe says with nothing but anger.
"Done?"Flo looks at Stacie confused
"Should we do something?This sounds serious"Stacie asked
"I think we should just let it die down.."Amy says
"Amy you know it won't die down at all."Cynthia rose says
"Whatever is going on Aubrey will kill Beca once she sees her bestfriend is in tears...Aubrey is on the way right now"Stacie says reading her girlfriend's text message.
"You two seem to be acting weird what the hell is going on?"Flo asked
"Chloe please.."Beca says following Chloe into the Living room. Chloe stops and sees the other Bellas in the room.
"That's it what the hell is going on."Stacie asked. Chloe wipes her tears and Beca tries to reach for Chloe's hand but Chloe shoves her hand away.
"Let's talk in the kitchen."Beca says pulling Chloe inside.
"Talk about what...You cheated on me did you really think you and I together after that!"Chloe yells
"I screwed up okay I know that. I'm sorry I'll spend the rest of my life being sorry for this..Chloe please don't leave me."Beca cries, Beca looks up and sees Chloe in a daze she take advantage and kisses her arms, neck cheeks and lips. Chloe kisses her back but suddenly shoves her off.
"NO! You can't just make this better with kisses Beca! I trusted you I actually felt guilty for feeling jealous and Aubrey and Jessica they were all right! You are a completely different person to me now. I used to think of someone who would never ever hurt me. How could you do this to me to us!"Chloe cries. Beca drops her head in defeat and wipes Chloe's tears away.
"Chloe I love you please believe me when I tell you that."Beca says trying to save what is left of her relationship.
"No. At this point I don't trust you and guess what you told me you were tired now so am I. It's Over Beca."Chloe says walking away from Beca and going to her room.
"Go Check on Red."Amy tells Stacie and Flo they both nod and run up the stairs
"It's over..I lost her."Beca says sitting on the floor of the kitchen. Cynthia kneels down and rubs Beca's back
"Beca you're shivering.."She says
"I just ruined my relationship with the love of my life.."Beca says looking up at her two friend she shakes her head and cries into her hands.