He used to wonder what would happen if he used cataclysm on a human .

The first time he wondered that was during the beginning stages after he discovered the power. Ladybug and him were more forced associates than partners . A fact she reminded him of at the akuma attack that day .

In fact , quite a lot happened that day.

His father spoke to him for the first time in seven months to inform him that Nathalie was taking him to the PTA meeting as he was too busy.

The kids in school commented about how the newbie was so rich , he had an assistant .

The one guy who treated him like a real person introduced his parents who discreetly insulted him .

The photoshoot he spend half of the previous day doing was scrapped for a new one that he had to miss school to do , resulting in more not-so-discreet whispers .

And then an akuma appeared , ruined the photoshoot just before it got over and later had launched him at the most amazing girl he knows , who shoved him off her grumbling about why she got stuck with him as a partner .

And the biggest thing was , ...he smiled .

The whole day , he spend it ...smiling .

Standing on the edge of one of the top railings of the Eiffel Tower , looking over the city , he was supposed to help protect , wondering if Plagg made a mistake in choosing him .

If he would be able to find a better hero , a better partner if he was gone .

If his dad could cry if he died .

If he would have Nathalie prepare the funeral and then be too busy to show up .

If Nino would be upset he was gone , or relieved he didn't have to put up with him out of kindness .

If the numerous people who tell him what a good boy he is will cry at the funeral and laugh after its done and over with .

If anybody could say anything about him other than his performance at work .

That's when he first called the bad luck into the palm of his hand , knowing what it does with its touch ...and wonders...

What would happen if he touched a human ?

He would raise his hand and bring it hear his face .

See the black energy creep around the palm of his hand and wonder ...

What if he brought it a little closer ?

Would his body disintegrate ? No evidence , no loss, no funeral . The only one who would know would be Plagg ...

And Plagg doesn't talk about stupid things .

Would his face become partially scarred ? The beautiful boy , the asset , the money-maker ...ruined . No more perfection .

What would happen ?

The nights when he wondered grew less in number as his friendship and partnership grew .

But after the 12th time , he stopped wondering .

Mother's Day , when everyone he knew scampered about , fussing about their mothers .

When a child turned into an akuma cause someone knocked over the flowers she picked for her mom .

When ladybug had to hurry home cause she had big plans with her mother.

When Nino turned off his phone cause he was spending the evening with his mom.

When he picked some of his own mothers favourite flowers and wound it into a crown like she used to do for him .

When his father reprimanded his for his dirty appearance and threw the crown into the trash after crushing it .

When he had to smile at a camera as he was held by arms that were too soft , a body that was too fit .

That day he had fell to his knees , his face in his hands as he faced the city .

That day , he learned his ability doesn't work on himself .

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There was no more point in wondering .

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AN:-

I had an idea . And this happened .

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