Behind closed doors and through stiffled cries

All Dean winchester wants is to die

He tried once and he tried twice

now he uses a silver knife

he stiffled his crys with a towel at hand

he cuts his legs till he cant stand

he needs the pain to feel alive

even know he's ready to die

When he's left alone by himself

he looks at the gun on the shelf

His thoughts wirling around his head

"all I want to be is dead."

I wish to not feel anymore

I wish to lie dead on the floor

And I won't wake up to see my fate

as daddy's little dumb mistake.

I won't be Dean Winchester anymore

Let me die on the floor

~xXxTeenageNothingxXx