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A/N: Sienna Salvatore – Danielle Campbell.

River Fell – Meaghan Martin.

Luna Lockwood – Isabeli Fontana.

Stone Fell – Alexander Ludwig.

Chapter 1:

It has been three months since Sienna Salvatore had become a hermit. Three months since her perfect life got torn apart and became one she didn't recognize anymore. Three months since she had seen her best friends, her sisters.

It had been two months since a teenager she had never seen before waltzed into the Boarding house like he owned the place. Sienna would never forget the look of fear prominently shown on her Uncle Zach's face when looking at said teenager. Zach had immediately dragged him over to his office, away from Sienna, and even though she couldn't hear a word, it was hard to miss her uncle's angry hisses.

It had been two months since Sienna Salvatore became informed of the dark and horrifying secret the small and quaint town of Mystic Falls harbored from its citizens. That Mystic Falls housed dark creatures of the night, and that the horror stories she watched on the television with her best friends, weren't really fiction, but reality.

The teenaged boy that walked in the other day like he owned the house was because he did in fact own it if he were in fact alive… technically he was, but you know. The teenager was her somewhat great-great-whatever-great uncle, because Stefan Salvatore was a vampire, but one that preferred drinking the blood from animals instead of killing humans, and he has been seventeen for 150 years. Cool? Not really.

Also, she apparently had another great-great-whatever-great uncle who was older than Stefan by a few years, but neither Zach nor Stefan liked talking about him since he was apparently a wildcard and relished in killing.

Zach insisted she wore vervain in all her jewelries and drinks some with her morning coffee or tea every morning for breakfast. Vervain was some sort of plant that repelled vampires; if they tried drinking from her, then they would grow weak and drop down instantly since it was toxic to them. It would also protect her mind since apparently vampires can compel humans to do their bidding, which Sienna found to be revolting.

Stefan had decided to come back to Mystic Falls and register into high school because he wanted to start a life. Sienna had become closer with Stefan in the past two months, especially since she was ignoring all her friends' incessant calls and she hadn't left the house since. Stefan confided in her that the reason he was back and wanted to enroll into high school, was because of Elena Gilbert. Insert eye roll here.

Yeah, Sienna Salvatore hated Elena Gilbert with a burning passion and she wasted no time in telling that to a shocked Stefan who looked utterly bewildered that anyone could hate perfect Elena. Sienna always felt that she was a fake bitch hidden behind a nice and caring exterior, and she couldn't wait for the day to tell everyone, 'I told you so.' The only ones in this small damn town that believed Sienna and hated Elena's guts as well were two of her three best friends; River Fell and Luna Lockwood.

Sienna was surprised when Stefan informed her that he witnessed the Gilbert's car crash into Wickery Bridge and that Grayson Gilbert insisted that he save Elena first. Problem solved to the mystery that had mystified everyone as to how Elena was found outside the car and had survived the crash when her parents didn't.

Finding out that Elena Gilbert was a doppelganger to the vampire that had changed Stefan and his brother 150 years ago was surprising to say the least, but it made Sienna understand the pull he felt towards Elena, it was because she looked like Katherine, otherwise he wouldn't have wasted the time of day on her.

There was one day left for the first day of junior year to start and Sienna was becoming nervous; she didn't want to go. But Zach had drawn the line. He already told her that she had spent three months locked in her room like a recluse and that he was exhausted with telling all her friends that kept on calling and visiting the Boarding house that she wasn't up for visitors.

It was that same day Stefan had knocked on her door and asked why she was avoiding everyone and hadn't left the house in months, and Sienna trusted Stefan, telling him her deepest secret and her reason for becoming a hermit. Stefan was shocked when he found out, then he was angry and for a moment, Sienna believed he would make an exception to his Bambi diet.

At the end Stefan promised her that he would stay by her side and protect her, and Sienna felt touched and overwhelmed; anyways they had to stay close, the cover story was that Stefan Salvatore was her cousin from a secret distant uncle that grew up with family outside of Mystic Falls.

Due to that, Sienna found herself driving to Mystic Falls High School with Stefan in the passenger seat, who was trying to distract her from her nerves of being near so much people, her probably ex-best friends and most of all, him.

Sienna so wished she could be in her comfy and safe room with the blankets over her head, but unfortunately Zach wasn't fooled by her faking a fever that morning. Who knew that heating a thermometer with a blow dryer was done many times before in his youth? Certainly not me, otherwise I would have feigned it being my time of the month.

Sienna told Stefan that she would wait outside the office for him since he had to enroll himself into high school as her cousin. Waiting outside she rolled her eyes once she saw that Elena Bitchy Gilbert and her best friend Bonnie Bennett stood at a distance, checking Stefan's back out. How desperate can one get? Or is it two?

Stefan signed up all the same classes as Sienna which she was really touched about and would keep denying to Stefan about shedding a tear or two at his actions. It was hormones after all.

As they made their way over to their first class which so happened to be English, Sienna couldn't help but ask, "You compelled the secretary, didn't you?"

"What was I to do? My records were incomplete. I had no immunization records and transcripts," Stefan shrugged.

It was so awkward since Sienna shared all her classes with her best friends, and as she and Stefan sat next to each other, she could feel their eyes burning a hole behind her back, and hear the other girls whispering about her snagging the new guy …. Uh, gross! … Until the teacher read the registry and they heard his last name was Salvatore like her and they immediately took back their previous comments … Thank god!

Side by side, Stefan and Sienna left their classes and rushed into their next ones, and after every class Sienna would ignore her ex-maybe-best friends calling her name. But Sienna never double backed, keeping her head held high and a hand crushing Stefan's wrist whenever she got nervous.

Of course, Stefan would wait outside the bathroom after every class for Sienna, and no matter how many times she told him that it wasn't obligated of him, Stefan would insist that he wait out for her since he really wanted to take care of her and that's what family was for … and besides, her whatever-friends might decide to corner her in the bathroom and with Stefan waiting outside, they wouldn't be able to. He really did make a good point. … He did have 150 years of experience after all.

During History class, Sienna couldn't help but roll her eyes at the eye-sex that was going on between Stefan and Elena. Curse her luck, it looked like Elena was interested in her 'cousin' after all, and would bet all her favorite poptarts in the world that they would end up dating by tonight or tomorrow … maximum by the end of the week; but Elena was too much of an attention-whore to wait that long, so most probably by three days max!

Sienna couldn't believe her luck and was thankful for an amazing buffer like Stefan, but she just had to jinx it; standing in front of her car with angry, rage-filled looks, crossed arms and hands on their waists, were her three ex-maybe-best-friends, River Fell, Luna Lockwood and Caroline Forbes.

Sienna shot Stefan a pleading look to help her out and maybe vampire flash-zoom her out of there before they could rage and rant on her, but Stefan was not a fool to go against three extremely angry and irritated teenaged girls. Instead, he muttered that he would zoom-flash to the Boarding House and whispered a quick good luck.

"Well thanks, FOR NOTHING!" Sienna yelled after Stefan's retreating back sarcastically; damn her hormones are really acting up, she could already feel the waterworks were on their way due to Stefan's tiny betrayal.

"Sienna Aurelia Salvatore! What the hell!" Luna yelled out, so they picked her to start off, greeeaattt. Luna had the worst temper out of all the girls, sometimes reminding her of a rabid dog, which of course she never said out loud. She loved living thank you very much.

"We've been calling you for three months. Constantly calling you and texting you and knocking on your damn door and you've been ignoring us!" River screeched adamantly, her navy blue eyes boring into her olive green ones making her wince.

"What do you have to say for yourself? Because seriously, I don't think any excuse would cut it. Three months and you ignored us the whole day at school," snapped Caroline, for once all her bubbliness and cheerful visage had vanished.

"Are you three going to keep ranting, or am I allowed to talk?" Sienna was feeling bitchy at the moment, but she knew that it would change soon. Her mood was like a flipping rainbow these past few weeks.

"Fine, speak," Luna hissed, her grey eyes darkening into an onyx black with rage.

"Weeeelll," Sienna began looking around for any distractions, but River knew her so well and began clicking her fingers impatiently. "Look, I don't want to tell you, and I don't have to … so goodbye," Sienna tried, key word, tried making her way over to her car door, but Luna gripped her wrist.

"No, you are going to the Grill with us and Luna is going to sit in the passenger seat with you so that you don't even think about escaping," said Caroline, a bit of her perkiness seeping into her serious tone.

And that was how Sienna found herself practically held by gunpoint driving to Mystic Grill – well, maybe she was being a tad bit dramatic, but she WAS being manhandled into go there; Luna Lockwood seriously throws a hard punch … not that she ever experienced it, but she heard from others and was in no rush to experience it.

Walking in, Sienna huffed in anger when she noticed Caroline and River were seated on a table, and that he was playing pool with some hoe-bag. She waved at Matt and Tyler who were seated by the bar while Luna pushed her over to sit down next to her on the table.

Five minutes later and Sienna had a dreamy smile on her face as she sipped on some nice chamomile tea, which really helped with the hormones by the way. She was however impatient for her order of burger, fries, nuggets and chocolate milkshake to arrive, ignoring the three girls and Vicki's boggling stares … so she was hungry, so effing what?

The girls ate their lunch in quiet and when they were all done, they stared as Sienna slurped her chocolate milkshake with extra sauce and whipped cream like a toddler would when having ice cream for the first time. "So what do you guys want? Not to watch me eat I hope, cause that's creepy," Sienna chuckled nervously.

"You know damn well what we want. Why have you been ignoring us? What happened to you?" growled Luna.

"I don't want to say anything, okay?" Sienna snapped. She wanted to go into the safety of her room. She rolled her eyes and clenched her fists under the table when Stone Fell, River's older brother by a year walked over to them with his arm around hoe-bag's waist.

"Riv, I need some money. I forgot my wallet at home," Stone came over. While River rooted through her purse for some dollar bills, Caroline and Luna exchanged conversation with Stone and the hoe-bag while Sienna tried her damned hardest to keep her tears at bay … damn hormones! Now is sooo not the time.

Stone looked at Sienna with a sneer as he tightened his arm around hoe-bag and left the girls to stand by the bar and order drinks.

River looked sympathetically at Sienna, "Is it because you and Stone broke up three months ago? Do you think I would take sides or some-"Sienna cut her off, really not in the mood to talk about her ex-boyfriend Stone Fell, the major asshole.

"No, it isn't. Drop it River!" Sienna growled angrily, her olive green eyes darkening to the color of a jade green.

"Oh my god, it is. How pathetic are you to change your whole personality and ditch your friends over one guy!" yelled Luna, drawing attention to them, and Sienna lost it. With Stone and his hoe-bag and Matt, Tyler and Vicki staring at them because Luna couldn't keep her damn mouth shut and spouting bullshit, Sienna just lost it, which later she would blame on the hormones as usual when asked, ignoring the fact that it might be heartbreak.

Sienna stood up abruptly, and smashed the long empty glass that held her chocolate milkshake in a few minutes ago, hard on the table; shards of glass flew everywhere and everyone in the grill stared at her in awe, concern and bit of fear. Stone actually let go of his hoe-bag and came over to them … probably to protect his little sister from his psycho ex.

"Screw you, Luna! All of you just leave me the hell alone!" and with that, Sienna Salvatore threw a twenty dollar bill onto the table and dashed out of the grill into her car. Stefan wasn't at home; he left a note saying that he went to see bitchy Elena. She crumpled the note and threw it in the bin, whatever!

After an hour of bawling her eyes out under her blanket, Sienna found herself shaken out of her sleep and opened her red puffed up eyes to see her three best friends staring down at her; two of them with concern and one of them with guilt, Luna… duh!

"What do you want?" Sienna croaked hoarsely, her eyes flittering to three of the girls as she jumped out of the bed and put her fuzzy bunny slippers on.

"Well, I'm here to apologize for what I said at the grill … you know me, I have anger issues," said Luna sheepishly.

"Whatever, I'm hungry. Going to the kitchen," mumbled Sienna, making her way slowly down the stairs. The three girls stared at each other before running after her. "You just ate. Like a lot!" Caroline blurted out.

"And?" scoffed Sienna placing spaghetti in a pot to cook; maybe Zach and Stefan would be hungry later. She sat at the table and stared at her three friends; they were her sisters, and she was already dying without them in her life for the past three months.

"River, did Stone tell you why we broke up?" Sienna stared at her friend solemnly. River fidgeted slightly, "Um, well, he told me that he got bored of you and didn't love you anymore."

"It was a dare," said Sienna abruptly in a whisper, making her three friends snap their heads at her direction with wide eyes. "His … gang dared him to bag me. Since I was his sister's best friend, they didn't think he would actually do it." River, Luna and Caroline were deathly quiet as they listened to their friend speak, horror etched onto each of their faces.

Sienna stood up to stir the tomato sauce; she needed to keep her hands busy. "I found out around three and a half months ago. He begged me to forgive him and he promised me that he fell in love with me along the way and regretted agreeing to the dare for hurting my feelings, but at the same time he didn't because if it weren't for the dare he wouldn't have known how amazing and wonderful I am," Sienna laughed bitterly.

"That sounds so sweet!" Caroline squealed, ever the romantic.

"I know my brother Sienna, and he wouldn't throw the word 'love' so easily unless he meant it," River looked seriously at her best friend who never took her eyes off the tomato sauce.

"Yeah well, I believed him didn't I?… then three months ago I found out some … unsettling news, and when I told Stone, he blew the gasket, dumped me in front of all his friends and hissed at me to never speak to him or even look at him again and that he wanted nothing to do with me," Sienna informed them casually, but a few tears could be seen escaping down her eyelids.

"What was this 'unsettling news'?" asked Luna, making quotation marks with her fingers.

Sienna dropped the wooden spoon into the sink and closed the pot for the tomato sauce, lowering the fire for both the spaghetti and the sauce, before she looked at her three friends with red-rimmed eyes and tear-streaked cheeks.

"I'm pregnant!"

There was silence after their friend had uttered those two words, and after a minute of processing her words, all three of them blurted out in unison, "What?!"

"What do you mean…pregnant?" asked a dumbfounded River; she could not believe her brother to just abandon his child like that and the girl carrying it, who she knew he loved.

"I mean River; I'm knocked up, I'm with child, I'm preggers, I'm eating for two, I have a bun in the oven, do you get it know or do you need to hear more?" yelled a hysterical Sienna.

"I think your hormones are running wild. You need to tone it down a bit S," Caroline walked over to Sienna slowly with her hands raised up in a surrender motion. Sienna laughed, "I'm not some wild animal. I won't bite."

"Are you sure? I mean one simple question and you exploded like Godzilla," scoffed Luna.

"So you're carrying my nephew or niece in there?" River still looked dumbstruck; she already saw Sienna as family, but now with the baby, this actually made her tied to the whole family and not just her.

"Yup, told Stone and he yelled that I was a liar and that I should abort the baby before even thinking about talking to him … I'm four months pregnant. I didn't notice on my first month, and … I ignored you girls for the summer because I didn't want you to think you had to take sides. I thought River would ditch me and then you two would side with her."

"So you just decided on your own to call the shots?" snapped River. "Yeah, Stone is a dick and I'm going to kill him when I see him but he's my brother I can't hate him," she shrugged, "Just like you're my sister and I can't hate you. You're stuck with us, S."

"Yeah, we're sisters, doofus," said Luna with a smile.

"We're the Sisterhood of Mystic Falls remember," giggled Caroline, bringing up the nickname they had begun calling themselves ever since they watched Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants at twelve.

"GROUP HUG!" River yelled, and together the three girls engulfed the half-crying, half-giggling pregnant teenager in a huge bear-hug.

Sienna felt like a complete idiot for thinking such negative thoughts about her friends. Ever since they were four years old, meeting in the playground, the four of them stuck to each other like glue, and she just made a decision for all four of them … and a wrong one at that.

After an hour of catching up, the girls left and they made plans for the next day, while Sienna promised them that she was done avoiding and ignoring them. After she ate two plates of spaghetti, she placed the leftovers in a Tupperware for Zach and Stefan and stored them in the fridge for preservation.

As she left the kitchen, she walked into her Uncle Zach who held a newspaper article in his hand and brandished it in front of Stefan's puzzled face. "What's going on?"

"What's going on is your cousin promised!" Zach stared solemnly at Stefan who had just finished reading the newspaper and muttered, "This was an animal attack."

Zach shook his head, "Don't give me that. I know the game. You tear them up enough; they always suspect an animal attack. You said you had it under control."

"And I do," Stefan insisted, his gaze drifted over to a green Sienna in concern. Zach had to mention tearing bodies apart … dis-gus-ting!

Zach took on a pleading look, his hazel eyes imploring into Stefan's forest green ones, "Please, Uncle Stefan. Mystic Falls is a different place now. It's been quiet for years, but there are people who still remember. And you being here, it's just going to stir things up."

"It's not my intention," said Stefan emotionally.

"Then what is?" Zach retorted. "Why did you come back? After all this time, why now?" Sienna inwardly snorted to herself, he came back for the prissy and needy bitch of Mystic Falls because she looks like Katherine.

"I don't have to explain myself." Sienna was touched that Stefan trusted her with his reason and beamed slightly, her eyes beginning to tear up … damn hormones!

"I know that you can't change what you are. But you don't belong here anymore," Zach told him matter-of-factly. Ugh, Uncle Zach, rude much?

Stefan looked pained as he whispered, "Where do I belong?"

"I can't tell you what to do. But coming back here was a mistake," said Zach, and he left the room. Sienna jumped over to Stefan and hugged him hard, surprising Stefan who was a bit late in returning the hug. Sienna smile genuinely at him, "You do belong with me cuz. Don't take Uncle Zach's words to heart." And with that, Sienna left him alone, hearing him whisper a silent thank you to her on her way up the stairs to her room.

The next day things worked out differently. After driving herself and Stefan to school, she formally introduced Stefan to River and Luna – Caroline was hanging out with Bonnie at the time; and the three girls and Stefan hung out together.

During history class, Mr. Tanner was his usual douchy self. After droning on and on and on and on about the Battle of Willow Creek, he began attacking the unsuspecting students who weren't prepared for his verbal pop-quiz.

"–How many casualties resulted in this battle? Ms. Bennett?"

"Um… a lot? I'm not sure. Like a whole lot," Bonnie nodded her head as though she were in total agreement with her words.

Mr. Tanner didn't look pleased, "Cute becomes dumb in an instant Ms. Bennett. Mr. Donovan," he switched his gaze to victimize Matt instead. "Would you like to take this opportunity to overcome your embedded jock stereotype?"

Matt leaned back into his chair comfortably and smirked at him, "Its okay, Mr. Tanner, I'm cool with it." The whole class laughed at Matt, who looked proud of himself at that moment.

"Hmm. Elena? Surely you can enlighten us about one of the town's most significantly historical events?"

Elena looked like a deer caught in the headlights as she looked up at Mr. Tanner and stuttered, "I'm sorry, I-I don't know." Mr. Tanner approached Elena's desk and looked down at her, "I was willing to be lenient last year for obvious reasons, Elena. But the personal excuses ended with summer break."

Oh, burn! Sienna, River and Luna traded triumphant smirks; they hated Mr. Tanner, but him scolding and embarrassing Elena was A-Okay in their books.

"There were 346 casualties. Unless you're counting local civilians," Stefan spoke out confidently, trading a smirk with Sienna who rolled her eyes; of course he would know that, he lived through it. Cheater!

Mr. Tanner looked over at him, impressed, "That's correct. Mister …?" seriously douche, didn't he read the register like all proper teachers would?

"Salvatore."

Mr. Tanner stared at him, his gaze flickering over to Sienna, and then back again to Stefan. "Salvatore. Any relation to Sienna here?"

"Cousins," said Stefan nonchalantly.

"Well, very good. Except, of course, there were no civilian casualties in this battle," Mr. Tanner looked smug, and Sienna couldn't wait for Stefan to burst his bubble. If he said there were casualties, then there were casualties, since he was like … actually there at the time.

"Actually, there were 27, sir. Confederate soldiers, they fired on the church, believing it to be housing weapons. They were wrong. It was a night of great loss. The founder's archives are, uh, stored in civil hall if you'd like to brush up on your facts, Mr. Tanner." The whole class began laughing and Elena threw him an impressed smile that made Sienna want to tear it apart.

Mr. Tanner glared at Stefan as the bell rang and the whole class rushed out.

"You cousin is awesome, he just Tannered Mr. Tanner," laughed Luna, looping her arm through Sienna's.

"You're coming over to the party at the woods tonight, right Sienna?" asked Caroline, looping her arm through Sienna's free one.

"Uh, no? of course not Care-Bear."

"Whyyy," River whined. "It's the first party of the year, you have to be there."

"Maybe because I'm you know preggers. I won't have fun while you're all there drinking. Plus with my hormone levels, I might just flip out on Stone if I see him there with some girl," explained Sienna in a depressed tone. "We'll do something tomorrow, kay? But you girlies have fun and wear condoms if anything happens … unless you want to be in my position."

"NO!" the three girls yelled together before laughing. Sienna felt happy that she told them the truth; she would have died of depression without her rocks by her side.

That night, Sienna was woken up by a loud crash. She placed a robe over her pajamas and rushed over to where the sound had come from and saw that Stefan's room window that led to the balcony was shattered into pieces. It looked like someone was thrown through the window and she was immediately worried.

She heard an unfamiliar male's voice speak in a nonchalant voice, "I think we woke Zach up. Sorry, Zach!"

Sienna was wondering if she should rush over to Zach's room when a tall and handsome man that looked to be in his early twenties with raven black hair jumped into the balcony from outside. He froze, looking stumped at her when he saw her staring at him and Sienna noticed that he had electric blue eyes, but the same Salvatore features.

"Vampire," Sienna hissed in a low tone, backing up to escape the room, but the man was too fast for her and he flashed over to the door blocking her exit. He had an astonished expression on his face as he demanded, "How did you know what I am?"

Sienna whimpered her hand wrapped protectively over her stomach as she backed up, only to find her hit something solid. A scream was at the tip of her tongue until she heard the familiar calming voice, "Shh, shhh, Sienna it's me, it's Stefan."

The unfamiliar male looked even more surprised at that, "You know her?!"

"Stefan who is he? What is he doing here, and how was he invited in?" Sienna began rambling… yeah, so she rambled when she was nervous. She either rambled or spoke nonstop nonsense.

"This, is my older brother I told you about … Damon Salvatore," said Stefan reluctantly.

"Ohh," the unfamiliar man watched in surprise as all fear vanished from her. "That's the douche older brother you and Uncle Zach don't like talking about?" she smirked.

"Uncle Zach? Who are you exactly?" Damon looked suspiciously at her to Stefan. He was not expecting to see a teenage girl living in the Boarding house.

"Sienna Salvatore, daughter of Giuseppe and Aurelia Salvatore; I guess I'm your great-great-whatever-great niece," said Sienna matter-of-factly and Stefan had to admire her courage. Even Zach was frightened of running into Damon while he was still alive.

"Huh, who knew … how didn't I know?" Damon looked a mixture between amused at her reaction to him and her words, and frustration at not knowing Giuseppe had a daughter living in Mystic Falls.

"Yeah well, I found out when I moved in as well," said Stefan.

"Yeah, so let's get the rules over with, shall we?" Damon's eyes widened at that and he stared at Sienna with an unreadable expression while Stefan face palmed. "Rule Number One, no entering my room without my permission. Rule Number Two, no eating, killing, compelling or torturing my friends who are like my sisters, capish? Oh, and Rule Number Three, if you are going to eat my poptarts, make sure you go to the supermarket and buy me more, or I will hurt you."

There was silence in the room for a few seconds before Damon looked at Stefan incredulously, "She is kidding right?"

Stefan sighed, "No, she's not. She gave me the same rules, word from word."

Damon flashed over in her face making her squeak and jump backwards in shock, "No one tells me what to do! I play by my own rules, understand?"

"No-"Sienna was cut off by Stefan, "Damon, back off! Sienna's off limits, don't even scare her, it's not healthy for her at the moment."

Damon scoffed, "She's a healthy teenager. What? Is she going to die from fright," he smirked.

Damn hormones, damn hormones, damn hormones. Sienna repeated the mantra in her head and she burst out into tears.

Damon looked slightly freaked out, "What the hell. Are you going through your time of the month?"

Stefan winced, shaking his head at his brother's blatant remark.

"I'm pregnant you ass!" Sienna screamed, pushing past Damon to her room, her tears echoing in their super-hearing.

"Pregnant?" whistled Damon, looking bewildered, "Huh, good to be back," he muttered to himself as he went over to his room.

"This won't end well," Stefan groaned to himself as he fell backwards onto his bed.

A/N: How did you like this story till now? Honestly, I enjoyed writing it and my OCs. Sienna's personality cracked me up while writing her. R&R.