Lost Love
Chapter 6 - Maybe Not
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Sayuri
Chapter 6 - Maybe Not
We made love in the most intense way I ever remembered. Still sitting on the desk hugging each other, we were sweaty and breathless. Pulling me from his embrace, he looked at my eyes with passion.
"Usako... I love you so much." He whispered me.
"Mamo-... Mamoru, I love you too but, I can't forgive you... Not now. I need time."
"I understand Usako, but I'll fight for you." I smiled shyly at him not knowing what to fell at that moment. "Usa... you think it's too soon to see ChibiUsa? Can`t wait to see her, I miss her so much..."
"Ok, Mamoru. You can come with me, I'll try to talk to her first and then let`s see. But no promises."
"How do you think she will react?"
"Honestly, I don`t know… And that`s what I`m afraid of." He smiled and nodded.
Mamoru followed me home. I asked him to wait down the hall, outside my apartment while I bring ChibiUsa from my neighbor. As soon as me and ChibiUsa entered our home, we followed us to the door and waited for the right moment.
"ChibiUsa, can you sit with me? Need to talk to you."
"Sure, Mom. What is it?"
"You know... your father, you never met him but... uh... well, how can I say this..." I nervously tried to say, looking at my intertwined fingers, not looking at my daughter.
"Mom... you're okay?" ChibiUsa tried to look into my eyes. I smiled and nodded with my head. Taking a deep breath, I continued.
"What I tried to say is..."
"ChibiUsa..." A male voice entered the room making ChibiUsa look immediately behind her.
"He… he`s… Dad?!" Her eyes were wide with shock.
"ChibiUsa… Oh my god, you`re so beautiful!" He said, approaching her slowly.
"You're alive?! But how? I don`t understand..." ChibiUsa said still sitting on the couch without moving with the shock.
"ChibiUsa, let me tell you..." With this, ChibiUsa began to cry heavily, scaring me.
"Your Dad will explain, baby..." I said while she was still looking directly at her father.
Her eyes were red and the face wet, full of tears.
"ChibiUsa..." He couldn't finish his sentence because our daughter had a shocking reaction. She jumped into his arms, hugging him hard.
"It's okay, I don't mind... I just want my father with me." she said sobbing while her father held her with equal force, kissing the top of her head.
"I'm here and I'll never leave you again..." Mamoru said between tears. Then, he looked ahead and saw me visibly touched to the father/daughter scene before. He smiled and I smiled back.
"Now, let me look better at you..." He pulled her away a little from his embrace, running his fingers by her face, arms, hair... making her giggle.
"Beautiful... Gorgeous, just like your mother." He said winking at her but then looked straight at me, making me blush.
"Oh Dad!" ChibiUsa said embracing him once again.
"Uh... Mamoru, would you like to stay for dinner?" I asked him.
"Yes, Dad! Please, stay with us!" He smiled.
"Sure, how could I say no to the most beautiful princesses?" I glared him. Teasing me in front of our daughter!
During \dinner
"So... You're living with us Dad?" ChibiUsa asked with her eyes filled with hope. 'I was afraid of that question.'
"Honey, we are not together... You can see him whenever you want, spend time with him but w-"
"NO! Why?!" I was shocked.
"ChibiUsa please calm down and don't yell to your Mother. We`re not together for now..."
"Uh... for now? That means you`ll be back together?" She asked her father, smiling.
"Mamoru! What you're doing, don't say that!" I said angrily.
"I hate you!" My daughter yelled at me and running to her room.
"ChibiUsa!" I got up.
"Let me talk to her, okay? I'm sorry for saying that but I was trying to calm her down." He told me.
"Calming her? You're giving her hope for something we don't even know is going to happen!"
"That... We'll see." He whispered in my ear making me shiver. "I'll be right back." 'The nerve of this man!'
KNOCK KNOCK
"I don't want to talk to you!"
"ChibiUsa... it's me. Can I go in?"
"Yes, Dad..."
"Baby, you shouldn't talk to your mother like that."
"She don't want us together as a family."
"That is not true. I told you at dinner the whole story and with that I hurt mother, she have all the right to be angry with me..."
"But you're back..."
"She need some time and let`s go slowly... She loves you so much, please try to understand her feeling."
"I think I understand..."
"We love you so much, don't forget that, okay?"
"I know, I'm so embarrased... She's sad with me, isn't she?"
"Well, a little but everything could be better if you apologize to her... Come on."
"Mom, I'm so sorry! I was so mad... Sorry I didn't understand what you tried to tell me..."
"Oh baby, It's ok... I love you!" I embraced my daughter.
"I love you too Mom... And you Dad! Group Hug!" ChibiUsa motioned for her father to join us.
And so we hugged, the three, as a family. How often I imagined it, only not under these circumstances.
We put ChibiUsa to sleep and then came the time for Mamoru to go home. I opened my apartment's door and we made our farewell.
"Mamoru... thanks for talking to her..."
"I'm here for her, always."
"I'm glad... Well, uh... see you tomorrow, ne?"
"Hai... Can I ask you something?"
"Sure..."
"Can I give you a goodnight kiss?"
"Mamoru, we shouldn't do this..."
"Just one... Usako."
When he bent down towards me, I turned my face to the side so he could kiss me on the cheek. Anticipating my actions, Mamoru grabbed my chin and turned my face to kiss me on the lips. The kiss was deep, passionate, full of desire when suddenly...
"Kami-sama! Mamoru-san?! Usagi-chan?!" A voice interrupted us.
"Rei-chan..."
TO BE CONTINUED...