Is it worth it?
I don't notice colors very much.
They barely register as anything but shades of gray
But I barely register them.
Don't stop to drink them in and savor the experience;
This is blue. That is red.

Is it worth it?

I don't notice how things taste very often.
I eat what I like but I barely pay attention.
I don't look at them, don't see what I'm eating;
This is sweet. That is bitter.

Is it worth it?

Everything feels pointless.
Nothing I do is really gonna matter in this time, or the next
So why even try?
I gave up long ago.
I feel lost, don't know where to go.
Taking care of myself, doing the minimum is too much of a chore.
It's hard enough just getting by.
I don't even know how I feel anymore.

Is it worth it?
It is worth it, when I'm not alone.

I start seeing the colors again, if only temporarily.
Blues, oranges, and everything between hit me all at once.
I savor the moment, experience them all anew again
And relish in being together.
Your joy lifts me up and make me see them again. I see them because of you.

It is worth it, when I'm not alone.

I can taste things again, even if it's just for awhile.
I've never eaten anything so sour, so salty.
I shove the whole thing in my mouth, like I've never eaten before
And I'm reminded of your laugh.
Your caring nature makes me care and helps me seek life out. I taste them because of you.

It is worth it, when I'm not alone.

You bring something new to my life when I think it'll never change
And I have a purpose again.
My actions begin to matter. I see it in your face each time.
So I start trying again, start walking down the path.
Happiness, friendship and freedom. Sadness, loneliness and grief.
Your actions in different times make me experience it all.
And I finally start feeling again.

It is worth it, because of you.

Been feeling kinda bad myself and my hand slipped. I don't know what happened, I'm sorry, this is bad.