You can count this as filler.


Dean is fixing the Impala when his phone rings. A text from Chand.

Oh I'm Sorry boy .

For causing you much pain

Didn't mean to make you cry.

Make your efforts all in vain.

And I apologize.

For all the things I've done.

It's written. Dean gives a quizzical look and look for Sam. The feeling of guiltiness flooded him as he saw the confuse look of Cas while talking to Sam. The memories of the past where he hurt Castiel, where they bought betray each other makes Dean blinks several times and look away. Tears are threatening to come out and then he receives another text message again from Chand.

You were loving me so much.

But all i did was let you down.

Oh, I really don't.

Know just what to say.

All I know is that i want you to stay.

He does know he lets Cas down for several times, so was the other but in all odds he wants Cas to stay and never be gone. But love…he doesn't know. Another text came.

This time I'm not gonna let you slip away.

This time I'm not gonna let another day go by.

Without holding you so tight.

Without treating you so right.

This time I'm not gonna let go of your love.

This time I promise you that we'll rise above it all.

And I won't ever let you Fall.

I'm gonna give you my all this time.

'This time', thought Dean. This time he can fix everything. This time he can…can…

Another text came again.

Oh I never thought that i was hurtin'you.

Now I know that I was wrong.

Now I know just what to do.

Gonna try to be.

The best that I can be.

All I need is one more Chance.

To make it up to you - you'll see.

He hurt him before, for so many times and as possible he doesn't want to inflict pain anymore. As possible he wants to mends thing between them. To be what they are before but…more than that? Cas is a family to them he was like his bestfriend…? He sure is confuse too, to what Cas is to his life. A bestfriend, a brother or may be a lo…'No', Dean thought, shaking his head. Then he receives another text again.

And there's one more thing.

That you oughtta know.

All I know is that.

I don't want you to go.

They only clear thing to him is he doesn't want Cas to go away, he doesn't want him to disappear like before. Dean wants to bang his head to the Impala but the car is precious. He sigh. Those texts that Chand send to him makes everything complicated.

'I sure gonna punish Daegan for this' he thought gritting his teeth when another text came again from…Zain.

'Daegan I'm gonna kill you' he thought, balling his fist. In the eyes of the outsider, he sure look crazy.

This time I'm not gonna let you slip away.

This time I'm not gonna let another day go by.

Without holding you so tight.

Without treating you so right.

This time I'm not gonna let go of your love.

This time I promise you that we'll rise above it all.

And I won't ever let you Fall.

I'm gonna give you my all this time.

But…this time, this time what was Cas is to him. Why he felt so guilty whenever he does thing that will sure hurt him and why does felt helpless when he thought of him disappearing. Why does not he want Cas slipping away. Why does he care so much to the angel in the trench coat? Why? Didn't know and it's making him crazy.

He ruffles his hair pissed when he felt a hand on his shoulder.

"Dean" said the concern one.

"Ca…Cas" Dean said stuttering. He looks at the concern deepest blue eyes of his angel. And this time, his sure that he won't give it up. Give up what? Is still a question but soon he'll sure know.

"I'm fine Cas" he said and gives him a gentle smile making smile too.

"I'm glad Dean" the angel answers.


"Dad is so dense." Chand comments.

"Right Zain?" he asks his little brother who is drawing silently.

"How should we make destiel canon?" he ask and look straight to your eyes.

"Any suggestion?"