Tony walked into his apartment carrying the box from work. He found his father sitting looking at the picture of Tony and Ziva in Paris admiring it. He looked up, "Junior! How was it?"

"It was fine. I talked to everyone. They all understood. It was hard though, never thought I would leave that job." He sighed, "I loved it. But now I have a bigger priority. Where is Tali?"

"She's in your room taking a well needed nap. We had quite a day. Well I think I should probably get going now. Leave you two to rest," Senior stood up taking his jacket.

"Dad, wait. Can I talk to you?"

"Sure Junior, what's on your mind?"

"This whole thing that's happened. Some of it just doesn't make sense to me. It's too overwhelming, and I can't wrap my head around it."

Senior patted him on the back, "that's understandable. Start from the beginning."

They sat down together. "This whole thing about Ziva being d…." He couldn't even say it. "It's doesn't make sense. She wouldn't go out like that. And Orli's story, it just doesn't make sense. I need answers, Dad."

"Well Junior I say start from the beginning. Write out what's bothering you, and go find those answers you're looking for. Or else you'll regret it forever."

"Thanks Dad. I'm gonna make a list. I think I'm going to do some traveling too. Maybe Israel, Berlin, Paris. Definately Paris, Ziva loves Paris."

"You mean 'loved' Paris."

Tony shook his head, "No Dad, LOVES Paris."

With that Senior got up and left leaving Tony alone to process everything. He took out a piece of paper, and made a list. Something was eating at him, Ziva can't be dead, it's just not possible.

His list read

1. No body found

2. No DNA from a body was found in ashes

3. Why was a "go-bag" packed and ready to go as if something was planned? (All of Tali's things were packed in there, with essentials, Ziva's scarf, and most important, Kalev).(If Orli packed it after the fire wouldn't everything be disintegrated, so there would be nothing left to pack)

4. Orli's story doesn't add up. No part of that sounded at all like Ziva.

5. Why did Tali Survive? (On the newscast, it showed the whole house was consumed in flames, which included Tali's room)

6. Why does none of Tali's belongings smell of smoke and fire. (If it was in the fire it should smell. No excuse of washing it because, if ti was washed Ziva's scarf shouldn't have smelled. None of that was in the fire).

7. Other than Tony taking Tali to Paris because "Ziva loves Paris" why is he truly going there?

8. Ziva left knowing people were after her. She would do anything to protect her child, even sending it to Tony (only biological). She would never put the child in danger.

9. Ziva was raised without a mother, and death surrounding her whole life. She would never put her child through that, living without a mother. So why would she die, leaving her child like that?

10. Why was Tali completely unscathed?

11. Why was her room in a corridor away from Ziva? She would never put her that far away.

12. Why would she send Tali to Tony, when Tali knows no english, but she could stay in a country she is familiar with. Does she know Tony can find her?

13. "Thank God for the 'go-bag'. Your Mom always packed a 'go-bag'".

He needed to find these answers. ASAP!

Hey so this is just the first chapter. I know there will be more. And all of these questions will be answered through this. Will he find Ziva? Is she still alive? You'll have to wait and see. Thanks for reading! I really hoped you enjoyed it, please leave a comment below, whether you liked it, hated it. What you want to see, what you think should happen. This is your story I'm writing, so please feel free to contribute, I'll try to add them in, and take your opinions into consideration. The chapters won't be updated immediately so hang tight. It's the end of the year so it's getting busier, but they won't spanned out over a long period of time. Again I really hoped you enjoyed it. Please review! Thanks!