Ch 1

If all the flowers faded away
And if all the storm clouds decided to stay
Then you would find me
Each hour the same
She is tomorrow
And I am today

If right is leaving
I'd rather be wrong
She is sunlight
The sun is gone

And if loving her is
Is a heartache for me
And if holding her means
I have to bleed
Then I am the martyr
Love is to blame
She is the healing
And I the pain

Esmerelda was getting ready for her meeting with Paul Levesque aka triple h at the arena the raw before WrestleMania. She was listening to the all too familiar song and it made her think about him. The man who was a savior at the worst time of her life. Esmerelda has been a personal assistant for the wwe now 4 years and the fact that they have had little contact makes her laugh. She had been hired after her friend serenity started there and recommend her to work for randy Orton when he was working on one of his movies. She has been by his side since. She has also worked with some of the nxt kids. Especially Finn balor since he started. The two of them worked perfectly together and been inseparable ever since. She looked at the time and saw she had 20 minutes to go so she called her best friend serenity who was also a personal assistant for dolph ziggler and Sami zyan.

"hey bitch"

"hey hoe. Are you coming to lunch with the rest of the crew?"

"no wait, there rest of you don't have a meeting with Paul soon?"

"nope wait you do?"

"yes in 20 minutes I am leaving there now. Oh great what it I am let go since not having around I have been here just twiddling my thumps."

"honey I highly doubt that is the case. You are the best pa we have. The wrestlers respect you more than the rest of us since you were just like them and no all about the pain they feel all day and night."

This was true. Esmerelda grew up in Cincinnati, Ohio with her alcoholic abusive mother. Who use to be a ring rat that traveled around the wrestling territories until she became exclusive to one wwe superstar and got pregnant. When her mother told him it was too late since he was already married to his wife and refused to help her with much. Esmerelda grew up going to school with and training with a certain lunatic. At 14 she lied about her age to train with cody hawk and her mother could have cared less.

"yeah wrestling was the best outlet for me but I don't think that will save me. But no matter what I doubt that will save me."

"you're the daughter of a powerful player here in the wwe girl I doubt it will be your pink slip."

That is true but her father is not the one who got her the job and only a few people knew who he was. At 27 years old she never needed him to fight her battles and wasn't going to start now. She didn't need his help with anything since he was never there for her growing up compared to her siblings.

"well I better go and see what he wants talk about it with you at the show tonight."

"you bet Esmerelda. I am going to go stuff my face now while I still can."

They hang up and she just breathes grabbing her bags to check out and head to her rental car. Happy that she traveled alone this time around. She would usually travel to the arena with randy unless Kim was visiting then she would leave with serenity or alone. It's where she can enjoy the time to listen to her music and sing without anyone judging her. Plus, it is the only time she can be alone with her thoughts because even in the hotel room she is working all night before sleep making sure everything goes smoothly for her clients. She pulls up the arena and just breathes before walking inside searching straight for Paul's office for the evening. Right as she gets there she quickly knocks.

"Come in"

"You wanted to see me sir?"

"Aww yes Esmerelda your early for your meeting. But better than late as some people can be." He looks at his watch.

"Yes well I was the reason Randy kept on time especially when family and his wife came to visit."

"I know which is why I called you here."

"Great I am fired aren't I since the whole fight with kim a few months back."

"No you aren't in trouble. A wwe superstar came to us asking for you to be their personal assistant and help them through the motions starting tonight."

"Ok who is this person?"

"Dean Ambrose."

She lives in a daydream
Where I don't belong
She is the sunlight
The sun is gone

And it will take this life of regret
For my heart to learn to forget
Tomorrow will be as it has always been
And I will fall to her again
For I know I've come too close

Cause if right is leaving
I'd rather be wrong
She is the sunlight
The sun is gone

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Cause she is the sunlight
And the sun is gone...

She is the sunlight- Trading yesterday