Hello everyone this is my new fanfiction involving Male Sherlock and female John known as Jean Watson. Here are the flowing warnings please note that these are here to warn you that stuff will happen or have happened.

Warnings. Past rape, mentions of past rape, PTSD because of rape, drugs mention as well as forcibly used, attempt rape, animal abuse (not from Jean or Sherlock or from normal good characters)

Disability nerve damage, spinal damage, tremors, PTSD, use of mobility aids.

Also if anyone wants to be a beta reader for me then just let me know I have dyslexic and would like to warn people that there may be grammar mistakes and misspelling.

Chapter 1 Introducing Jean Johanna Watson.

Doctor Jean Watson 32 years old served as a Captain in the Fifth Northumberland Fusiliers before she was short and multiple times hitting her arm, leg and just inches away from her spin. There was also a bullet was aimed for her heart but her necklace protected her taking a chunk of the stone away from the pendent.

She was left in a coma for about 8 weeks before she came around the other doctors insisted that she would be ok but… despite all that she knew that something was not right.. She could not feel her legs and her left shoulder felt like it was burning in pain.

It turned out that the bullet that hit her legs gave her nerve damage and in the end Jean could no longer hold a gun without tremors distorting all hope she had of returning to the medical cops so in the end she was horribly discharged out of medical reasons.

Now here she is limping around London in hopes of finding a flat for herself that she could use she would be happy to shear a flat even.

When she returned home Jean had hoped that her brother Harry would let her use the spare attic bedroom but he had right out refereed staying that he would not have anyone as ugly as Jean staying in his home told her that she would have to find herself somewhere else to stay.

Jean knew she was not all that pretty her father, Brother and uncle all made comments about her even when she was in the room her family was rather traditional meaning that they… meaning the males of the family wanted Jean to marry as soon as she left school when she was 15 but she ran away with help from her mother went to college to learn Science, biology and medicine before heading to Bart's to carry on before heading to the Army although she medical problems such as Asthma and slightly bad immune system but there was so many lack of good trained doctors in the Army that they agreed to take her on as long as she kept up with her medication and controlled her own health.

With regarding her looks well she was below average looks with shoulder length dirty blond hair most of the time it was tide back allowing a slight fringe to come to the side of her face, there was a small scar on her neck on the right hand side where her father had tried to attack her once when she refused to agree to meet a lord that he'd picked out for her to marry for goodness sake she was still 14 at the time the man was well into his 30s her father got mad at her so he grabbed her and had a ring on at the same time which left the scar. It was because Harry had pulled Father away that she was able to get away.

Then there was the fact that she was about 5ft4 it was a miracle that the Army allowed her in based on her height. She ware simple clothing normally she have a plain blue pair of jeans and a plain top although these can vary between blue, purple, red, green, cream, white, black, pink and grey they'd all be ¾ shirts resting just below her elbows sometimes she will wear black or grey cardigan and a mixture of other jumpers. Around her neck is a necklace a lovely rose Quartz wrapped around a silver cover it was her mother's before she passed it onto Jean staying it would protect her against all harm and carry her love when they are not together.

Normally Jean would not buy into all that but as it was a gift from her mother she was not going to turn it down. It was this necklace that saved her from dying because if the bullet did hit her she would have died. Thankfully the necklace took the brunt of the damage.

It was only a couple of years later that she died apparently though child birth jean's father trying for another boy even though the doctors clearly stated that after Jean her mother Joan was not meant to try again as it could either damage her body or kill her. Of course Hamish did not listen and they had gotten Joan pregnant for the third time which in the end did Joan Jean's mother in the baby did not make it either this happened while Jean was in Bart's so she only hard the news when Harry phoned her after the funeral.

So in the end she was allowed to stay in a bedsit which was run by ex-Army, navy and airmen who are trying to find somewhere to stay as well. Some are rather happy to stay where they are most of them having no medical problems to worry about.

She on the other hand could not stay there with little accessibility for her disability aids which she uses such as a Lightweight walker with Bag and seat, getting down stairs on her walking crunches she meant to be using a wheelchair but can't afford one on her pension she took the money which she has though her mother's will which was all she had in her own personal bank privet away from her father and brother which had £3000 in It she has to use it on food, paying for the bedsit she currently in it was enough for her to live on temporarily along with her pension and savings while she was shuddering she also worked part time and got money though there to live in while she stayed at Bart's privet student rooms.

Jean also had an Assistant and PTSD dog named Maya the dog helped her with picking things up from the floor, fetching things from tables and helped ease her out of her nightmares, for the most part thankfully Jean could cope on her own with just having Maya besides her all the time getting things on her own and taking medication as and when needed but when they were in the tube she was grateful for Maya once they were in the tube and she sat on her walker set when two men was next to them at first Jean thought nothing off it she could tell the train was busy and they had to find somewhere to stand.

It was only when they started to touch her shoulders, which led down to her chest that she had started to panic.

Maya is trained to give warning growls should she need to at people who touch Jean without her consent this of course is what she did Maya growled at the men who looked to the Golden Retriever and stopped at once before moving away.

The only time that Maya will bark is to alert others around her and Jean that there is trouble.

This is why she finding it hard to find an apartment that would houses Maya as well as Jean although by law she has the right to have Maya many landlords or Landlady's don't want a dog in their building be it they are allergic, hate dogs or once she was told that she was not suffering at all and only using the dog as a excuse.

Currently she just got out of seeing her therapist and decided that she did not want to return back to the bedsit there is a man there staying and he is always trying to chat Jean up.. Sometimes he can be rather forceful in his approach which sets Jean on edge.

So taking a walk through the park seems to be the next best thing, well it would have been if her legs did not want to give out on her finding herself a bench Jean saw one but with a man on it.

He looked familiar to her though she could not put her finger on the blocks name Still she went to sit down anyway the man looked up at her "Jean….? Jean Watson?" Well at least she knew the voice so he must be the same one "It Stamford… mike Stamford" Then it clicked "from Bart's?" she asked "That's right we studded together often put together as partners"

Smiling Jean nodded "hmm do you want coffee? Tea?" surprised at this she stilled smiled "Of course tea please only if you're having one?"

Rushing off Mike came back a few moments later with one tea and one coffee sitting down they sat in silence Maya keeping one ear open while she laid down on the floor.

"So…what happened I hard you was shot" Mike said braking the lovely calm bubble around Jean. Hesitantly she called Maya up so she could pet her; this was often a method she used to calm herself down.

"It just like you said I was shot the wounds have injured my body are you working at Bart's now?" "Yes teaching now bright young things like we used to be god I hate them"

Laughing Jean finished her tea and put it in the bin next to the bench "So what you doing in London trying to find somewhere to live then?" Mike asked sighing Jean nodded "Yeah but with my pension and savings there nowhere I could afford on my own"

"What about a flat shear?" Laughing jean simply smiled "Yeah right like who going to want to shear with me with my nightmares and disability that not a good combination."

Mike did not respond how Jean might have first thought he only sniggered "What." Mike placed his empty coffee cup into the bin next to him "Oh nothing just that you're the second person to say something along those lines today."

Oh Jean thought silence came once again petting Maya's head before sighing "So who was the first?"

Hello this is the first chapter I will have to adjust the actual time frame there are things that not going to happen simply because Jean Watson dose have disability such as nerve damage slight spinal damage and tremors.

Maya has been trained to asset Jean in day to day task such as picking things off the floor fetching items out of reach or in another room as well as growl at anyone who gets to forceful with Jean to remind them that Jean suffers from PTSD as well not from being in the Army but form a incident after the shooting. The only time Maya will bark is if they don't take the growling hint.

But she will not bit though later in the fanfiction but will be spared. From being forced to retire. (I have done as much research behind dog assistant and other helper dogs as I could)