I do not own Girl Meets World or the characters. The only thing I own is the plot.


Dear Diary,

Lucas Friar has been cheating on me with my best friend for years. I can't believe either of them would do that. They were my best friends. They didn't even bothered to tell me. I had to find out about it the hard way.

Flashback

No One's P.O.V.

"Are you sure we should keep this from Riley?" whispered Maya. "It's the only way she won't break down. You know how badly this is going to break her. Besides, you're my everything." Lucas said. Maya looked up at him adoringly. She knew it was so wrong to kiss her best friend's boyfriend, but the rush took her in. They slowly leaned in. "Maya and Lucas come down. We have to surprise Riley for her birthday." Farkle shouted from downstairs. " Well, we better go, can't let Riley suspect anything now can we." Whispered Maya.

End Flashback

But little did they know that I was outside of my bay window. Listening to every sickening thing they said. I couldn't believe it. I thought this was just some sick and cruel joke, but it turns out it wasn't. Ever since then, I've been slowly dying. I couldn't stand them anymore. Every single date Lucas asked afterwards I've rejected. I couldn't stand to be alone with him ever since my birthday. I should've known. Maya was this fire that everyone wanted. Eben my parents chose her over me. She's their brave amazon warrior and I'm just the girl who's only good at sleeping. I always knew Maya was going to get everything. I just didn't realize she would also get the boy. I can't handle the pressure. I just want this to be all a dream. Please let this be a dream. Suddenly, numbness overtakes me. I can't handle this anymore. I just can't.

Flashback

No One's P.O.V.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILEY!" everyone screamed right when Riley came through the front door. Everyone was so busy cheering and having fun that almost none of Riley's friends or parents saw the tears streaming down her cheeks. The only person who saw was Zay. Riley immediately thanked everyone for an amazing surprise. Everyone started to talk amongst themselves. Zay came up to Riley and hugged her. "I don't know what made you cry, but I'm so sorry. How can none of your family not notice that. Not even your boyfriend Lucas saw that. And he cares very deeply for you." Zay whispered. Riley only shrugged, "Thank you for noticing me. It means a lot to me, especially right now. "Of course Sugar. Anything for you," Zay replied.

End Flashback

Zay's the only person that's been holding me up. Well him and my uncles. But he's been here for me every day. I just can't tell him what's really happened. It's not fair for him. Lucas is his best friend from Texas. I don't want him to choose between us. He just knows that something had been bothering me. He doesn't mind that I don't tell him. He says that we can all keep secrets and that he wouldn't force it out of me. I'm really happy that he's not trying to force me into telling him like how Maya keeps using Ring Power to get me to tell her things that I'd rather keep as secrets. I guess it's her way to meddle in my life.

"Riley, stop writing in that notebook and join the rest of your family for breakfast."

"Coming Mom."

Mom called me down and now I have to face the monster. I have to just keep on this facade for them. Let them see what they want to see.

Signed,

Riley Matthews


A/N

SO this story is mainly on Riley's point of view. This chapter is very short because I'm giving some background information on how I want my story to transition. Please review and tell me how to improve either my story or my writing. Please be nice this is only my first story.