Victor." Yuri said, approaching his fiancé one day. "Let's have sex."

Victor closed the book that he had been reading, staring straight ahead. His wide eyes looked scary to Yuri. He back away as the embarrassment of what he just said began to manifest. 'He hates me...' Yuri thought. "N-Nevermind, Victor, it was s...stupid..." He turned away from Victor.

Victor blinked a few times, appearing to have snapped out of his thoughts. He quickly shot up and grabbed Yuri's arm. "I would love to." He pulled Yuri into a hug, nuzzling his nose in the black hair of the man he loved. "Yuri, I never thought you would be so upfront about this~"

Yuri blushed, sinking into Victor's arms. "Sorry..."

"No, I'm glad you decided on your own without me pressuring you." Victor pulled back, touching his forehead against Yuri's. "Can I kiss you?"

Yuri nodded. Since the first time Victor surprised Yuri and kissed him on the ice, he always made sure to ask before kissing him. There were moments before where Yuri refused in public places, worried that a camera would be there to snap a photo of the intimate moment. But this was the privacy of Victor's apartment, and Victor didn't hesitate to lock lips with Yuri, trying not to smile as Yuri instinctively pressed against him. "Mmh...Yuri, love you..."

"Victor..." Yuri moaned. "Bedroom...please" Victor grabbed Yuri's hand, reluctantly pulling away from the kiss to tug his fiancé towards Victor's bedroom (though now it was Victor-and-Yuri's bedroom). Victor gently pushed Yuri onto the bed before very slowly crawling on the bed towards Yuri, making sure to raise his ass in the air so it could be seen. Yuri's face went red as he backed up towards the headboard. "V-Victor, what are you...?"

Victor cocked his head to the side before stopping and grinning. "Oh, do you want to top?" Victor stopped, instantly turning over to lie on his back. "Woof?"

Yuri pouted, crossing his arms. "Victor, take this seriously." Reaching behind him, Yuri grabbed a pillow, hugging it to his chest. "I guess you don't realize how important this is to me..."

Victor's eyes softened and he sat up, reaching out to pull Yuri into a hug. "Aw, I'm sorry Yuu, I didn't mean to upset you." He gently grabbed Yuri's cheek, kissing his jaw and down his neck. "Forgive me?"

"Mmm..." Yuri whined as Victor ran his hands up his shirt. Victor leaned in towards Yuri's ear, already aware of some of Yuri's weaknesses. "What do you want me to do, Yuuuri~?" Victor whispered, smiling as Yuri shivered underneath him. He could feel goosebumps forming where his hands were exploring underneath Yuri's shirt and he pinched his nipples to find that they were hard. The Russian man let out a breathy chuckle in Yuri's ear, accidentally making Yuri arch into his hands. "Hmm? You like this, Yu~ri?"

"More..." Yuri shuddered. "Touch m...my..." Even though his hips were thrusting into Victors, Yuri couldn't bring himself to say it. It just felt so...dirty. "Please..." After their small squabble earlier, Victor decided not to tease Yuri. He pulled off his shirt, nodding for Yuri to remove his as well. As Yuri pulled his shirt over his head and took off his glasses, Victor pulled down Yuri's pants. He smiled as he looked at the bulge formed in Yuri's black boxers. He wrapped his lips around Yuri's covered cock, making sure to look up at Yuri with wide eyes. He smirked as Yuri covered his eyes with his hands, occasionally peeking through his fingers only to cover his eyes again. "Yuli, look a' me." Victor loved seeing Yuri's face flushed red. He wished Yuri could look like that all the time, red cheeks, sweating just enough for his skin to glow. "I lo' you, Yuli~"

"Don't talk...Victor..." When Yuri saw Victor pout, he sighed. "I love you too..." He gently reached his hand to Victor's head, letting the silver hair slide between his fingers. Yuri let out a whimper as Victor pulled down his boxers and wrapped his lips around the tip of his cock, sucking on the precum that leaked out. Victor loved the taste, but couldn't describe the taste as anything but sex. He slowly licked Yuri from the base of his cock back up to the tip, swirling his tongue around the tip before taking Yuri's entire cock in his mouth. Yuri moaned, tilting his head back with lidded eyes. His fingernails scratched at Victor's scalp as he tried to pull Victor further, deeper onto Yuri's cock.

"Awn, Victoooor~" Yuri began thrusting into Victor's mouth, feeling a heat building up in his stomach. "Victor, gonna...c-cumming..." Yuri sunk into the sheets, trembling as he came into Victor's mouth. Victor kept his mouth on Yuri's cock, sucking the cum out as Yuri bucked his hips. As Yuri came down from his high, Victor kissed back up Yuri's body until they were face to face again.

"Yuri, stick out your tongue. I'm gonna kiss you, okay?" Yuri obeyed, still slightly dazed, slightly sticking his tongue out. Victor kissed Yuri deeply, licking Yuri's lips and letting the cum still in his mouth dribble into Yuri's. He pulled back, smiling at the sight of Yuri lazily staring off. "How does your cum taste Yuri?"

"Weird..." Yuri swallowed the cum, feeling the slimy substance slide down his throat. It was gross to Yuri, but maybe he would learn to get used to it. Yuri bent his knees, spreading his legs. "Victor...I think I'm ready..." Yuri began stroking himself to get hard again, trying to took appealing to Victor.

Victor shook his head with a chuckle. "Silly~ We have to prepare you first." Victor looked at his nightstand, appearing to be searching for something. After a moment, he appeared to give up and reached for a lotion bottle. "Sorry I don't have proper lube, Yuri. Can I use lotion?"

Yuri nodded. He didn't really care about the difference between lotion and lube, he just needed Victor. "Hurry..."

"Yes, I know. Be patient, my dear one." Victor gently smiled at Yuri as the lotion slid between his fingers. Victor leaned down, holding one knee with one hand and positioning the fingers of the other hand in front of Yuri's entrance. "Are you ready?"

Yuri nodded slowly, starting to feel apprehensive. He whined as Victor circled the entrance with the tip of his finger, very meticulously lubing the outside. "Victor, please..." Almost instantly, a finger slid inside. Yuri squirmed as he felt his body try to reject the foreign object. Victor began moving his finger in a beckoning motion, trying to find a spot that would set Yuri off. He pushed against Yuri's body, trying to simulate an intense fucking. He added another finger inside, loving the way Yuri tilted his head back. "Vitya..."

Yuri was still not used to the feeling of Victor's fingers inside him. He had never tried anal masturbation before, even in his teenage years when Victor was the center of all of his fantasies. It felt weird. Or at least, it did until Victor's fingers brushed against his prostate. He seemed to melt instantly, letting out a whine as a wonderful warmth spread through his body and he shuddered. "There...more..." He switched between his mother tongue and English, not really caring if Victor understood him.

"Yuri, is it good?" Victor inquired, though he could already assume that he found Yuri's weak spot by the wonderful moan he had let out a moment ago. Victor carefully added a third finger, trying hard to spread Yuri out as much as possible. He knew that Yuri would have trouble when it came to insertion. The hand that was spreading Yuri's knees apart moved over to Yuri's cock, stroking him at the same pace as the fingers inside. Yuri moaned loudly, which was music to Victor's ears. The skin of the Japanese skater was flushed red and slick with sweat. Victor loved watching Yuri's chest move up and down with his large gasps of breath. He swooned when his eyes caught Yuri's nipples, pink and hard with want. "Beautiful..." Victor sighed, leaning down to lick the left one. Yuri's back arched, smashing his chest into Victor's face. Victor smoothly entered a fourth finger that went unnoticed by Yuri, who was too busy thrusting against Victor's pushes and that wonderful tongue that wasn't leaving an inch of skin unloved. "Victor, stop...I'll cum...I'll cum cuM CUM CUMMING! VICTOR STOP!" Yuri let out a cry as he was brought to the brink of another orgasm, but then was stopped. Victor removed his mouth and both hands, sitting back to admire his work. Yuri looked absolutely stunning. His pale skin had become red and his black pupils were blown out with infatuation. Victor wished he could take a picture, but he knew he would sleep on the couch for a while if he did. He instead took a moment to burn the image in his head before diving back in. He shimmied in between Yuri's legs, lining up his extremely hard cock with Yuri's throbbing entrance. "Are you ready?"

Yuri nodded, trying his best to focus in on the beautiful man in front of him. 'Victor's been so patient with me...I hope I don't disappoint him.' In the years since he's met Victor, his anxiety had seemed to nearly diminish, but Yuri still had his bad thoughts. He kissed his fiancé as he pushed his large cock against the entrance, trying to enter smoothly. Yet, it wasn't going in. Victor pulled away from the kiss, eyebrows furrowed as he tried again to push in. Yuri instantly became worried. 'It's not going in...oh god what if it won't go in and we have to stop...Victor will be so disappointed, he'll hate me he'llhateme...'

Desperate, Yuri pushed Victor back and crawled on top of him. "I'll do it..." Grabbing Victor's cock, Yuri tried to guide it inside, yet it still wouldn't go in. He began thrusting his hips down onto Victor, trying to keep the hot tears from streaming down his face. As Yuri bounced on Victor's lap, his large cock finally went in, filling Yuri up in one swift motion. He cried out at the hot feeling, knowing that he tore something inside himself. 'Don't disappoint Victor, don't dissapoint Victor...' He began bouncing on Victor's lap, biting his lip as tears streamed down his face. God, it was painful. Victor noticed and let out a growl, pushing Yuri off of his lap. "Stop! What are you doing, trying to hurt yourself! I know it's the off season but you have to take care of your body you idiot!"

Idiot. That one word rang in Yuri's ear. 'Victor hates me, he just called me an idiot, that must mean he hates meee...' Yuri leapt off the bed, blindly running into the bathroom and slamming the door shut with a loud bang. He collapsed against the floor, sobbing from both the physical pain inside of him and the emotional pain from Victor's harsh words. 'He hates me, he'll make me leave and go home and we won't get married and he'll hate me forever...I fucked up, I messed up...' Yuri ignored the banging on the door and Victor's pleading voice. The door wasn't locked, but Victor knew better than to invade Yuri's personal space at a time like this. After a while he gave up on his banging and leaned against the door, listening closely.

Yuri by now had picked himself up and leaned against the sink, still sobbing. He looked down and saw a hazy puddle of red on the otherwise clean white floor, which only made his sobs louder. 'He hates me, he hates me...' Yuri's anxiety came back with a vengence, closing up his throat. He began clawing at his throat, gasping for breath as a panic attack began. "Vi- Vic...t-" He banged his hands blindly on the floor, trying to call out for help. 'He left me, oh god, I'm gonna die I'm gonnadieallbymyself...'

Victor slammed open the door at the sound of Yuri's banging, immediately crouching on the floor next to Yuri and pulling him into his arms. He pressed Yuri's head to his chest, trying to calm his heartbeat and slow his breathing. "Listen to my breath, love, breathe..." Victor nodded, stroking Yuri's hair as he attempted to breathe in pace with Victor, occasionally gasping or hiccuping with a sob. Victor grabbed Yuri's face with both hands, making him sit up so he could look into Victor's eyes. "Look at me Yuri, okay? We're going to talk, aren't we?" A nod. "Yes, good boy. Keep breathing Yuri, that's it, in and out..." Victor grabbed Yuri's hands, bringing them up to grasp Victor's own red face. "I love you very much Yuri, do you know that?" A shaky nod. "Good Yuri, good job. We're getting married, aren't we? Yes, yes we are...keep breathing, love...we are getting married and we both have beautiful white tuxes already picked out, don't we?" Yuri nodded, his breathing now almost regular. "And we will get married in those beautiful white tuxes and I will love you for the rest of my life and I will never hate you, will I? Good, good job Yuri...can you talk now?"

Yuri's breath seemed to catch in his throat. It still felt tight, and he knew speaking would feel like a fire in his throat. Victor seemed to understand and just nodded. "It's okay Yuri, I love you very much and I will wait for you. If you need to wait a thousand years for us to be able to properly make love, then I will wait with you, won't I love? Mm-hmm, yes I will. I'm sorry I yelled at you, I didn't mean to Yuri..."

"I don't...deserve...y-" Yuri shakily breathed out the words, even though the panic attack was over, his anxious thoughts still haunted him. "I don't deserve you!" He sobbed out.

Victors heart broke at that. "Yuri, please do not say that, you deserve every bit of happiness the world has to offer, my love. You deserve every bit of love and affection and patience and kindness there is, and I try my best every day to give it to you, do you know that?" Victor pulled Yuri into a tight hug. "If you really want to, we can try this again, does that sound good?"

Yuri slowly nodded, allowing himself to be picked up by Victor and carried to the bed. He was gently set down and instantly showered with kisses and words of affection by Victor. "I love you very much Yuri...you will never disappoint me..." Victor's hands ghosted over Yuri's body, his fingertips barely sliding over Yuri's nipples. The tense atmosphere was left behind in the bathroom and was now replaced with an atmosphere of love, of warmth. "You're the most beautiful being I'm the world, Yuri..." Victor pulled back, crawling over to the pillows and laying down. "Would you like to touch me?"

Yuri slowly nodded, his mouth slightly ajar in surprise. Victor looked stunning. Yuri had already seen him naked before, of course, but nothing like this. He was gloriously erect, his legs lean but not bulky. Yuri crawled towards Victor, running his hands up Victor's legs. Yuri rested his chin on Victor's hip, pressing his cheek against Victor's cock. He couldn't imagine how hard it was to hide this big length underneath his thin skating outfits. "I love you, Victor..." Yuri pressed his lips against the side of Victor's massive length, wanting to sear the musky scent into his brain permanently. He looked up at Victor, silently asking permission to continue. Victor nodded, giving an encouraging smile. Yuri licked up the entire length before swirling his tongue around the tip. The taste was addictive to Yuri, slightly sweet and slightly salty and manly. He wanted to worship this man forever.

Being mindful of his teeth, Yuri wrapped his lips around Victor's cock and lowered his head, trying to fit as much in his mouth as possible. He heard Victor hum with pleasure, which just made Yuri want to try harder. He rocked his jaw and neck slightly side to side, making the thick length slide a few more centimeters down. "Yuri, don't hurt yourself..." As if on command, Yuri's gag reflex was set off, forcing him to pull back, wetly coughing. He looked up to see Victor looking at him with worried eyes. "I'm okay Victor. I promise." Yuri smiled as Victor reached his hand down to caress his cheek. He leaned into Victor's hand, enjoying the pad of his thumb that was rubbing under his eye.

"Turn around, Yuri" Victor's voice was sharp, so Yuri obeyed, moving so that his ass was in Victor's face and his head hovered over Victor's cock. Victor let out a grunt of disapproval at the sight of the blood smeared across Yuri's butt and thighs. Spitting into his hand, Victor wiped away as much as he could. 'I can't believe he hurt himself this badly.' Victor thought. Leaning up, Victor swiped his tongue across Yuri's entrance, knowing that his fingers would be too painful. He heard Yuri gasp and smiled. "Yuri, you have to make me feel good too." Victor felt those small lips wrap around his cock again and he shuddered. Sticking three fingers in his mouth, Victor made sure to get all three very wet. He very carefully stuck one finger inside, making Yuri wince. "Don't be afraid, Yuri. We can stop whenever you want."

Yuri briefly removed his mouth from Victor to breathe out a "no" in response before going back to his sucking. He wanted this, he really did. After their moment in the bathroom, Yuri didn't feel any pressure on him. He just wanted his first time to end in a good way.

Victor leaned up so his tongue could join the finger that was inside Yuri. It wasn't that pleasant to taste, Victor had to admit, but he knew this was the most gentle way to prep Yuri. He added the second and third finger at once, making sure to thoroughly stretch Yuri out. Victor used his other hand to grab Yuri's cock, trying to create a rhythm between the stroking and stretching. Yuri hummed at the stretching, making Victor's hips thrust up. "Yuri, you're so good...you're gonna make me cum..."

Victor stuck a fourth dry finger in, making Yuri try to pull away. "I'm sorry Yuri, just keep going for a moment..." Yuri continued sucking, moaning on Victor's cock as he was thoroughly stretched. "Yuri~ I'm gonna cum" Victor began rubbing and stretching Yuri faster, trying to make him catch up.

Victor came first, gloriously spurting shot after shot into Yuri's small mouth. Victor hadn't jerked off in months, and after spending the entire evening servicing Yuri, this is what he needed. He could already feel himself getting hard again as Yuri continued to suck on the tip, trying to get out every drop of cum there was. Soon Yuri was brought to the edge, squirming as Victor bit one of his ass cheeks. He tried to scramble away from the sensory overload, but Victor's hands held a tight grip on him. He whimpered as he came again, his mouth releasing from Victor's cock as he trembled. The cum that he had been holding in his mouth spilled out and Yuri quickly scrambled up to find a tissue despite being worn out. "I'm sorry Victor!"

Victor chuckled as he laid on the bed. "Don't worry, it's fine." He scooped up the cum that fell on his hips and used it to lube up his cock, stroking it slowly and sensually so he could get hard again. "Are you okay with continuing?"

Yuri nodded, crawling back onto the bed and positioning himself over Victor yet again. "Don't hurt yourself, my love." Yuri blushed at the baby name, he and Victor didn't use them that often. Resting his palms on Victor's chest, Yuri slowly lowered himself, breathing out a sigh of relief when it easily slid in. "How is it, Victor?"

"You're wonderful, Yuri. You're so warm and tight..." Victor held out his hands, which Yuri immediately grabbed. They interlocked fingers and Yuri leaned down to kiss his fiancé. Yuri began to experimentally move his hips, moaning as Victor's cock slammed into that sweet spot his fingers had only been able to brush against earlier. He didn't know how, but his cock had somehow managed to get hard again despite having already cum twice. Leaning down so his and Victor's hands were above Victor's head, Yuri tried to rub his cock against Victor's stomach as he kept his lips locked with Victor's. He couldn't even imagine how such a wonderful feeling had been so painful just a few minutes before. Their lips separated so Yuri could pant into Victor's neck. "Vi...tya..."

"Yuri, you feel so good...I love you so so much..." All of Victor's past sexual experiences seemed to be forgotten as Yuri kept bouncing on his cock, moaning sexily into Victor's ears. If only he could do a routine to this wonderful sound...no, he would become a dead man very quickly. He used both hands to grab Yuri's ass, slightly disappointed that there wasn't much fat to grab. Victor was okay with it though, since when he smacked Yuri's ass there was a satisfying firmness to it and Yuri moaned like an animal in heat. Victor decided to try something out, hoping that Yuri would understand his true intentions. Victor leaned in close to Yuri's ear. "How is it, little piggy? You're moaning like a wild animal in heat." Victor had a sadistic side to him, loving it when his sexual partners were into verbal abuse. Yuri, seeming to understand, moaned Victor's name. Sitting up, Yuri tried to bury Victor's cock as deep inside of him as he could. Victor thrust his hips up violently, making Yuri scream his name in pleasure. Victor smiled as he watched Yuri practically jumping in Victor's lap.

"Yuri, get off and get on your hands and knees." Yuri obeyed, shaking his ass in the air as he waited for Victor to continue. Victor gently stroked Yuri's ass before smacking it firmly, making Yuri cry out. Victor smirked and grabbed Yuri's wrists, pulling his arms out from under him. Yuri yelped as his head fell against the mattress and Victor inserted himself in, thrusting with a superhuman-like speed. He leaned down, biting Yuri's shoulder blades and neck. "Tell me how it is Yuri. You love my giant hot cock, don't you?"

"Gentle...please..." Yuri did love the feeling of Victor making him cry out in pleasure, but he didn't like the feeling of being dominated or treated as an animal. His anxiety already did that stuff for him. "Be gentle with me, Vitya..." Victor immediately stopped and pulled out, allowing Yuri to roll over onto his back. Yuri wrapped his legs around Victor's hips, sliding Victor's cock back inside him. Victor leaned down, showering Yuri's face with kisses. "Thank you for being honest with me...can I kiss you, Yuri?"

"Yes..." Yuri murmured, smiling as Victor licked at his bottom lip. He loved the small things that Victor did, like asking for permission to kiss. Yuri moaned into Victor's mouth as he began thrusting into Yuri. Victor grabbed Yuri's cock, stroking it in rhythm with the thrusting. Yuri clenched his teeth in an attempt not to yell, hoping that there was no one awake to listen to them through the walls. "Vi...cumminnnng..." Yuri whined as Victor clenched his cock, preventing him from releasing like he so badly craved to do. "Nooooo, Victoooor~ I wanna cum!" Yuri tried to grab at Victor's hand, but it was slapped away.

"Fine then," Victor panted, losing himself in Yuri. He released Yuri's cock, smiling as Yuri cried out his name and came, spilling his sticky white cum all over his stomach. Victor continued thrusting, making Yuri cry out. "Victor stop, I just came - stop, stoP STOP WHAT'S HAPPENING?!" Yuri tried squirming away from Victor's continued abuse of his prostrate, but couldn't get away. He felt like he was cumming again, but nothing was coming out. Victor finally came, releasing inside of Yuri with a loud moan. They were both numb from the sensory overload and Victor colapsed on top of Yuri, breathing heavily.

"Vic - you're crushing me..." Yuri pushed Victor off of him, making him pull out. They both laid down next to each other and stared at the ceiling, panting heavily. Victor grabbed Yuri hand, bringing his ring finger up to Victor's cheek. The cold metal felt good against his hot, flushed skin. Victor kissed the ring, grinning. "I love you, Yu~ri"

"I love you too, Vi~ctor" Yuri mimicked with a chuckle. "Thank you for being so patient with me."

"Of course...shower?" Victor felt bad for cumming inside of Yuri, knowing that he would get a stomachache if he didn't get it out.

"Mmm...in the morning..." Yuri closed his eyes, already starting to fall asleep. "Snuggle..."

Victor sighed, crawling over to Yuri and allowing him to nuzzle onto his chest. "You're gross, you know that? You're covered in cum."

"Mm-hm...but you're gross...too..." Sleep took over Yuri quickly and soon his breathing got quiet. Victor wondered how anyone could go from looking like a sex-crazed animal to a sleeping angel like this in just a few minutes. Victor used his fingers to comb through Yuri's hair as he sat in thought for a few minutes. Soon he too became drowsy and fell asleep, smiling as Yuri rested on his chest peacefully.