Harley Pov

We're just back from Iceland, Aria and Mike are going back to Rosewood high and I'm going to Hollis college not that I want to though I don't really have a choice it's what my parents want. I can't stand my dad anymore I caught Aria crying the day before we left and she told me about dad and Meredith I really want to tell mom but I don't want to upset Mike or Aria if they get a divorce...

"Harley, there's someone here to see you" My mom shouts up to me.

I go downstairs quickly and see my best friend Melissa Hastings.

"Melissa" I scream and run to hug her. "I've missed you" Melissa tells me hugging me back.

"How've you been? How's my little Spence?" I ask her. "She's fine and I'm fine we're both fine" Melissa says.

"So you still single?" I ask her. "We can talk about this when we get to the brew come on" Melissa tells me grabbing my arm glancing at my mom.

"Bye mom" I say quickly then Melissa and I get into her car.

"Okay so I'm engaged to this English hottie called Wren he's a doctor!" Melissa exclaims as she starts to drive.

"Whoa that's great" I say smiling at her. "So how about you any guys in Iceland catch your eye?" Melissa asks me.

"There was a few flings but nothing serious" I say honestly. "I thought you'd be fighting the guys off you did when you were here" Melissa states.

That brings back a lot of memories, I remember the days when it would be me, Melissa, Jason, Ian, Garrett and Eric with Cece being with us occasionally. It sounds really bad but I dated all of our guy friends except from Garrett.

Ian and I were just a fling I was getting over Jason and he was getting over Melissa we were together for a few months but nothing came on it we ended it as a mutual decision. Eric and I were on off from the ages 12 to 15 than a while after my 15th birthday I ended it completely then Jason and I were together.

Jason and I dated for 3 years straight until Cece came into the picture and her constant flirting with Jason was just annoying but Jason clearly enjoyed it then she kissed him and Ian and I walked in and he kissed her back it was only for around 2 seconds but I still decided to end it I figured that he must have liked her and there was a lot more to our break up than just Cece.

"What are you thinking about?" Melissa asks as we stop at the lights. "Just the old days me, you, Eric, Jason, Ian and Garrett" I admit.

"Hey do you remember Darren Wilden?" Melissa asks me. "Briefly why?" I ask Melissa.

"He's a cop now" Melissa says. I burst out laughing.

"I was shocked when I found out" Melissa tells me. "He was always so nerdy" I state.

My phone rings it's Eric Kahn I answer it

"Hello?" I say. "Harley, It's me Eric heard you were back in town" He says.

"Uh yeah I am how are you?" I ask him.

"Good, great actually I was thinking I can throw a little party in my cabin tonight and we can get the old gang together I can get the guys if you get Melissa" He suggests.

"That sounds great, we'll be there about 9ish Kay?" I tell him. "Sure I'll see you later" He says.

I end the call.

"Who was that?" Melissa asks me. "Eric we're going to his cabin he's getting the old gang together" I tell Melissa.

"Sounds fun, why not" Melissa says as she parks outside the brew.

We both get out the car and head into the brew.

Hanna is sitting with Mona. "Hanna?"

I say not recognising her. "Harley I didn't know you were back how's Aria?" Hanna asks me giving me a hug.

"Uh she's good, we got back today" I say giving her a quick hug.

"Melissa it's nice to see you too" Hanna says. Melissa smiles at Hanna awkwardly then we go to order our coffee.

"What the hell happened to her?" I ask Melissa. "She tried to take over Alison's place of being the it girl" Melissa explains.

"With Mona Vanderwall? Wasn't she called loser Mona?" I ask. "Yeah I think so, I guess when Ali went missing the bullying stopped" Melissa states.

"Yeah, probably can I get a cappuccino please" I order. "Can I get a latte?" Melissa asks.

"Your drinks will just be a minute" The waitress says. "Alison DiLaurentis was the biggest buly in Rosewood High" Melissa says.

"Yeah she was definitely one of them" I agree. "After everything she done to our sisters and Emily and Hanna they still remain loyal to her" Melissa states.

"Yeha I never understood that" I say. "Here's your drinks" The waitress says and gives us our coffees then we sit at a table.

My phone beeps and I check it

It's a text from Ian

Hey you going to Eric's cabin later? x

"Who was that?" Melissa asks. "Ian he's wondering if I'm going to Eric's later" I tell Melissa.

I text him back and say that Melissa and I are going.

"So tell me about the Iceland boys" Melissa says smiling.

God I've missed her so much, I hadn't realised just how much.

"Well the first day we moved here these twin boys Josh and Damon helped us move stuff into the house then Josh asked if I wanted to meet up and I said yes then I ended up dating Damon for 3 weeks" I tell Melissa.

"Only 3 weeks what happened?" Melissa asks me. "I fell for Josh" I admit.

"Jeez Harley!" Melissa exclaims. "I know it's terrible but I couldn't help it then I dated Josh for 4 months but it wasn't serious" I tell her.

That was because I still loved Jason but I'm not going to say that.

"Aww sounds like fun anyway" Melissa says. "It was but I missed home too much" I say.

"So what are you wearing tonight?" Melissa asks me. "Well mom took me and Aria shopping yesterday so I've got this red dress that's really nice but I don't want to look as if I've tried to impress them so I'll just wear a crop top and jeans" I say.

"Yeah I'm just going to wear my red top with the straps and my black jeans" Melissa informs me.

I smile at her and she smiles back.

4 hours later at Eric's cabin.

Melissa and I have just arrived and knocked on the door we can hear music so we're guessing the other guys are already there.

Garrett opens the door.

"Hey Harley, Melissa great to see you both" Garrett says smirking at us.

"Whatever Garrett" I say pushing past him. I never was really keen on Garrett I don't hate him he's just very annoying at times.

"Harley Quinn" Eric shouts and gives me a big hug. "Hey super sonic" I say hugging him back.

They used to always call me Harley Quinn and Jason the Joker.

"Harley how's it going?" Ian asks giving me a hug. "Okay I guess how are you?" I aks him hugging him back.

I turn around and notice Melissa is sitting next to Garrett on the sofa.

"Harley" Jason says and I turn back round and see him sitting behind Ian.

"Jason, hi" I say as my throat goes dry. Jason stands up and gives me a quick hug.

I hug him back awkwardly. "So how's everyone been?" Eric asks loudly.

I sit inbetween Jason and Ian feeling extremely awkward.

"Great until you started bursting out eardrums" Melissa snaps. "Feisty much" Eric says still standing up.

Garrett hands out bottles of Vodka to us all and I can smell Ian's aftershave off him.

"Do you share aftershave with him now?" I ask Ian when Garrett sits down next to Melissa.

"Nope he just likes to copy" Ian says. "I didn't think you'd come Jason" I admit.

"I wasn't going to but I thought I'd give it a chance" Jason tells me. "I'm glad you did" I say blushing a little.

Jason smiles at me and also blushes. "How's Aria and Mike?" Jason asks me.

"They're good I guess" I tell him. "How's Spencer Melissa?" Ian asks.

"She's fine" Melissa says firmly. "So Melissa, I hear your engaged who's the poor guy?" Eric asks making us all laugh.

"His name is Wren and he's a doctor" Melissa tells Eric with a hint of snootiness in her voice.

"How about you Harles you engaged?" Ian asks playfully with that cheeky smirk on his face.

Ian is such a charmer, that smirk and the way he calls me Harles.

"Nope I'm not tied down to anyone" I state. "Not yet anyway" Eric jokes winking at me.

I roll my eyes at him but can't help smiling. I open my vodka and down half of it.

"Somebody's eager" Garrett says.

2 hours later

We're all pretty wasted and we're playing never have I ever.

"Never have I ever been a two timer" Garret says. Ian and Eric drink.

Jason and I look at each other and a smile comes across my face.

"Never have I ever dated sisters" Eric says. Ian drinks.

Melissa and I both glare at Ian.

"Never have I ever skinny dipped" Jason tells us.

Melissa, Ian, Eric and I drink.

Jason looks at me puzzled. Eric and Ian starts laughs fm Melissa blushes .

"Never have I ever dated someone younger than me" I admit.

Eric, Ian, Melissa and Garrett drink. "Never have I ever kissed a member of the Kahn family" Melissa says laughing.

I drink. "Never have I ever dated anyone in this room" Garrett says.

Everyone except from Garrett drinks. I've dated Jason, I've dated Ian and Eric. Melissa dated Ian.

"Harley can I talk to you outside a second?" Jason asks me."Yeah course" I say then me and Jason head outside.

"Look I know things ended badly between us the last time but is there anyway we could get back to the way we were?" Jason asks me.

"I-I don't know Jason, Things like this tj's etime" I stammer.

"Look I know messed up, I messed up big time but there was never anything serious with me and Cece I swear it's always been you Harley I loved you then and I still love you and I miss you like crazy" Jason admits.

"I miss you too Jason" I tell him and I feel tears welling up in my eyes.

"Hey don't cry I'm sorry I never should've done this" Jason says starting to walk away.

"Jason wait" I say and he stops and turns to look at me. "I think I should go Harley, I'm only making you upset and that's not what I wanted" Jason says.

"Then what do you want Jason?" I ask him. "I don't know, everything's just crazy right now" Jason says.

"Look you don't have to go let's just go back inside" I say and go to grab his arm but stop.

"See you can't even touch me, I must be one terrible guy" Jason snaps.

"Jason please don't go" I shout. "Why shouldn't I?" Jason asks me.

"Damn it Jason, I still love you" I admit. Jason stops and turns round.

"Seriously?" Jason asks. I nod and I can feel the tears streaming down my face.

He walks over to me and pulls me into s hug and I cry into his shirt making it wet.

Ian walks out "We're playing truths and Eric's about to spill his guts come in" He says.

Jason pulls away from the hug and walks inside leaving me and Ian alone.

"You alright Harles?" Ian asks me walking towards me.

I nod and rub my eyes. Ian pulls me into a hug and I hug him back burying my face into his shoulder.

I don't even know why I'm hugging Ian, I just need someone right now anyone. I can't believe Jason still loves me and expects everything just to go back to the way it was.

"I'm here for you, you know that right?" Ian asks. "Thanks Ian" I choke.

The cabin door opens and Jason storms out heading to his car.

"Jason, wait I..." I trail off. "You what Harley? I told you how I feel and you seek comfort in him" Jason shouts.

"She seemed upset so I gave her a hug it's no biggie Jason" Ian says calmly.

"Do one Ian" Jason snaps. "Jason please don't leave me" I say as the tears stream down my face.

"Can we go a walk? Jason please" I ask. Jason nods and starts walking away.

I look at Ian then run after Jason. "Jason, please slow down" I pant trying to catch up with him.

He stops and sits under a tree. The street light shines on his face and I can see tears coming down his face.

"I'm sorry for kissing Cece, I'm sorry for being a complete ass, I'm sorry for being a pathetic alcoholic, I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to you" Jason chokes and he's fully crying now.

"Your not a bad guy Jason" I tell him and I stroke his cheek.

"I am, I can't help myself Harley the drink I've gotta drink it helps me forget what I've done" Jason admits.

"Look you've done something's that's hurt me okay, yes you did break my heart but I still care about you Jason" I tell him honestly and I take his hand.

"I'm such a screw up" Jason mutters. I squeeze his hand and he squeezes mine back.

"We all make mistakes Jason" I state. "Not as many as me, I let my own sister die" Jason says.

"We don't know for a fact she's dead" I state. "Just because there's not a body doesn't mean she isn't dead" Jason says.

"Why don't we just go home now?" I suggest. "I'm in a hotel, there's another family in my old house now" Jason tells me.

"Could you drive me home?" I ask him. Jason nods at me and rubs his eyes.

"Can we sit here? Just for another minute?" Jason asks me. "Yeah course" I say and look at him.

God I've missed that face. I hate what he done with the whole Cece situation but I know that I still love him so why can't I just get back with him? I feel like I'm betraying myself for some reason. But just looking at him he's in pieces he needs me and I think I need him.

Jason turns towards me and sees me staring at him.

He turns away and looks to the ground sadly. I reach out and stroke his face again.

He leans against me and I wrap my arms around him hugging him tightly. I put my head against his and he looks up at me with a little smile on his face.

"I don't want to go back to that hotel on my own" Jason says. "I don't really want to go home either" I admit.

He pulls away from me and I look at him confused.

"What's happening at home?" Jason asks me concerned.

"I just found out from Aria that my dad cheated on my mom before we left Rosewood and told Aria to keep it a secret. Mom still doesn't know and I hate my dad but I hate myself more for keeping it from her" I explain.

"Maybe it's best she doesn't know it'll only do more bad than good" Jason says and he puts his arm around me.

I lean my head against his chest and we both just sit there thinking.

"There you two are we've been looking for ages" Melissa says as she walks over to us with Ian, Garrett and Eric.

Ian gives me a funny sort of look. "You guys coming back to the cabin?" Eric asks putting his puppy eyes on.

"Sure" I say and I stand up leaving Jason sitting there. "What about you Jason?" Garrett asks.

Jason nods and stands up walking over to me.

I grab his hand and we walk towards the cabin together.