The day started out like any other day. Breakfast with the boys, working out tll i can't feel my legs, and preparing myself for my match later that night. Everything was going as planned. I arrived at the arena, got dressed in my gear, and started getting in the right mood set for my match. I was WWE Champion, being the main champion of the company came a lot of responsibilities, a lot less free time. Being gone 300 days a year, it's hard maintaining friendships, let alone relationships. There's no time for dating. I'll stick to my drunken one night stands.

I was walking back to the locker room after a great match with AJ Styles. I was dripping of sweat as the guys backstage congratulated me on my win. I just wanted to hop in the shower and get back on the road to get back to the next city. After getting out the shower and getting dressed, my phone started ringing. When i finally got to my phone, I saw that I had a ton of missed calls from my younger sister, Jessie. She never called me so I knew it must have been important.

"Hey, Jess! Is everything okay? Did something happen to your husband?" I asked quickly, there had to be a reason why she called so many times. I could hear Jessie trying to hold back sobs. My stomach suddenly felt queasy.

Jessie's breathing was unsteady as she tried to get herself together to speak. "No, Jon. Everything with Bobby is fine. This is about Nina." I swallowed and took a deep breath, trying to swallow my panic. I hadn't heard that name in years. Nina was the love of my life at one point in my life. I haven't been in a serious relationship since we broke up over 5 years ago.

"She was killed a few nights ago, Jon. They don't know who did it, but they have a few suspects." She said as she sniffled constantly. She was trying her hardest to stop herself from crying. My heart was beating so fast, I thought it was gonna fall out my chest. I found it difficult to breathe. The room suddenly felt like it was spinning. I was shaking, I could barely hold the phone to my ear.

"Please tell me this is one of your sick jokes, please Jessie, please." I begged and pleaded. I could hear hear sighing into the phone. "I wish it was Jon, I really wish it was. Police found her yesterday morning with multiple gunshot wounds to the chest. She was pronounced dead at the scene." I sat on the locker room bench frozen. This had to be some horrible nightmare. I just knew I was going to wake up soon.

Nina and I dated for almost 7 years. She was there with me since the start of my career. Through all the ups and downs, Nina was always there standing right next to me. Always my biggest supporter. I knew I wanted to marry, and grow old with her one day. Becoming a wrestler, I was gone for long periods of time. We got into a fair share of arguments over it. That was the only thing we argued about. She wanted to settle down. She wanted a family. I couldn't give that to her at that point in time. She decided that we should go our separate ways so I could focus on my career. She never knew how much that hurt for me to let her go, and she'll never know. She's gone.

"Jess...I n-need to go" I heard her yell my name but I quickly hung up the phone without a response.

*flashback*

"Look, Jon...I can't do this anymore, I can't do this for the rest of my life." Nina said with tears in her eyes.

"What do you mean? You can't live me, what would you do without me?" I joked while cracking a small smile. She couldn't be serious. We were in this for the long haul. Or so I thought. I didn't know she already had her bags packed.

"Jon, you know how much I want to have a family." Nina pushed the hair out those beautiful green eyes, that seemed to be even greener with the tears threatening to fall from them. "That's what I want right now, and I know you can't with all the traveling you do. I can't keep staying up for your phone calls late at night." She was shaking, or was that me?

"Look, you've known from the very beginning of this, that I traveled a lot. This is my dream, I thought you understood that. I got my whole career ahead of me, I can't settle down right now. I'm only twenty-five." I was getting mad, why did she want to end this, I thought she loved me.

"But I'm ready to Jon, I can't keep waiting around, I wouldn't dare ask you to quit for me, because that isn't fair to you. I know how much you love this. I have to leave, I'm so sorry" The tears were finally falling from her eyes at full speed now. With that she gave me one last kiss, and picked up her bags and walked away from me, with a piece of my heart. That was the last I heard or saw of her.

I grabbed my things from my locker and slammed it shut. I stormed out the locker room almost knocking down my best friend and fellow wrestler Roman Reigns.

"Aye babe, what's a wrong with you, where's the fire? He chuckled. I didn't reply though, I wasn't in the mood for talking. I just kept on walking to the outside door to my rental. I throw my stuff in the trunk of the car, and sped off

I don't remember the car ride to the hotel I was staying at, I could have been speeding for all I knew, but right now I didn't care. When I got to my room. I could feel all my feelings crashing down on me. I dropped my bag and got in the bed not bothering to change clothes. I just wanted to sleep. I wanted the day to be over.

I crawled into bed and closed my eyes, and I saw her. I saw my beautiful Nina She was gorgeous. I pictured her long, brown hair and green eyes. I remembered her smile, the way she always laughed at my silly jokes. I'd dated other girls since her. Nothing serious. No other girl meant as much to me as she did. I always compared others to her, and Nina always won. I came to the sudden realization that she was my soulmate. The only thing was, it was too late. And now she was gone, taken from me. And I would never be the same.