Hey guys.
Yes, I'm still alive.
You'd probably want an explanation, so...
A lot of things happened... some were good, some were bad, some didn't even affect this story at all.
First of all, school happened. I don't think this needs some explanation.
Secondly, a talk with my beta provided me with some insight about the direction I'm taking this story to and needless to say, a lot of plot points had to be revisited and changed. Had to change the chapters I already had in stock. I even rewrote them from the ground up.
And lastly, while I was doing some of the things I listed above, I made one of the worst mistakes a fanfiction writer could ever do, and I bet some of you have done it as well... I showed someone else this thing that I'm working. More or less the outcome made me lose all motivation to write at all. I don't plan to write fanfiction forever, in fact I consider this practice for whenever I would want to write an actual book in the future, so definitely I will make mistakes, English isn't even my first language. I was told that I lacked the ability to develop characters (I only showed that person 1-2 chapters, and I only asked what that person thought about the story, my grammar, writing style, etc.) and I was told that I am not fit to write.
Though, my commitment to this story is... slowly returning. I hope it is, because I want to see this story come to a close.
I can't promise an immediate update, but just know that it is on it's way. Slowly but surely. I've gone rusty over the months, so I have to get used to writing once again.
Thanks, guys.
