For those od yoy wondering why i havent been updatinf its because i gave birth to a baby girl last week. i was able to get this out but hinestly it still might be another month before i can update agin. i love you all and if you stick with me i promise updates will start again as things settle. im not stopping or giving up they just might take a bit longer.

Nightmare remedies

Percy's POV

It was late in the night when I felt someone shaking me awake. The others at my side practically undisturbed as my eyes shot open to see Will in the darkness of our room.

"Percy, I need you to wake up, it's happening again." Emotion laced thick in his voice I shot up and scooted to the end of the bed to help. I gave him a hug and with a choked sob he patted my back to give his permission.

"Stay here. Come get him in the morning ok? I'm sure Annabeth and piper can show you some love when they wake up, just like last time." Nodding and rubbing his eyes he climbed into our bed between the girls. Piper woke up slightly and took in what was happening quickly, wrapping her arms around Will he turned into her and buried his face in her chest for comfort.

Heading to the basement I stopped in my bathroom to throw some water on my face and mentally prepare for what I was about to walk into, but as we all knew I was the only one that could bring him peace right now.

Nicos POV

The trees were cutting into my skin as I ran through them, thin branches and twigs like whips as I tried to run away. Part of me knew this couldn't be real, couldn't be happening again. Another part of me wonders if I haven't been here the whole time and the last two years of memory had just been a hope fever dream to torture me more. I tripped, fell through the ground into room that was dark and full of hate filled voices of my past. Hate speech and slurs echoed off the walls in the voices of those I most loved. Images of Bianca telling me how disgusted she was at me, that I was filthy and perverted. With a swift movement of her arrow she shot me in the chest. The wound burned and my vision blurred until I felt stabbing pain in my knees and unbelievable heat.

Holding my chest I opened my eyes and looked around me. I was next to the river of fire again, it's lava bubbling and awaiting to be drank. The air around me acidic and poisonous to both my skin and lungs. Looking down at myself, my body was back to what it was before, skinny, malnourished, pathetic. All the weight and muscle from the last two years vanished and gone as if it never was... maybe it.. maybe it never was? Is this real? Damnit I can't tell anymore! I'm either to deep in a dream or the love of my life that I fell asleep next to was never real. Both are terrible circumstances. I tried to crawl away, weak from the pain of the arrow entering my chest. I was so hungry, I saw food in the distance, an apple tree. With ripping pain I stood and stumbled toward it.

The Apple looked perfect, most things that cause you the most pain do. Why was I trying to eat this? I knew what it could bring, it's happened so many times down here. I bit into it and liquid filled my mouth along with the dark copper taste of blood. Spitting it out I saw shards of glass dripping with my blood on it. That's what this place does, gives you hope only to hurt you more. I quickly ran to the edge of the river and cupped a searing handful of the healing fire. The taste was worse than the glass apple, but I could feel my mouth healing and the other cuts it made on the way down. If this was a dream it's been better than the last one so far, then again it was only a matter of time before the asylum. Last time I was in the asylum most of the time being hosed down and forcefully sexually converted in humiliating demented ways... only for the guards at night to hurt me in other ways that I would rather not think about, I didn't want to throw up the fire right now. I closed my eyes and felt myself falling again and slammed into a hard floor.

I was bent, the area was small, it's the jar! The fucking jar! I curled into a ball trying to calm myself down. I hated small spaces since being in this jar. I'm not sure where the light was coming from, but I could see where I tried to claw my way out. Remnants of my finger nails that came off still imbedded in the bronze. Tears fell as I begged for it not to be real... please don't let this be real! I tingle started to burn across my face, then it got warmer, then searing hot, then it hit so hard my head bounced off the bronze and I felt naked and cold.

(Scene change)

"Fuck!"

"Nico wake up!"

Where was I? What the hell! I started scrambling for a weapon while fighting the person that was hitting me. Strong hands grabbed my shoulders and shook me hard. Fuck what was going... Percy? Green eyes met brown as I started to come too. It was a dream, a nightmare. I wasn't in Tartarus, I was home, in New Rome, with my family. I reached for Percy back, clinging my arms around his neck as relief flooding inside me and the dam of tears broke inside me. It had been months since a nightmare of this magnitude. Cold sweat drenched my body as Percy's strong arms held me tight, petting my hair telling me it was going to be ok. This has become automatic, I would have a Tartarus dream and Will would go grab Percy. It's not that Will hadn't tried to calm me down from them before, he just knew in times like these you needed someone who had been there, who understood.

Lips kissed my forehead and became wet as tears from him fell as well. The grasp he had in my body was rough and comforting in its pressure, the desperate cling of someone who knew the pain, knew the fear of what I had just experienced. Annabeth knew too but the most she could do was rock me and feed me drugs to calm me down, so she was good in a pinch. Percy was the one I needed though, the one who could really take away the pain in the way I needed.

"It's ok, I have you, you're safe with me."

"Thank you, thank you for being here." I gasped.

"Always, I would never let you suffer this alone." His words swam into me, reheating the coldness that ran inside me.

Lips came down and met mine, a tongue worked it's way inside my mouth in the most familiar way. We rolled on the bed until I pinned him down beneath me. Disregarding all permission I stripped his boxers off of him as I climbed down his body and shoved his substantial length in my mouth. In moments like these I needed to, needed to do something life affirming to prove to myself I was here and not there. It was a pretty normal routine now. I have a nightmare, Percy comforts me and wakes me up, I fuck his brains all of the wall. The carnal exchange was cathartic for both of us. The taste of the sea coated my tongue as worked my mouth over him. Hands threaded in my hair controlling the speed of my Bob. Percy's cock was pretty perfect, smooth and straight and the head had the softest texture as my tongue flicked and swirled around it, savoring the taste of the clear liquid that dewed at the tip. I locked my lips around the top and sucked hard as if it was a straw, Percy loved that. It seemed a bit to hard but he never complained, only encouraged me to suck harder.

"You better hurry up if you want some of this cause you are getting me really close." I popped off at that, I wasn't going to let this pass me by. I grabbed my lube from the side table and lathered it over him, I didn't need any prep cause Will had given me a decent stretch out before bed with one of our bigger toys. I climbed on top and slid myself down so that I could ride him. Percy day upright against our headboard as I bottomed out. Rough seaworthy hands stayed on my hips to guide me as I brought my mouth to his once more. Sex with Percy was simple and wonderful, no tricks and toys, just pure sex. I started slow so that I could feel the sensual drag along my rim. Coos and breathy moans entered my mouth as I clenched around him at opportune moments. Flashes of heat and bliss waved inside me as I felt his head graze over the sweet spot inside me.

Teeth found my neck in the darkness as I increased my speed, I needed him deeper and faster. Taking me like a rough tide, I felt his hands lift and lower me faster and faster. Eventually I had to cling my arms fully around his neck just to hold on. Nails bit into skin as he fucked me tougher than I had been fucked in months, I was going to feel this tomorrow for sure. I was practically screaming feeling him inside me, God's I needed this. The cold fire that came with orgasm flooded inside me as I unleashed white ropes of arousal between us, my eyes rolling at the feeling of my slit rubbing against his abs as I coated us both. A few spastic rough thrusts later I felt the explosion that was Percy inside me, it was always so much with him. Cum dripped down out of me while he was still buried deep inside of me. It was a feeling I liked committing to memory every time it happened, that and the long trip to the bathroom to clean up as his seed escaped and dripped down to my ankles.

Was there a better way to get over a nightmare?

Percy's POV

(Time break)

The next morning we had a quick round two before heading upstairs for breakfast. We found Jason in the kitchen doing dishes.

"You two were loud as fuck last night, must have been one well of a nightmare." He laughed as he passed me a coffee mug from above the sink. I saw a tray of coffee on the counter, he nodded and pointed upstairs. I grabbed the coffee to take to the three upstairs while Nico flirted with Jason to make him breakfast. Reaching the bedroom door I opened it up to see Piper and Annabeth topping the shit out of Will.

"Percy help me, tag in! I don't think I can take anymore." He chuckled and clenched his thighs tighter around Annie's head.

"You don't look like you need saving. How long has this been going on?" I placed the coffee on the dresser out of the way of limbs knocking it over.

"Oh he owes me one more orgasm thank you. He is almost to 5, when we all get 5 he can leave." Piper moaned as she sat in Wills face. Fuck they must have been at this for a while.

"How about this. Get Will off one more time since it seems like he's close and then I'll make both you ladies come undone, deal?" They smirked but gave me a thumbs up as Will convulsed in pleasure.

This morning was going to wear me the fuck out.