Hey! It's me, the horrible-writer person. I'm going to practice some hard stuff on the same day I feel like crap. I DON'T OWN AO NO EXORCIST/BLUE EXORCIST. Also this is just a one-shot! Unless people want it made into a story. Enjoy..

'So, was this all your big plan?', the words rang in Rin's head, they sounded like a growing echo.

Soon the words weren't being put into his mind but were coming out of his own mouth.

He couldn't talk to anyone. Everyone he knew saw him as a monster.

'If you stop, you can be happy'

He can't let the faint whispers get to him. Even if he gives up on the people he once cared about.

Yukio has given up on him, Shura has left to drink her life away, and all his 'friends' were afraid of him.

"I don't want it to be like this.", Rin whispered to himself.

Rin was sitting at the rooftop in the cold night.

He came to watch the stars and be alone.

Kuro was peacefully sleeping inside the empty room that is now only Rin's.

Yukio had moved to another dorm since he didn't stand Rin anymore.

It's only so often that anyone came and visit. The only person that came by the most was Shura, but she only came by to make sure Rin hasn't flared up or burnt the whole place down. That's it.

Rin while alone managed fine. He just couldn't manage the voice in his head though.

He wouldn't tell Kuro anything because that wouldn't change a thing. Anyone he would tell would just ignore him or just tell him to go away, so eventually he just gave up trying.

The only conversations he had anymore were with the voice.

The one he talked with would just ask him if he was okay after everyday.

Why everyday?

Because after every day of school, he would cut himself.

Normal razors wouldn't make a lasting cut so he would use a razor made out of holy metal.

Before Rin started, he would dip the razor in holy water to make the cut unhealable. (A.N: Is that even a word?! 'Unhealable')

"1.. 2 … 3 … one more time", Rin mumbled.

'Are you okay now?', the voice asked.

"I'm fine, I just have to keep going for another day"

'You're saying that so easily now. Don't you think you've done enough?'

"Just a little more. Please let me do it for another day"

'Your stop is coming soon, are you sure you want to continue?'

"It would be better if I just stop breathing altogether"

Somewhere

In

Another

dorm

:

"Teach?", Suguro said while quietly following Yukio.

"Yes, Mr. Suguro?"

"I've been thinking. . . why don't you care for your brother?"

"That's something private, uh why are you out of your room at this hour?"

"We couldn't sleep"

"What do you mean by 'We' "

From Bon's room's doorway popped out four heads.

Yukio counted them off in his head.

'Shiemi, Shima, Koneko, and Izumo..'

"Everyone couldn't sleep then? Why?"

"It's because of the question Bon just asked you", Shima silently said.

Yukio was silent for a long time but looked as if he wanted to tell everyone to leave.

"Heh..", he randomly chuckled.

Soon he began fully laughing.

Everyone in that hallway looked at him in confusion. Shiemi had looked like she was going to drop from the missing sleep but now was fully awake to the creepy burst in mood.

He slowly stopped laughing and looked down at the floor.

"I've barely I haven't thought of things myself. I've also realized how selfish i've become..", Yukio sighted.

"Why HAVEN'T I cared for my brother?"

Suguro looked tense and a bit scared by Yukio's words.

He started thinking for a moment about his words.

Everyone there seemed to try to listen to his ramble on how he failed his father.

He also kept saying that he was supposed to help Rin like he helped Yukio as children.

As he said those things Izumo's eyes began getting wider and wider.

"Selfish.. We have all been selfish. All our words and actions. They each have an effect.

Rin tried protecting us, and we pushed him away. Why?", Suguro tensely said.

"W-Where is Rin, now?", Shiemi asked.

"Still at the old dorm, I don't know if he's awake but i'm assuming you all want to go see him.", Yukio spoke taking out the key to take them there.

Everyone nodded and walked through the door.

On the

Fourth floor

of the

dorm

:

Rin had come back inside the building. Outside it was just too windy and dark to see anymore.

"One.. more time.. one more time", Rin coughed out.

'You keep saying that. Are you going to be ok after this?'

"I don't know, I don't see a point in trying to escape this addiction anymore."

'Do you think you've reached the end?'

"Not until another day"

'Do you have any regrets?'

"Of course I do, that's why I keep coming back to this"

'Then are you alright?'

"Just give me a little time."

After that last comment, footsteps could be heard heading up the stairs.

Rin was on his feet holding his bleeding body while silently coughing up more and more blood.

The hallway was dark and grey but was being lit up by a single light.

A flashlight that was moving towards Rin.

Everything was becoming a blur.

Rin could only tell that Yukio had started holding him.

'Why are they here?'

'Maybe they actually care'

'I want to see them one more time. Are they happy?'

'I'll let you, but today is the day your light parts ways'

'I want a little more time'

'I'll let the air seep out for now'

When the whole class go to the floor where Rin was at, they were horrified.

Rin was standing in the dark hallway with blood stains all over him.

He was violently coughing blood too.

They hurried towards him with their only source of light they had on them.

The flashlight worked but it wasn't enough light to see the damage clearly.

They hurried to him worried it was too late.

Yukio got to Rin the quickest.

He got there in time to catch him from falling forwards.

Rin was awake but had ragged breathing.

It would hitch so often.

He kept mumbling something.

"One more time.. For all of you", he mumbled.

'I know you're getting tired of doing this, so i'll pause you from cutting through for now'

With those final thoughts leaving Rin's head, he began closing his eyes with tears.

He slowly stopped breathing and his world went dark.

'Rolling Girl', It's an amazingly sad song. All credit there since the sad song gave me this little idea. Yeah.. it's in japanese but the english versions aren't bad.

Uhhhh… good day/night

*Jumps off skyscraper*